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Wednesday, 30 June 2010

realised i ve been neglecting this space of mine for some time.
really sorry peeps!
(anw i bet not much ppl read this oh-so-boring blog of mine)

been really lazy and i seriously have no idea what i ve been busy with either..
hmm..

& so june just flash by just like that.
& here comes JULY.
please be awesome, JULY!

june had been hard & a really upsetting month for me.
despite the fact that my day fall in this month.
i dont know what to express anymore.
please spare me all the heartaches.

a new month,
a new set of colours for my braces,


(i think i was mad, i put yellow & green out of impulse just cause im supporting brazil for world cup!
dont laugh okay. my mind was BLANK at that time & i caught the brazil match the night before,
so guess my mind was loaded with nth but brazil. HAHAHA.
anw, not a good choice. the dark grass green looks weird with the contrasting bright yellow!
lesson learnt! nv mix bright & dark colours tgt!)

a new hair cut
(snapped off my very dry ends & shorten the length by a lil,
no more waist length hair, thick hair.
but the horrible thing was my FRINGE.
it have always been the FRINGE.
everytime i trust my fringe with the hairdresser, they just doesnt do a good job with it.
& it totally suck
cos the fringe is the smallest part but yet have the BIGGEST impact/effect on ur whole image & look!
RIGHT GIRLS?!

(and i totally think we cut it ourselves is still the best choice! (: )

& how many times have i told myself,
NOT TO TRUST HAIRDRESSER WITH MY FRINGE?!
AND YET I NEVER SEEMS TO LEARN MY LESSON. ):
so as usual, my fringe was.. TERRIBLE. and i look nth but..
KUKU.
hahahaha.. ohwells. GROW FASTER FRINGEY!

and lastly,
a newly dyed hair!
not much of a new look or colour.
back to the basic normal brown, prob much darker as compared to the one i did for cny.
& with treatment included!
so my hair is silky smooth!
totally love it!
& its freaking cheap! went back to the home hair salon lings intro-ed me.
just 30 bucks! (: (: (: *tingtingting*

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oh & i went back school on my off day ytd!
wanted to go for tpsu agm but changed my mind afterall..:/
i think i have become crowd-shy. (haha, a word i created for myself)

idk, but i do suffer from a certain degree of self confidence issue. :(
do u feel like ppl are bitching abt u sometimes when they keep looking at you & whispering something to their friend?
& u will feel all self conscious?
probably paranoid but i really cnt kick this bad habit of me feeling paranoid.

i always need this special dose of self confidence.
super lack in it & i hate myself for lacking it.
esp when i feel like i look like shit when i see super gorgeous girls?
okok i know, i should stop that.

lack of confidence totally turn guys off.
i know i know.

c’mon janice, u re beautiful.

& helped pamela with her project. (:
then dinnered with juan.
they bring me joy!
thanks sweets!

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not forgetting my all time favourites,
my lovable clique,
early celebration for scand becca at minds cafe & twinnie serena’s choir concert last week! (:

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my pretty twinnie. (:

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Holy Innocent Choir Showcase.
alumni item.

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us in different themed specs.
their friend bought for them from overseas!
i like the star one!
i ve been looking for the heart shaped one!

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see the length of my hair!!!
so short now! ):

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i love you babe!
u did awesome! (:

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on a sidenote,
last week photoshoot was.. all gone wrong!
we had trouble trying to get the camera into the right setting..
but still wasnt like before.
& it turned out either the colour was horrible, if nt the pictures werent clear.
so imagine by the time we try to fix the camera setting, 30mins gone by.
with e pictures blurred,
we still have to load it into e lappy, check thru it
& retake again!
bahhh.. totally horrible.

hopefully this saturday’s shoot will be better
& ron wants to help with the shoot! FOR FREE. heehee.
but im so worried! his expectations like quite high! stress.
keeping my fingers crossed the shoot will be awesome and the sales too!

& im so happy to see cousin more frequently! shes awesomee! (:
LOVES.

SO PLEASE SUPPORT PEOPLE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP!
WE REALLY PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT!

(yes, i know i look kuku in e latest collection. ): )


WHY SO VAIN

(click click click!)

xoxo.


& it ve been one week three days.




Tuesday, 22 June 2010

my body clock is going all HAYWIRE!
all bcos of the WORLD CUP!
been catching those matches almost every other night.
totally addicted! (:

supporting brazil
the most entertaining match so far?
brazil vs Côte d'Ivoire


but sadly my kaka gotten red card! damn. ):
the guy was damn drama, kaka dint even hit his face luhs.

just in case you dont know whos this hot guy is,
shall spam my blog with some of his photos!

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he look so cute smiling like that! *melt*

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hot hot hot!
modelling for armani. (:


& sadly, this year's match seems to be so unpredictable!
its the year of the underdogs!

all the hot favourites arent performing & the weak labelled are winning.
kinda suck uh. :/


cannot wait for brazil match on friday!
(:



anw, went for WONDER GIRLS MUSIC SHOWCASE on friday
with li juan at marina bay sands!

was quite reluctant to go at first cos i was really zombiefied.
(yes, caught 2.30am match the night before)
but still went cos i promised juan.

den worse when we had to walk all e way in from marina sq
and best of all, i realised it was FREE STANDING.
so there i was, short & tired. i gave up trying to take a peep at the stage.
thank god for the two big screens at the side.heehee

oh ya, and we waited for freaking 1hr before the showcase starts. BAH!
was cursing & swearing luhs. haha

umm,overall it was alright.
just a normal mini concert. (:
& personally i think they re not pretty :x
but they re hot dancers
who speaks seriously good english. (:


then was photoshoot on saturday again!
this time was really fast,
we did it in 50mins! (:

new mini collection out now!
go take a look okayyyy~!

whysovain

seriously, im enjoying this so so so much!
it doesnt feel like a job/task.
im doing what i like & get paid for it. heehee.
i think im really lucky!
thank you sarah! (:

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and we went to science centre after that!
to watch pixar exhibition!
was all excited about it & i havent been to science centre for e longest time!

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hmm, i wouldnt say the exhibition is worth e time & money.
unless u re really really interested in animation & pixar.
cos its a lil not entertaining enuff for me nor interactive.

but nonetheless,
im a definitely impressed with the people behind all the works.
their drawings are.. OMG FREAKING NICE & PRECISE.
and everything look so 3D!
just their drawings can look so 3D without 3D glasses!
cool shit. (:

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i look exceptionally short in here! omg.

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this looks so scary! haha..


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failed pole dancing. hahaha..

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waiting patiently for the right "bus" to come along.

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ispace.
it looks cool, but its totally a waste of time & redundant. :x

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& lastly, sent a text msg to this no & it showed e msg on e screen. (:
we were here!

afterwhich we went around science centre!
before heading to holland v,
EVERYTHING WITH FRIES
again!


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wanted to club that night but after much pros & cons.
decided not to. just to avoid unnecessary troubles.
my bday night was a lesson learnt.
THANK YOU FOR SPOILING MY NIGHT.

YOU,stop behaving like a mad man.
pretending u re all so poor thing & like im the one who let you down.
u re out enjoying urself too.
dont think I DONT KNOW!
im not a fool either!
still have the gut to confront me, humiliate me with ur hurting words,
pushing all e blames to me & expect explanations frm me?!
HOW IS IT FAIR TO ME?
and i really dont see the need of me owing u an explanation.

AND I DINT CHANGE.
NOTHING CHANGED.

its you being PARANOID, thinking everything changed when u re back.
prob u re the one who changed.


I HAD ENUFF.
U RE DRIVING ME CRAZY.
EMOTIONALLY.
stop creating havoc in my life or make my life so miserable
im begging you.

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Tuesday, 15 June 2010

(updated)

whee!
OFF DAY TODAY!

gonna work only 3 days for this & next week! (:
less money but more time to PLAY!
AWESOMEEE!

need some catching up with my much missed.
& im so elated to meet up with quek ytd
for dinner, some girly talk & shopppinggggg!

(YES PAY CHEQUE CAME!!!)
*flash megawatt smile*

& so i went on a trip to bugis to search for my wedges..
found but its out of stock! BAH! ):
BLACK is such a HOT SELL.
but anw the salesgirl called & told me the stocks came in this afternoon!

so im gonna rush down to get it later! :D
it looks gorgeous!
was in love with the nude/white one too!
i totally cnt decide! but i guess im still sticking to black since it matches with EVERYTHING & ANYTHING! (:

bought a high waist denim shorts too!
& i had my eyes set on this tailored blazer!
im so gonna get it!
heehee.

SHOPPING MAKES ME A LIL HAPPIER! (:

“I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad
Buy all of the things I never had”

another thing, kept myself really busy last weekend!
photoshoot on saturday was..
GREAT! (:

my first time meeting sarah, the blogshop owner & shes so nice. (:
i was so worried i wasnt up to expectations.
but i think surprisingly,
i managed to open up & did better than what i expect myself to!

it was nicely done at a studio she booked at bali lane
& the owner of the studio was really nice & helpful as well. (:

a pity no props! ): boohoo.

oh, and thank you cousin for being my manager/ assistant for a day!
feeding me my bbtea as i change,
helping me wear & take out outfits
(yes she saw everything! HAHA!)
all, without grumbling &
claim its fun! HAHA. (:
THANK YOU SWEET CUZZIE!

& i pulled her to pose with me for a few outfit!
heehee.

a few of my favourites frm her new collection:

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chiffon tube dress
comes with belt! (:

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tube jumpsuit,
so cute! (:

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one of my fav,
f21 inspired ruffles romper. (:

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so girly & e colour is really nice! (:

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topshop inspired denim blouse
even the buttons resemble the one from topshop!

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so people, PLEASE HELP SUPPORT
WHYSOVAIN (:

THANK YOU!

im so happy, sarah gave me 3 pieces! (:
the clothes were really gorgeous, so hard to choose which to get!
in e end i gotten the chiffon tube dress in nude,
the black beaded dress COS ITS SO DAMN COMFY & i can see myself wearing it to so many places!
shopping, date, even club?
:D

behind the scenes:

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my manager/assistant! (:

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blogshop owner, sarah. (:

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i love this picture alot! (:

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after the shoot, rushed over to catch
cy, han, jas & jing ren’s performance at bukit panjang!
missed their opening performance but luckily still gt to hear their closing song!
NAISE! GOOD JOB GUYS! (:

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then dinner at cafe cartel with their people from gefang
(fyi, gefang is open by campus superstar zhiyang!)

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idiotic cy fake me!

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& take a look at our super cui hp!
anyone wanne sponsor me new hp?!
HAHAHA


and impromptu decision to watch world cup at some random kopitiam at yishun!
caught the match btw arg & nigeria.
ITS SO FUN! (:
so kanchiong pleaseeee & some parts are really hilarious!
MESSI PLAYED SO WELL. i think.
hahaha..
& i realised blacks can run really really fast! but a pity they cnt really shoot uh. :/

then on sunday,
got to drag myself out of the bed at 5 plus am.
& rushed out of the house!


MIZUNOWAVE RUN at Mtfaber!

totally shagged after the race!
the up slope killed me. BAH! i practically WALKED up!
poof!
and the down slope thou make things easier,
but i was so worried i would slip & ROLL down!
so i was a lil disappointed with the timing.
1hr15mins. when i aim to finish at 1hr. ):

oh wells.

saw yining too! (:
& i ve no idea why my tummy hurts so badly after the race!
probably cos i dint have anything before the race, just 100plus & water. ):

lesson learnt,
EAT SOMETHING BEFORE A MARATHON!

up next,
STANDARD CHARTERED! (:




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
♥Gemini
♥19
♥sports, dance, music, sleeping
♥white&turquoise
♥family&friends
♥animals
♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

dancebabydance


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