you are the reason for why im happy
sadly, you are also the reason for why im sad

sometimes i cnt help but think if im a good gf or not.
is it you or is it me.
but i guessed it just takes two hands to clap.

say you will hold me back even if i turn and walk away.

hold me back into ur embrace and im yours again.

quick post before school at 11!

alrighte, i had a bad day. okay, bad start i should say.
meaning my equation is WRONG. no mrng lesson IS NOT equal to good day.

skipping all the details, i forgot my allowance before going out, rushed back to get it, then when im out, i realised i forgotten my precious diary, went back to get it and thus i was LATE alr. wanted to cab frm tamp to sch, realised my allowance was nowhere to be found! GG. and so, im marked ABSENT on my first official lesson. nd now i have this ugly cross just beside my name on the attendance list.

HOW GREAT.

urgh.
till now i still cnt find my bloody 10bucks! :(
anyhow, thanks love for making my day right again! :)

gotta flyyyy. byes.

stayed home to watch ★ awards. nd mummy called kfc delivery instead of heading out for dinner!
sinful but shiok!

oh! surprisingly, my family got all excited over the awards and we were like predicting and betting with each other on who will win the award blahblah. its such a rare sight where we are so into the same thing tgt! for once, i felt we are a FAMILY. :) awww.

random note, do u noe wad FAMILY means?!
F=father
A=and
M=mother
I=I
L=love
Y=you

HAHAS. anw, all of us were disappointed Jeanette aw dint manage to get the best actress award! BAHH. damn sad. we thot its a confirm chop chop kinda thing.. but unexpectedly.. it wasnt her. :/ sad. but i guess bf is more dua sad hor? his gf ehh. :/

heh. i seriously cnt stand the weather! its goddamnit hawt! :( somehow i wish i could on the aircon the whole day. or wish that winter season is here. LOL. but thinking back, even if its winter season, its nt as if i can experience it here in SINGAPORE. bahhh. okay, dats pointless. skip it.

tml lesson at 12pm. :D woohoo. loves my timetable to the core.
it reduces my chance of suffering from MONDAY BLUES! how great. no early mrng lesson=good day! cos im definitely nt a morning person. try waking me up at 7 in e morning, its as good as trying to teach a pig abc. HAHAS. okay, no link. im talking nonsense. guess its time for me to turn in! HOHO. and i promised bf i will be in bed before one. and.. time check, 1.15 am alr! GG.

YAY! gonna go exercise with bf tml!
ytd was madness. sure it was crazy things we did.
played with tagboard, spamming each other with stupid emo-cons on msn, laughing our asses off over stoopid funny videos on youtube, nd talking crap on da fone till 5am. :)

toodles, world!

♥sometimes u just cnt find any explanation for the silly things you do. we do.

no class again today! but still travelled all e way down to school. the trip was worthwhile thou.
surprise plan was aborted due to unforeseen circumstances. however, still managed to give baby E a lil sweet surprise. :)

then went for rinku dinner/gathering.
kinda enjoy myself tonight. spotted new faces and learnt new names. :) oh and i learnt new game! R-O-C-K. ROCK. NAME NAME. and my mind always go into ROCK-mode (as in stone, ya) lol. but hoho, curly sucked at e game more than me. *smug* and our version of “ice-and-water” rock socks. *hint hint* LOL.

unforgettable night.

thanks babylove. ♥
that made me melt.

you re the best i could have :)

we re happily jinxed.

bah. there goes the fun filled holidays and come dull boring school days. DOH!
anyhow, for some reason im nt going to school today! HURRAY!
meeting roux after his lesson thou. :D *wave hello to 3pm*

hmm, the last week of holiday sure past by in the wink of an eye. heres a list of what i did:

• bedok 85-ed with roux. :) ordered a whole table full of yummy tempting hawker food! shiok-ness! theres my long-been-craving bar chor mee, fried oyster omelette, satay beehoon, satay nd wu xiang! i seriously K.O. after eating my noodles, oyster omelette, a few wu xiang and 4 sticks of satays. LOL.

OH! and on e bus, i was damn PISSED (okay, im more of scared ._.) with this weird uncle. (怪叔叔）i was napping when i was woken up by a “thud” on my shoulder. he practically just land his body on my shoulder when he sat down beside me. kukubird. then nvm, cos i gave his a stare and he apologised. so i closed my eyes and tried to sleep back. BUT he kept bumping into me! urghh. is like e bus was moving normally, he could still sway left nd right. irritating. and ya, he kept shifting his legs and kept moving in towards me. :( i was alr sticking to the window. :/ roux called and asked me to move seat. but i was damn scared and i dont dare to move! finally i did when e bus stopped at e next bus stop and everyone in e upper deck was looking at me! heh.damn embarrassing seriously. :(

• went to sentosa with roux. wanted to sun tan. but idk where the sun went to hide! urgh. but roux was damn happy luhs. LOL. it was all windy so we just chilled, snacked and SLEEP. hoho. nd i think im damn sweet can. made egg+cheese and tuna+cheese sandwiches! :D
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
• permed my hair again! spent like 4hrs in e salon reading magazines. LOL. super boring. :/
  anyway, my hair is frizzy now! :( ohgosh. nd e chemical smell is still lingering in my hair! stinko.
  
  
• went to the new mall with roux. damn freaking crowded. and it just kills my mood.
  
  
• ecp with rinku. :) ball games, usual camp icebreaking games and a lil roller blading.
  
  
• visited grandpa at e crematorium. missed him alot and realised it had been 5years since he left us. :( then rotted at grandma hse after that. had yummy steam crab thou nd cousin theng to keep me company. :)
  
  
• on a random note, painted my nails TURQUOISE colour! woot! cnt stop admiring my nails now. hohoho.
  

alright, 30mins to 3pm! gonna go get changed and meet my love! toodles!

and eeew. stoopid vibrator tag spoils my tagboard can. TSK! but im too lazy to log in and delete tat. hahas! so ignore!

more updates. :)

thur
slept like i never did after camp. then went over to becca’s place to help her marinate chicken wings till 2am. gg. loads of bimbotic moments. LOL. i seriously suck at cutting chicken wings. it bled! gross!

fri
met twin serena at wdl, lunched and headed to becca’s place to help her with all e bbq stuff. nd serena is yet another bimbo. hoho. 80kg chicken wings. LOL.

then it started raining cats and dogs e moment we loaded the stuff into her dads car. thank god it stopped soon after we reached ecp. :) the early birds helped to start e fire and prepare the food. while some went cycling. its really great to see all e familar faces around.

happy birthday zilra! is like e last batch of gls are all graduating! now theres only freshies left. :( bahh anw, hope there will be more years to come.

roux came over and find me. super touched. :) sat down at the bench along the beach and had super long nd funny convo getting zi-high. still in camp mood yo. okayy, but im disgusted by e part when there re cockroaches creeping up and ard us. grrr.

cabbed home with serena and becca. :)

sat
sentosa final clash. overslept and went over super late. by the time we were there, they had alr finished the game. LOL. managed to save myself from getting thrown into the water. woohoo. but angela and some babes just practically stick/hug me with their wet bods. ahhhh. then it started raining! woot. everyone just camped outside 7-eleven and started cheering, played chucky chucky, cam whoring, wadever. :) then went crazy with my ‘nobody nobody but you’ gang. mujia, ying ting and gina. damn high yo. :D one time, two times, three times.

changed and dinnered at seah im food centre before catching a movie. watched sniper. okayy it sucked big time. no climax, bad storyboard, just another movie to waste time. :/ e only reason i watched e movie is to see edison luhs, but obviously e one sitting next to me is more attractive. :)

sun
bahhh. all my plans were cancelled last min. got ps-ed. :( supposed to meet utmost love and sentosa ex-colleagues.
thank god roux decided to accompany me in e late noon! he bought me to teoheng. LOL. i nv even heard of this place before luhs. its actually a mini ktv. like kbox but a lower class version i think. :x oops. but its damn cool. roux is super retro and imba i tell u. omg, he can rmb all e 老歌damn well! 我的天啊! damn fun. but e bill was *roll eye*.

then we supper-ed at HK cafe. egg tart, bread toast and i forced him to drink hot cola with ginger and lemon. hohoho. 为了你好okay!

took bus all e way back to wdl and bro was nice enuff to pick me up! :D

mon

a very special day to me. :)
met roux at town. was late again. bahh. am sorry love.
watched fast and furious. then walked all e way from orchard to the place opposite paradiz centre and had our dinner at some mr bean cafe. LOL. nt very good food. :/ then to the new shopping mall at bugis to “lend” toilet. HAHAS. okayy, the design of the toilet is damn style dat it made us appear dumb/ noob can. heh.

then he said he wanne bring me to some sky pub. and so we went searching for it. he said it was at e esplanade roof terrace. but i rmb going there and theres no pub luhs. and im like so confident he gt e wrong place.. but i was WRONG.

there it was!!! super duper uber cool! nice view, nice ambience. but wads lacking is WIND. it was damn stuffy. :( anw, we had martini! my strawberry and mint was damn nice. he had some melon and honey. woohoo. and yea, he popped the qn there. :)

and yes, took loads of peektures. and wads worse is I NEVER LEARN MY MISTAKE. ._.
i wasted yet another Polaroid! AHHHH! i swear someone was on e verge of killing me when i did it again. LOL. IM VERY SORRY! dont let me touch e camera again. i think im jinxed. bahhh.

anyway ya, HONEY WATER YO. :D

u faster get well luhs!

sweee oh!

i know things have been going a lil too fast. but you just ve the ability to make me put aside everything and go ahead with my feelings. :)
i just wanne follow my heart. i feel dat we are fated. we ve so much in common and tell me how many times have we said e same thing at e exact same time and do the same action at e same time?!

sometimes u really make me worried by saying those silly stuff. :/ but i hope i gave u enough assurance and you must have faith in us alright. :) rmb the pact we’ve made.

i cnt control who likes me, but i can control who i like. :)

and u’re always worried u dint do enuff, but i feel that u’re good enuff already. really, thanks for everything ethan goh pei chang. :D

♥130409

thanks for e wonderful memories.

yupp, lets keep flowing, keep keep flowing L-O-V-E. our Inga fall must keep flowing.

im yours. :)

am back from camp!
despite all the hard work and tiredness, i felt its all worthwhile. really gained a lot from this year fo. :)
i must say, i really put in my BEST-est effort. even more than what i did in VENOS. much more.

fow was kinda crappy. esp during the last day. all that thrashing during debrief.. :( sucky.
and i was really upset. somehow i feel that i wasnt appreciated. i dare to say i was really HIGH and i cheered my way thru during sub empire games. esp during carnival games! bahh. (felt the same during foc again. most ppl in my sub empire was praised, but my name wasnt even mention at all luhs.) :( but i still keep telling myself i just gotta do better for foc cos i really dont want to get last again for foc. really glad we kept each other motivated. thru words and texts. :) it worked.

foc started on a HIGH note. everyone of us, so motivated. :D the result shows.
every single one of us were SUPER DUPER UBER HAPPY when the score board was revealed! 3rd place!
we cheered like we re in e 1st place can! the kind of feeling is.. AWESOME.
but the next moment, we were pushed down to hell. we were back to 5th place. all of us were nth but in shock. unbelievable. where the hell went wrong. :(
all of us were demoralised. but we still carry on cheering, doing our very best.

however, we are in 5th place, yet again. what can we say?
we tried our best, putting in our 101% effort, chionging all the way..
but we re still unable to change the fate of getting last again. :(
at least we did our part and even if we look back, we know we wont regret.

even thou we ve lost, we know we are great winners as we gained a BONDED empire.

we sweat tgt, we cried tgt.
everyone of us feel RINKU. that is RINKU ♥

our legendary cheer:

rinku 你开心吗？

rinku 很开心啊，所以bom cha cha.
bom cha cha bom cha cha. bom cha cha. bom cha cha. bom.
cha cha bom.. i see you you see me, i see you washing clothes with UIC.
UIC ohh UIC.. RINKU one big family!

i ve made a whole lot of new friends here and enjoyed camp so so much. i hope u guys did too. :)

last but nt least. i will surely miss the year 3s. it hurts to see those year 3 cried and the thot of them leaving me, not being able to see them ard in school as often, or maybe..not anymore just made my heart sank. :( *big big hugg*
heh. i guess its part of life journey. everyone got to leave school someday. its just a matter of when. my turn will come soon too. :(

cried when i sang the song we dedicated to the year 3s.

anyway, year 3s, u guys really left a deep impact in my poly life. esp those in zilra. my beloved gls! u guys were the ones who pass the passion of camp to me and made me feel the TP love! nv regret coming into TP, joined FOW and met u awesomee group of peeps! :D i dare to say, without u guys, i wouldnt enjoy my poly life that much. everyones telling me they prefer their sec sch life, i was one of the few who say POLY LIFE rocks socks! its all bcos of YOU GUYS! the number and quality of friends i met here are far too great. DUA LOVE. i ll nt forget u guys! zilra bbq tml to celebrate our 3rd birthday! :D be there!

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loved-bf.
♥ DUA LOVE

loved-cuzzie.
♥ shuting
♥ serene biao jie

loved-canberrians.
♥ MEIYIN
♥ GRACE laopo
♥ jialong bro
♥ Suling dear
♥ jolyn nu er
♥ syafiq
♥ dilyse

loved-TP

♥ natalie
♥ cheryl
♥ janice phua
♥ fiona
♥ terry
♥ vanessa
♥ rayan
♥ maggie
♥ bing cheng

loved zilra.
♥ scandal graciie
♥ scandal rebecca
♥ scandal zhen
♥ twin serena
♥ fung yung
♥ yuen yuen
♥ zilra
♥ weng hao
♥ luffy
♥ johan
♥ sylvia
♥ kimberly
♥ chang yong
♥ amanda

loved classmates.
♥ my utmost love winner
♥ jialing
♥ eva
♥ audrey
♥ dianna
♥ zhining
♥ shuan
♥ lulu
♥ jap cds sean

loved VENOS.
♥ venos
♥ dancing queen apple
♥ fion
♥ jolene
♥ rayna
♥ jel
♥ pam x2 dora the explorer
♥ sinyan
♥ geraldine
♥ maybelle

freshies.
♥ sinhui jellyfish
♥ crazy but fun branda
♥ fruit basket cherry
♥ pretty brandon
♥ sweetie lya
♥ pretty melissa
♥ sky
♥ gareth
♥ larry the golden hair dude

loved RINKU.
♥ RINKU
♥ brendon
♥ damian
♥ dolyce
♥ glenn
♥ jeremy
♥ morgan

loved rinku freshies.
♥ caiyan
♥ ivan
♥ junior
♥ janice
♥ vanessa

loved trackmates.
♥ tp track official blog
♥ fangee
♥ adriel
♥ alison
♥ yi ning
♥ radhiyah

others that i also love.
♥ belinda
♥ michelle
♥ yewleong
♥ BSC
♥ wensheng
♥ pearlyn

boredom drives me to:
♥ xiaxue
♥ 98.7fm
♥ imeem
♥ serene biao jie's work
♥ liebemarlene vintage
♥ online shopping!



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