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Monday, 30 March 2009

ima jolly bean! :D

took a week's break from work.
nth but pure enjoyment the week thru out.

shopping, movie-ed, town-ed and e best of all,
HENDERSON WAVE-ED!
woohoo!

bought packs of eye masks in hope of getting rid of my eye bags. :( boohoo.
okay, getting rid is a lil too impossible. lets just say reducing. lol.
JANICE, LEARN TO SLEEP EARLY!

watched 2 movies in a day. LOL.
confession of a shopaholic and coming soon. :)

shopaholic is kinda hilarious nd loads of bimbo moments. LOL.
coming soon was kind of "alright", thou i was scared by a few scenes. HAHAS. i literally POP UP. :x and i hate e last part! where she just POP UP and screamed, "YOU WANT TO SEE ME DIE!?"
zzz.

anyhow, i still think shutter was scarier. :/ in fact i wasnt scare of e ghost in coming soon. she just looked burnt with red bloody eyes. and im so glad i dont have any after effect as wad my darlings said. hmm. am i getting braver? hahas.

after movie, went to chomp chomp for my fav TAU HUAY and PEARLS. :D
whee.
BLISS.

friday was spent in town with grace, tzz and jeremy. :) then supper. TAU HUAY-ED again. hohoho.

gotten my pay from IT fair ytd after much hassle. :/
but ohyea, MONEY! :D
stupid dumb dumb company made us travel all e way to BISHAN PARK!
left straight after i got my pay. felt guilty after dat cos the rest stayed for e party.
had dinner at vivo and i bought my favourite ate JELLY BEANS from candy empire! :D
felt like a small kid once again.
then head off to much anticipated, henderson wave!
hohoho.

i was jumping up and down like a kid (inside)
EXCITED YO.
and then tadah! a steep and long stairways greeted us.
GG.

the night view was gorgeous! drop dead gorgeous!
the number of stars twinkling above us were like WOW. ALOT.
tell me when do u see sg sky covered with STARS?! hahas.
i couldnt even be bothered to count. cos it covered the sky from one end to the other.
not forgetting the wind brushing against our skin non stop.
what could be better than this?
we took photos, sat down and chilled.
Polaroid was love.
so is the company.

the only thing i dread is..
seeing so many sweet lovely doveys there. :(
HOHOHO. sour grapes.


im smiling from ear to ear.






Wednesday, 25 March 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D

bff lunch was cancelled last minute. :/ so my day was spent rotting at home.

supposed to have dinner at some hotel to celebrate mum's bday but couldnt make any reservation. heh. so ended up having dinner at some random restaurant at amk. had a sumptuous dinner. got to eat my favourite crabby and frog leg! :D woot.
by e time we finished our dinner it was alr past 9, so most of e cake shops were closed! :/ daddy did ask if she wants a cake, but she said no then. but when shes home, she yearns for a cake! :( felt so guilty nt getting her a cake beforehand. sigh. i shall get her something another day. :)

monday steamboat at my place was AWESOME! :D
the fabulous people who attended : alvin, zhizhong, jeremy, kaichin, peiyu, grace, su ling, val, jolyn

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supermarket-ed with kc and zhi zhong.
we bought tons of balls. LOL. sotong balls, fishballs, chilli balls, crabmeat balls. oh and loads of jin zhen ku! hahas.
the whole trolley was filled with food! and the bill came up to $80 plus! :x

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went to zhi zhong's place to take e steamboat pot and walked all the way back to my place. shag yo.
then peiyu came over early to help us out as well. :) was really busy preparing all e stuff but am really grateful to kc who really helped me alot! :D

all of us had our fill. but my fridge was still left with loads of BALLS! nth but BALLS. lol. mum came home and scolded me for nt estimating properly. :/ bahhs.
we sat around, watch tv, played some games and "chop chill chop" a lil. LOL.
went down to camwhore and we did jumpshots! :D super fun.
then supper-ed at hk cafe.

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even thou it was really tiring and a hassle to organise such a gathering. but its definitely worth it! :D

on a random note: i feel like going to har par villa after seeing it on tv! :x anyone? loll.




Saturday, 21 March 2009

grrr. my internet connection is getting on my nerve!
connected, disconnected, connected, disconnected. RAWR!

anyway, thurs was labeled the "sec sch day"
coincidentally, everyone i met were from my sec sch! :D

first, headed down to bugis for shopping with kai chin.

ohman. i dint manage to bring enuff cash out! saw so many prettyaye clothes hanging on e racks.
they seemed to be calling out to me: "BUY ME HOME!"
LOL. i was so tempted to buy everything that caught my eyes! so i kept whining to kc. HAHAS.
i noe where my next pay roll goes to! :D hees.

then must-have desserts at ahchew dessert shop before leaving for town!

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more window shopping at town.

met up with grace, zhizhong, jeremy and their chruch friends.
watched late night movie: race to witch mountain. :)

i kept luffing at kc during e movie cos she made super funny noise. like, WOOO..
AHHH.. WOOHOO..
extra sound effect. hahas.
shes whole lot of fun luhs.

back to hometown after that.
met up with yew kiang, my class chairperson for years. :)
hanged out outside mac for a lil while.
then, saw reeza senior too!
he slimmed down super alot.
besides, banged into li ping at cine, mun ling outside mrt, wen chang at smb mrt.
tell me is it fated or wad.

damn cool to see everyone.
some changed, some remained e same.
but nonetheless, the memories were still sweet as always. :)

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trying to compromise our height. hahas.

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we look like midgets beside him.

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dont ask me wad the guys were trying to do. LOL.


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graciie. :)

coming monday steamboat at my house aye! :D




Wednesday, 18 March 2009

back from working at IT fair! :D

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can u believe it? i dint touch e comp for like 5 days cos i felt lethargic after work everyday.
four days there are enuff to kill me and it feels even more tiring than working at amara!
mouth dry from all e talking nd persuasion, pressure to get sales everyday were just nth but torturous. :/ bahh.

but i guess i did gain quite alot from it.
the different sales tactics and i get to meet many super weird but hilarious people which kinda make my day more interesting.
oh and i realised smth,
its harder to sell something to a female as compared to a male!
:/ serious.
whenever i approach females they will just go "NO" or shake their head even before i could open my mouth. LOL.

nonetheless its really great to see familiar faces at the show. :) and i love all the suppers after work everyday! from macs, teochew porridge,pratas to frog leg. sinful yo. but damn fulfilling. hees.

anyway, had loads of rest for e past few days. gonna start work again on friday!
I NEED MONEY AND GO SHOPPING AYE! and i want to go sun tanning! but e weather is having its mood swings. how to?! GAHHH. :( ohoh and KTV too!

plan to meet up with some lovelies during these few off days. :)
just ytd, becca and apple came over to my house to slack and we fixed our own dinner! :D damn fun. sweet and sour pork, stir fry broccoli and super nice carrot, potato soup. :D

meeting kaichin tml. and maybe jeremy and grace for movie. :)
then friday bff lunch date. :)

heh. but i ve yet to meet suling, grace, meiyin, jialong, jolyn, val,serena, hazel and jialing! BAHHH. hopefully by next week i could set a date with them! miss them tons!

talking abt mei yin, i didnt noe she went to orlando florida!!! until a day back when my mum came and told me she recieved a msg frm yins telling me shes going to america! i wanted to reply but then i realised it was sent like days back. -.- so i checked out her blog and got to noe shes alr there. ohman, i felt damn bad nt sending her off! and it was even worse off when you know everyone sent her off except for YOU. :( but anyway, ENJOY YOURSELF THERE BABE AND TAKE GOOD CARE UH! :) i make sure i will be there when u come back! LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP.

and here are overdue peektures from cheryl's bday. :)

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Monday, 9 March 2009

wads better den a great supper after a day of work!?
hahas, but yes very sinful.
korkor was super nice to drive me out to buy supper luhs! :D

HEH. lost my phone somewhere at work ytd. bahh.im getting more and more absent minded. :( anyway, mummy cancelled my line alr and i ve got new phone and changed to student plan! YAY! unlimited sms yo! :D but im so upset the model ran out of PINK and WHITE. boos. nvm, classic black. better den nth. seems like its a blessing in disguise aye.

so guys my old no is nt in use alr! will update u guys my new no. :D i super uber love my new no! hohoho.

h2h session with scand zhen on friday was !
had lunch at the hawker centre beside chomp chomp. then slacked at mac for a full hour before heading to ice3 for DESSERTS! :D great chill out place. :) quite an efficient session with her. managed to update each other abt our own probs and feelings.

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(and scand zhen! see my predictions abt "ahem" is so true. i knew it. yes, i will be stronger and not think abt it :))

cheryl's bday peektures will be up soon. :D

oh and i will be working at IT fair from 12-15! come find me and buy from me okay! so i can earn commission! HAHAHA! and e best part is i dont even noe wad brand and wad i am selling yet! LOL. alright, will update again after tml product training! toodles!

im tired as well.
i ve also kinda expected this to happen too.
those were just excuses. you just want to make it sound better.
and you went one big round, just to try your luck again and for one purpose, to remain as friends..
._.
you could have save e troubles and make it less painless for us.



back to square one.


from today on, i will have more happy posts and be a happier girl!
im tired of being depressed over it.
yes, it happen-ED. no use making a fuss over it.


这次,放不下也得放。
你放手了,我抓住还有什麼有用。




Tuesday, 3 March 2009

its so painful to view my blog now. having to see those tags just turn me off.

快乐的心情都被赶走了。

i really hate this sight. seeing my friends and his friends (i suppose) having this "tag fight" going on. please stop all this alright. my blog is nt a place for u to fight about who is right and who is wrong. i just want to say, in my previous blog posts, i was really furious and upset abt wads going on, and as mentioned, its my blog, i will blog abt how I feel. MY say.

i dint say he is leading a better life than me. (okay, maybe i did feel so when i knew he had a new gf.) but i know both of us are suffering now and he regretted it. however, he has to bear the consequences right? :/ i really feel like saying MY side of story here to clear all e misunderstandings dat im appearing like im blaming him for everything (which i cnt help but think so) and dat im nt trying to create attention and sympathy. but i dint..u should know how ugly it will be for him.

i shall just ignore those tags. you guys can just tag wadever you like, i cnt stop u anyway. but you are just not getting ur facts right.

and thanks my lil angels for speaking up for me. :)

anyway, have been cheering myself up for e past few days. :) went "rain tanning" with utmost love at cafe del mar.

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love, am happy to hear dat u are attached! :D treasure it alright! freed balloons after work! and finally clubbing! (i havent lose count yet! my forth time only! HAHAS.) plus pulau ubin trip with my long-time-no-see trackmates! :D

was really jumping ard like a small kid when i saw so many abandoned helium-filled balloons floating ard at e lobby dat day! took it, scribbled some words and my wishes on it and let it fly into the sky! i saw it getting smaller and smaller till it became a dot and finally disappear into the sky. i prayed really hard..

went clubbing with amara peeps at zirca on saturday night! am so happy

mummy let me out and have fun dat night! mummy rocks! :D hopefully i can get my passport soon! HOHOHO. okayy, was a lil boring at first. no one was dancing.. bahh. den came some super duper hot dancers in sexyaye nurse suits. dance floor was open after dat. whee~! shake ur booty! :D went off to some thai disco after dat. hmm, thai disco seems more entertaining than local clubs. their bands were more "international" HAHAS. they sang eng, chinese, canto and thai songs! ohoh, and VERY VERY HOT thai girls! not to mention upskirts when they danced! and they just dont care! :x LOL. now i noe why ahwong go there. HAHAS kidding! then very nice ws sent me home. homed at 6 plus in da mornin'

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woke up at 10 plus and went to pulau ubin with fang ee! both of us were late! supposed to meet at 9am. HAHAS. rehen's mother owns a shop there. :) how cool. so he knew e way really well. went cycling after lunch at his shop. omg. i swear i was going to die just after cycling like 5km? my thighs were aching! i dread uphills! KILLER. grr. and ive gotten a terrible bike. cnt change gear! sucks totally! it was really tiring and i was grumbling the whole journey. LOL. :x but e places we been to are really AWESOME! places i never been to. :) love the rural and natural feel there. minus the mosquito bites. HAHAS.

heh. i think im falling sick. :/ my nose is like a running tap now. heading down to rinku chalet later!

broken strings.




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
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♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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