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Thursday, 29 July 2010

heh. my lappie is giving me a hard time..
keep auto shut down & restart. ):
gets on my nerves!

boohoo.
probably its time to get a new laptop hur!

heh, life been so stagnant now. ):
gone were the happening days.
i just cannot stop grumbling about how boring my life is now
& that im still pretty much clueless what to do now that i ve graduated.

so aimless.

at times i feel so useless.
i dont even know what i want. sigh.

(http://shoutforfashion.tumblr.com/post/862557789)

sometimes i just wish a voice would tell me what to do & show me the way..

all i know is, i need to get into uni and get my degree.

the rest, wait till i got my degree.
yes, i know right, such bad future planning.

TIME TO PLAN FOR THE FUTURE JANICE OH JANICE.

anw, got my work schedule for the month of AUG
and i got a SHOCK.
i felt my rice bowl is shaken and threatened.

guess wad?!
im only working for freaking NINE days for the
WHOLE MONTH OF AUG!

serious, im wondering what m i gonna survive on?!
damn.

apparently they re experiencing some budget thingy & there isnt much phone calls this period.
so our services arent needed for the moment.
sucks right?!

gosh.
i feel like job hunting for another part time job!
but i doubt no one would want to hire someone for just A MONTH right..
wonder if theres any temp jobs in the month of aug. ):
I NEED IT!
so people do tell me if u have job offers ya! (:

oh and i ve been in a pretty much shopping mood!
esp when im earning my own money & living on my own now.
sure i feel the need to plan & make sure i dont overspend
when i dont get pocket money from momsie now,
but it feels damn great to spend your own money & ability to SHOP! (:

whee whee!

& the fact that everywhere is having SALES
is making me go on a shopping spree
which isnt doing any good to my poor pocket.

just ytd, met up with my babe quek meiyin in town
and we bought freaking cheap & nice nude pumps frm Rubi, $12.50 each only please.
(yes i know we damn auntie, but whats not to like about cheap deals?!)

& bought a plain white loose top at just $5?! heehee.

OHHHH.. and lucky us, we spotted these THREE single trip MRT cards
lying on top of the dustbin at ION when yins threw her rubbish.
so we went to the ticket machine, insert the card, anticipated, and..


’KA-CHANG’!
one dollar coin came out!

we just LOL luhs!
think those ppl ard us were like wondering,
whats so amazing about a dollar coin?

the amazing thing is, WE WERE SO LUCKY!

make that three dollars! :D
*ting ting ting*



on a sidenote, been blogshopping intensively.
im still waiting for my tie-dyed maxi dress! ):
heh, been a week o-ready..

i wanne buy a crop top,
a new bikini,
& a dress i spotted frm hervelvetvase!

AND PROBABLY A BLACKBERRY! :D

(http://fuckyeahgirlythings.tumblr.com/page/55)
im so excited! MAYBE getting it tml with momsie!
hees. been waiting for it since forever! (:


u bring back memories, so hard to let go.



Sunday, 25 July 2010

yawn.

feeling so lethargic after a day of usual shoot
(thou its faster today with the help of roy. THANK YOU!)
& a whole day of walking, trying to find a power point to charge my DEAD phone! rahh!

surprisingly, im home as early as nine on a SATURDAY!
and everyones asking me,
“nv go out party today?”
or asking me out to par-dee-yae today!

this is bad.
i think i portray this clubber look luhs.

I AM NOT A CLUBBER!
I INSIST!

hahaha..



at the least, not a HARDCORE one.
the most: just club like THRICE a month?!
wonder how come everyone start the convo with me
with “CLUB”?!
and calls me CLUBBER. –.-

but true enuff,
i like par-dee-ing! hees.
dont deny that. :D

ohwells.

anw, im so happy im having a date with my loveliest clique tomorrowwww!
& we gonna have my all time favourite


STEAMBOAT!

yumyumyum.
we gonna try the Coca steamboat at Taka!
been wanting to try that & have been craving for steamboat since 9374523476 years ago!

wheee!
my happy pills! (:

alrighty, goodnight peeps.

oh and good news!


CINNAMON MELTS IS BACK IN MACS!
cheerios! (:

here comes my supper sweet treat! yummie. (:



ps:
im feeling FATFATFAT!
(and prob really am)
cos i think i gained like 1 kg. ):

*cover face with palm*

& roy says my face is FAT when i asked him. *pout*
(show u my FAT face)

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FAT RIGHT?! ):

how now brown cow?!
cannot!


TIME FOR EXERCISE AND DIET!
(okay, at least after my steamboat pleasy.
& i would give up anything but cinnamon melts! hahaha!)

& i cannot have tum tum!
gonna start my exercise regime.

GO JANICE GO!

and i was in a camwhoring mood..
heehee. time to spam my blog with my pictures!

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hee, my face looks "v" shaped here! me likey! :p

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stupid face i know. haha

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looks thinner like that! ;)



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i wish i was taller, slimmer, hotter.





Wednesday, 21 July 2010

stay home day! (:

two off days for this week.
apparently they dont need so many workers this period,
so quite alot of off days. :/
& deep inside, am so worried they might just fire me or smth!


heh. wanted to go out but everyones either at work or in school.
so am just gonna stay home & recover from my horrible cough.

stupid cough have been torturing me for like 2 weeks already!
been coughing nonstop at night, so hard to fall asleep..
and whenever i want to talk, my throat will get irritated & i would start coughing. ):
so decided to see a doc again.
please get well soon!

& seems like everyones falling sick! :/
bet e main culprit is the unpredictable weather
so people, please drink more water & wear more clothes!
dont catch a cold! (:

meanwhile,
shall upload some pictures from gaen’s mini bday celebration with e ladies proggers. (:

supposed to meet the ladies ard 7pm, but i reached ard 8? :x
thinking i was already damn late.. the bday “boy” was even later!
gaen reached like 9 plus?
& we just self entertained ourselves at cafe cartel.

love to see the babes again.
esp the bimbo jasmine, the auntie pai- siewyin & yuewen,
and the Q-T (cutie) pai- huimin & me.
hahaha!

all of them are so cute & totally cheers me up!

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the late bday boy!
GAEN KOH.

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message for him.

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the Q T pie. (:

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camwhoring while waiting for gaen!

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it was unplanned! we just did the same facial expression! (:

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joan's wallet is a blue monkey pouch!
damn cute! hahaha.

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open present!
her reactions & expressions are classic man.

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN GAEN KOH! (:

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hope ur wishes will come true & get the babe of ur dream!
dont be so fickleminded & hua xin!
just be happy and stay sporting! (:
u bring laughter everywhere u go.
love u loads!




Monday, 19 July 2010

omg. dint realise the last time i blogged was one week ago!
moulds growing out ol'ready!
anw been really really bored at work and
i happened to chance upon some clips on youtube that keeps me entertained!
i was so amused by it!
the wonders of MAKE UP!

video no 1:





video no 2:




they look so different right?!
so guys, look out before u actually dated a "man-made" beauty!
make up can really make not-so-physically-attractive-girls so hawt & gorgeous luhs!
& they make me wanne learn how to apply such make up!
i think eye make up really makes a big difference to a person.

hmm, but i would definitely not wear it on a daily basis.
dont wanne create such a big difference of me with and without make up.
and i still prefer a natural look..minus the hassle. (:
on a sidenote,
do guys prefer girls who are damn pretty with make up
but look totally "diff" when they remove their make up.
or girls who are plain looking/ average with no make up?
from my experience,
usually guys will say they prefer girls with no make up,
or goes," eee, that girl pretty meh? make up so thick."

but i realised at the end of the day,
its the pretty girls with make up who get hitched and girls without who get ditched.
:/
and guys cnt seems to take their eyes of them too.

ironic world hurr.

anw was talking to yins about this a few days ago when i met her.
i wish i dont have to depend on any make up to look pretty.
and im so envious of girls that are au de natural and still look so pretty.
bahh..
and she was asking me what kind of make up i use,
which i get such qns often...
so prob i will reveal it & share with u guys when im free! (:

mine is really basic, simple. for im no make up pro.
so dont expect much. haha..
& im considering to go for proper make up class!
stay tuned!
till then!


Monday, 12 July 2010

just painted my nails in the office!
finally tried out the chanel nailpolish my babes bought for me.

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just to share its 527 Nouvelle Vague
(the colour is much lighter in real life, closer to tiffany blue)

one word:
AWESOME! (:
really. the colour!
its so special and looks very soft. not like super harsh kinda green.
& the best thing abt it is that it dries so fast!
great!
think that every girl should own one bottle! heehee. (:
spurge ladies!

cnt wait to buy my next bottle myself! heehee.
probably 493 jade rose
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or
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505 Particuliere
heard so much abt this colour!
& all e verdicts are great.


on a sidenote,
last week was well spent & happening! (:
i dont mean e weekdays.
weekdays are doh! boring like mad.
but im definitely loving weekends!
photoshoot as usual & i was pretty satisfied with the pictures!
& the clothes for this week was prettyyyy! (:

love the floral maxi!
gt the latin feel. hahaha!
then rushed home changed and went down to chijmes for Gaen koh's bday celebration!
thanks kkb for sending me down
& great seeing my pumpkin again! :)

Gaen was alr half drunk when i reached!
damn funny. stupid girl kept drinking & stealing other ppl's drink!
but sure thing she can hold her liquor well for a "girl".
but the best part was,
e super nice host wanne treat us but her card gt declined!
and the thing is the bill was a whooping $600 plus
thankgod for his super generous classmate who forked out $300 plus for her first
and her gf luhs.
phew!
gaen uh gaen. hahaha..
then was contemplating if i should go club.
but after much persuasion and decided to hit the club!
LIKE FINALLY!
been a month!

so nich came and pick me up & cabbed to st james.
bahh! it was mad crowded! the queue was damn long.
thank god for nich's friend we gt in after a short while. (:

drink. drank but not drunk. (:
just damn high!
was so glad i dint get wasted that night.
& the songs were great! love it!

met new friends and bumped into many familar faces including
stupid mark who happily showed me her dymm who happens to be my friend's friend,
joan!!! who was with my freshie!
wesley who was working that night!

crazy crazy night.
& nich's friend drove us back to nich place and nich drove me back again.
his car damn nice pls! bmw sports car! first time in such a luxurious car.
HAHA! not really luhs but still wow.

and the best thing, $0 spent! heehee. (:
as for sunday,
went to support that himbo matt & kl at bedok reservoir!
db festival competition.

it was hot like mad! bah!
and sadly their team dint win. ):
it was quite close actually, a pity.
oh & i couldnt help but noticed the girls.. :x
some so pretty please! so tanned and gorgeous.
so envious.
love their tan & they look so sporty, pretty even w/o make up!
gahh..
and coincidentally.. saw some familar faces in e same team as them..
*hmm.. he kinda looks like u..*
then dinner before heading home! (:



heard some things i rather not hear.
actually it came across my mind sometimes but i chose to cast it aside and still believe u arent wad they say..
i thot i was so sure..keep saying, "no no no im sure hes not like dat." but nw my sixth sense tell me maybe u too are no diff frm other guys afterall.. in club.

what goes around comes around.



Wednesday, 7 July 2010




i dont like what i see.

sometimes i asked myself, isnt this what i wanted.
but why am i affected & i feel hurt when i see what i saw.
yes, contradicting enuff.

it suck everytime to see your notification popping out.
your name everywhere.
memories of you & me came flooding back.
imy


i feel like just deleting you away..
just so i wouldnt know..
just so it wouldnt hurt..


what we used to be.


Sunday, 4 July 2010

horrible horrible.
woke up with slight fever which comes with complimentary
body aches, headaches, cough & sore throat ytd.

its started off with just a sore throat
& i think nth of it.
had my fav sambal stingray for lunch, bedok 85 for bar chor mee, carrot cake, chicken wings & sugar cane!

how to resist all these yummylicious food right?!

okay, now u can say serve me right.

and the weather was horrible.
probably caught a cold as well. ):

despite being sick, still decided to go ahead with my photoshoot.
cos too last min already & sarah have already booked the studio.
cabbed there with roy.

& as thou its nt bad enuff having a fever,
theres massive jam at CTE all the way down to bugis! ): ):
i nearly puked.
ohgod.

photoshoot was a lil delayed as roy had to adjust his camera to the studio lighting..
i nearly died shooting.
it was freezing cold.. e aircon was directly blowing at me luhs.
& cousin really took good care of me,
asking me to drink more water, taking sweater to cover me & adjusting e temp.
THANK YOU SWEET! (:

 

after photoshoot had to endure & get my way to yishun to meet serena.
& thank you twinnie for accompanying me to e doctor! (:

oh ya, DONT EVER GET SICK ON WEEKEND COS ITS SO HARD TO FIND A DOCTOR!
all e clinics are closed & i had to go to 24hrs clinic which cost me quite a bomb.
$50 for fever, cough, sorethroat med + consultation.
boohoos.

and so there goes my plan for clubbing for that night too.
for freaking 3 weeks i wanted to hit the club but never did. ):

hopefully NEXT WEEK! (:

& being in this state, i had to miss my World Cup match. ):

im so upset.
brazil is OUT from WC! i expected them to go further than that!
and ytd, my bet was with Argentina, & again, they failed me.
wad left to watch in world cup now? ):

ME DONT LIKEY THIS YEAR WORLD CUP.

 

alrights, fever is back again.
gonna go take a rest nowww! ):

 

wish u were here.

 




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
♥Gemini
♥19
♥sports, dance, music, sleeping
♥white&turquoise
♥family&friends
♥animals
♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

dancebabydance


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