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Friday, 29 May 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO COUSIN SERENE ( sorry im a day late!)!!! there are so many JUNE babies around me! AND KOR KOR IS TURNING 21 THIS SATURDAYYYY~!!! OO-MM-GEE!!! im so so broke now.. yet to buy any present for him. :/ bahhh. anw, back to my bday! hohoho. today’s papers looked kinda easy but its not. heh. :/ just hope that i will at least manage a pass. Wednesday, 27 May 2009 EXAMS! can u feel the anxiety im feeling now!? missing lecture notes here and there. I NEED MORE TIME!!! ohman.
anw, roux brought me to the flyer todayyy!
and so i went on the singapore flyer for e first time without a digital camera. BAHHH. so dont feel gulity alr my dear roux. OHYA.. and ethan goh have fetish for OLD WOMANNN~! HAHHAHAS. so now i see the LINK! :D last laugh: ._. so paisehh. but that got me laughing for a few mins. even after i put down the phone. :x Monday, 25 May 2009 model for a day. :) so im super duper uber honored that cheryl asked me to be her model when we met on friday for sheesha after my dinner. :) nd im thankful to cheryl for giving me this chance and its really a great experience and its fun working with her nd andy! (oh ya, shes very good at asking ppl how to pose! HAHAS) all the best for your biz aye! 祝你生意旺旺。HAHAS :D anw, the photo shoot took up a freaking full 4hours? i swear the 3 of us were dead beat after the shoot. bahh. imagine running up and down from 10th floor to 6th floor multi car park after every piece?! not to mention changing in and out of clothes, plus thinking of wad hairstyle, and accessories to go with for every diff piece. lastly, not forgetting the blazing hot sun! *faint* but we know our efforts were paid off when we reviewed the pictures after dat. pretty nice photos! some were damn unglam and ridiculous, but overall its DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! REALLY! GOOD JOB EVERYONE! and so. look out for cheryl’s blogshop ya! heres her link. think she havent upload e new pictures yet. but ya, just go take first. :) http://microaffections.livejournal.com/
and most prob i will choose some nice ones and put up here! :D cnt wait to get those pictures! oh, not forgetting saturday!
and another matter. MY BIRTHDAY IS COMINGGGGGGG.. OMG.
alrightee im off to bed. really tired. facial appointment at 5.30pm tml! :D and i cnt be late for school tmlll!!!
sign off with a kiss. Friday, 22 May 2009 edited: this week damn slack yo! it almost felt like school holiday! :x its field trip week! so no lectures and tutorials for went to hortpark, alexandra arch and hendersonwave on tuesday with groupmates for special interest tourism! :D it was awesome great kickass fun! hoho. hortpark its more like a kids playground plus loads of PLANTS. alexandra arch scary heights! henderson wave nice architecture. :) not forgetting us attempting jumpshots. wednesday just go to sch for bloody 2hours. ._. zzz. i love the cookies! its so yummy-licious! oh, no sch on thur. :) yay-ness. roux came over to find me after his class. :) these few days were filled with loadsa “birding” but its all harmless birding. HAHAS.
got to go prepare for wedding dinner! peace out! :D
blessed. Monday, 18 May 2009 oh and supposed to post this up e other day but i forgot to. Name: janice You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. (yesyes!) Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. (yes! esp MUTUAL TRUST! ) It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will. (hahas, i found ethan goh. :)) You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. (damn true! okay, maybe not talented. but im imaginative and VERY SENSITIVE! to people’s words, reactions, etc. it can linger on my mind for DAYS for even a casual remark abt me. and yes, i dont like doing things ALONE!) In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. (yupp!) It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure. (hohoho, yeahh. im a curious cat! and i love trying out new experiences!) The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care. (yes i am. but i usually wont allow my emotions to affect others. as for the back part, hahas, bf! can i release some frustrations on u?! :D ) You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. (yeah. spot on! :) and i hate being out casted and i will find ways to join back the others even if it means learning new things.) You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone. (YES! hate restrictions to the MAX. dont like being controlled or being tied down and i need freedom a lot.) You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone. (YEAHHH! since sec sch i hate this e most. indifferences in opinions that cause arguments.BAHHH.)
i dont know but its quite true for me. go try it out yourself! :D suffered terrible headache i thot i was going to die. so bad i nearly bang my head against the wall. one word: sick
thanks love for coming down to see me all e way frm the east.
colour of the day: yellow :) Friday, 15 May 2009 hello! well, i have been really busy and i was tired out. i know i havent been updating this space. sorry! so here i am with new updates! :) a very long and whiny one too.
my first monthy with baby e! he bluffed me that he needed to help his chef with buying some stuff and had to help him unload it, blah blah. but still i dint noe whats up his sleeve. i thot maybe hes gonna get me flowers or smth, and he used dat to buy some time. den suddenly asked me abt my shoe size. dat was so OBVIOUS baby! HAHAHAHAS. then he told me to meet him at tm. i was there alr den he told me he had to i was busy whining to him how tired i was while waiting for him..until he kept hitting my leg with a bag he was holding in his hand.. and it caught my attention.. ITS FRED PERRY! OMG! surprise surprise! i was damn eggcited! (bf said i dont look excited at all. BUT I WAS OKAY! maybe i should start attending drama classes! hahahas) FRED PERRY ehhh! my first label. HAHAHAS. THANK YOU LOVE! 我很喜欢! then dinner-ed at pasta mania. where we exposed each other! hahas. im lazy to blog in details about my side. anw, i made him a photo frame with our sweet sweet picture and a scrapbook! i swear it all dint come easy. killed a lot of brain cells, suffered multiple head cracks and taken a dose of stress-relief pills while in the process of thinking what to do, what to get for bf. HAPPY ONE MONTH BABY ROUX! :D i shant repeat what i want to say since its all in e scrapbook. :) hope u really like it and treasure it well okay! all my love and effort is in it! RAMBO ♥ ROUX TONS.
moving on.. i really had been a real i was in total panic mode. and the only solution is to get a MC to cover for it. needless for me to explain further what i did. hahas. :x first time thou. thanks utmost love for helping me man! if nt i would just die there. :) oh and realised i havent been to alot of places when i went out with roux on sunday! starting from the singapore iconic flyer, popeyes chicken, great world city, marina barrage, toy museum and okay dats all i can think of now. hahhas. but its quite a list alr right! sigh. am i sua ku or sua ku? :( but bf is sua ku too. HAHAS. he havent been to starbucks (until i bought him there recently.) and er.. i cnt rmb wad else.. BUT the most funny of all, him asking me how much does that cost in DAISO. *smug* anw, he bought me to singapore flyer for a tour! :D woo.. indeed i was thrilled! and i kept whining i dint bring my camera along! ohman. wad a waste. my very first visit. :) anyhow,we dint manage to get on the flyer. another day perhaps. we went to say hello to bf’s lovely popcorn jessica at build a bear. then dined at popeyes! whee. loads of drama happened there. HOHOHO. stupid bf trying to act beng. potential actor aye. LOL. studied a lil at mac before heading home. :) on a side note, i dint noe merlion was really struck by lighting! i thot it was all made up! and bf laughed at me loh. *pouts* ohwells.
met bf after his lesson today. watched “final destination 2” in the library even thou it wasnt wad we supposed to be watching today. sorry love! oh ya, we did this IBM thingy on his bro’s lappy and it says my normal weight should be 47kg! anything under dat im underweight! HAHAS. meaning bf have to feed me till im 47kg, not 45kg alr! and guess wad, e ideal weight is 50kg! HOHOHO. gg ethan. then had dinner opposite school. bf found an uncooked prawn in his fried rice when he had almost 3/4 of it down in his tummy. and guess wad, another new plate of fried rice. HAHAS! and we figured out in e bus what ETHAN stands for: E is for e-rritating T is for terrible H is for horrible/ horrendous A is for atrocious N is for notorious
:D HA! just kidding baybeh.
ps: jialing! thanks alot for helping me out! i cnt believe how things will be like without u ard dat day! u are a great help! :D thanks babe. i owe u one. and hazel babe, just want to let u noe no matter wad happens theres always ur girl friends ard. we are here for a reason and we are just a call away okay! i noe things are going hire wire and going really really crazy. its really hard on u. be strong darling and dont keep things to yourself aye! *huggs* i will be waiting for ur call!
i came across this song at some random blog and its stuck in my head! we have been very vulgar lately hurr. hahas. with your dont fuck with love and fuck you. now its my fucking bf. LOL.
loving you. Sunday, 10 May 2009 HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all mothers out there! :D did last min shopping with baby in e afternoon. and bought mummy a skirt-pants for jogging. (shes on diet luhs. :x) umm, it was nice to see my cousins once in awhile, even if its just chilling out. :) the moms: da yi, mummy, er yi. :) with the biggest mum. my granny. :) and my cousins were telling me how my blog is a kind of entertainment for them. LOL. i was damn honoured. seriously, i thot my blog was rather dull and oh-so-boring and nt much people will read it anyway. hahas. thanks darlings. :) passed mummy the gift after shes done with the chores. and she was elated, with a “WOW” HAHAS. :) come to think of it, i admit i dread mummy’s naggings nd her drastic mood swings. i reckon its her menopause. HAHAS. sigh. and somehow even thou all of us are home, dads outside watching tv, moms inside study watching hk drama on e comp, and bro is always out. somehow i feel dat theres this lack of communication. sad dat is. but i realised as i grow up, i feel the need to appreciate them. daddy for sending me to sch without any grumbles, mummy’s ginseng tea, all these lil gestures. thanks mummy and daddy. :) besides that, i feel that i communicated more than before with my mum and dad.which im happy about. really love mom and dad. thank u for all dat u guys had done for me and kor. :)
okay dokey. i have no idea why i ve written so much when all i wante say is i appreciate mummy! LOL. oh and poor baby had a badddd week. hopefully this coming week will be a smoother one for him! shoo away all e bad aura for him. *spray guan yin ma holy water* HAHAHA… damn, got bitten by some bugs or smth on e bus e other day and its bloody hell ITCHY!
im heading off to dreamland. :) sweet dreams peeps.
Wednesday, 6 May 2009 time check: 2.29am. just finish doing up my tutorials. *pat pat* :)
im over the gosh-im-oh-so-emo feel now.
AYE. baby gave me a surprise today! my ethan is 进得了厨房出的了天堂的男人。哈哈。
i hate myself for letting my insecurities getting hold of me. an unexplainable feeling. sucks. gsd bitch. Tuesday, 5 May 2009 my weighing machine reads 43.5kg now! gosh! i ve put on 1.5kg! culprit? my sweet-pamper-me-too-much bf. HAHAS. then we agreed on eating anyhow, im actually HAPPY that i am putting on some weight! hohoho. one step closer to my ideal weight of 45kg! *nudge bf* 1.5more kg! HAHAHAS ★ ★ ★ alright, it was a long but simple weekend for me. i just practically chill out or rot at home. bah. roux bf came over for a teeny lil while too to give me a hug since hes nearby! awww. lovelove. ★ ★ ★ as usual, i slept into the noon on saturday. date with cy, serena, becca nd grace was cancelled. :/ and some overdue pictures: ★ ★ ★ i suddenly remember i supposed to WHINE abt what happened this mornin. told gf nad im so gonna blog abt it. BUT forget it. im nt in e mood now. HAHAS. :) shall update again. DAMN SUAY. DAMN SAD. anyhow i shall leave it for another day. :) and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN! :D ps: some old granny flashes me her old-granny-panties RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME when i was going to tuck the spoon of chicken rice into my mouth. ._. thanks to her. it took me some time before i get back my appetite. zzz. one word: GROSS
tata. im heading off to bed. |
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