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Wednesday, 31 December 2008 WHEE~! its the eve of NEW YEAR! :D im all excited! hees. really kinda looking forward to a new year! i know i sounded so 'no life' working on new year eve. decided on that after much persuasion from APPLE dancing queen. hope it will be fun thou! and before i forget, 12 days of xmas and im still receiving presents! woosh! damn happy! seriously this is the first time i received so many gifts on a xmas! and great gifts! i think wad i spent is all worth it. :D as the saying goes, you give, you take. what comes ard goes ard! but i still owe some ppl presents! i feel so bad when someone just pass me a xmas gift and i dint prepare anything for that person! gawwww. and so i shall do smth abt it. :) shall reveal what i get for this xmas on the last day of xmas! :D lets welcome a new year with BIG BIG OPEN ARMS!!!! :D heres a video my friend shown me. its super funny! i cnt stop laughing man. go take a look! TUTS MY BARREH~! HAHAS Tuesday, 30 December 2008 HELLO PEOPLE! i know i havent been updating! bahhh. was busy wilth millions of things and i couldnt find time or am just lazy to blog. it will just be a lil short update before i goes to bed! more detailed post with pictures will be coming up real soon ya. so keep coming back! HAHAS.
yeah man. i finally completed my 2 individual projects! :D phew. i had sucha bad habit of procrastinating and leaving things to be done at the very last minute! so serve myself right for having to give up my sleep and having to forgo fun activities during the weekends! :( spent my Saturday noon in sch doing project. then went off to cousin's house to chiong my Advertising and Promotion Poster Ad. due to that, i have to give RINKU's FIRST OUTING at ECP, LONG D bbq at MAX's house and CATCH UP session with my much-missed sec sch darlings a miss. :( im so upset man. but i guess i got to prioritise. anyway, aunt & uncle were really nice. packing dinner, supper and breakfast for me. she even fried chicken and french fries for supper! HEES. okayy i noe its unhealthy, but its yummy so i had to give it a yes! :D and really thanks to my cousins who helped me brainstorm, suggesting ideas to me and stuff. really THANK YOU! and im sorry to have you guys to stay up late just bcos of me. :) next morning i woke up with a sharp pain in my right eye. only to realise its red and swollen. i dint take out my contact lenses! sigh. did last editing before rushing back home. rest for a few hours but its still the same. OH GOD. and i have yet to START on my Club and Resort report! rushed it out till late. i got ready for school with my still red and swollen eye. then daddy bought me to e doc. i was late for my submission alr! :( so i knew i got to get a mc! while waiting for my turn i was panicking! i kept calling people up and ask them if i have to submit my report by today if i have mc. thank god i can submit it the next day with my mc. teehee. and so, i was granted a 2 days mc. but i think i will be back in sch tml. :) OH YA, and darn! i was given the same smelly smello antibiotics! YUCKS! and the best part is i have to finish it ALL! OHBOY. i feel like puking the moment i open the packet of med! *faint*
THE YEAR IS COMING TO AN END.. 2 more dayyyyyyys.... what are ur new year revolution?! whisper into my ears. Wednesday, 24 December 2008 its raining heavily outside and it freaking cold. :/ im just waiting for my nail polish to dry and get to bed man. i painted my nails GREEN. HAHAS. ya, out of all e colours huh. i like the shade but it kinda look weird thou. HA. dont care. just for christmas. should get red and paint my nails alternate colours. HAHAS. okayy i was kidding. heh.i still feel lethargic man. gosh. i need SLEEP yo! :( but im still not done with xmas gifts YET! bahhh. im so DEAD. and its xmas EVE alr!!! darn! seriously xmas kills brain cells. LOADS yo. i think zillion of brain cells were being destroyed in the process of thinking wad to get for just ONE person! have to think of budget.. what to get.. whether he/she will likes it or not.. is the gift too cheapo? or overpriced? should i get practical stuff or good-to-see but useless gifts? blah blah blah. the list goes on and on. :( and and i dread shopping during this few days! even thou i agree theres so many SALES and DISCOUNTS all oveer!!! WOOT! BUT its bloody crowded. and i hate squeezing and pushing with all the other people! grrr. having to repeat "excuse me" for like a million times. i just feel like recording it down and press the "PLAY" button whenever i need it. can save my breathe. anyway, i still managed to get all the necessary gifts for my love ones. maybe accept my family. :( SUPPOSED to get them smth for this xmas! but.. okayy, i went over BUDGET. booohoo. i now pronounce, JANICE is so bloody BROKE. ohoh and its my first time buying so many presents for so many people on xmas! i calculated. i spent a total of......roughly ard $160! *faint* BUT FOR ONCE I FELT LIKE A SANTA CLAUS! HOHOHO. and its really sadd to go shopping but nt being able to buy things for yourself. ohman. SUCKS SUCKS. so i want a santa claus for xmas too!
psst: thou i know i shouldnt be expecting anything in return for watever things i do. but i still hope my $160 is well spent. if u get wad i mean. yeah.
i really hope everyone will have a great merry merriest jolly joyous Christmas alrighteee! :D JINGLE BELLS JINGLE BELLS JINGLE BELLS ROCKS. SO DOES JANICE. HAHAS! :x
i miss mary moon~ i was bored after doing the xmas gifts half way so i did this personality test and heres the result! i find it freaking true man! woot. Spontaneous Idealist (SI) (Just visiting? Take the free personality test and determine your iPersonic type!) Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities. If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners. Wednesday, 17 December 2008 alrightee, days of full freedom ends right here. dad & mum are back from their trip! my eyes felt as if it weighs 100kg. -.- i was dat tired. Fri sat
becca.
her curry spaghetti i havent been to the "flesh of the durian" yet! so im all excited how is it like and stuff. HAHAS! but yeah. its really cool. we just keep taking pictures outside e hall.
hmm, the price of the ticket is rather cheap for a show at esplanade. student price @$28 only! and i was impressed cos the area we were seated were on level 3 and its smack right in e centre! WOOT. :D cool seats. full view of e stage luhh. i was really anticipating! den e lights went off and i thot it is starting alr! but its just darkness and the music on for a few minutes! lol. i bet everyone else there were like.. "eh. so is it starting alr?" HAHAS. then i was damn bored! :x OOPSIE. finally it started. i dint read up the story thou. thank god becca summarised it for me and i managed to understand e whole show. i really love the show! e ballet dancers were all Asians! if im nt wrong should be singaporeans since its put up by Singapore Dance Theatre. HAHAS. okay dumb. and i think they looked pretty. er..actually i cnt see their faces..but they just look pretty in their fancy costumes! :p their techniques were really great. in case u dont know, one of my greatest regret in my life was unable to learn ballet bcos my mum was too poor to get me enrolled in ballet classes when i was young. heh. i wish i was a ballerina. but im just as glad to learn a lil here and there from modern dance in my sec sch! :) aww.. i miss dance days. :/ dance practices after sch, all kinds of dance competitions, great friendships made, and all e hardships we been thru tgt.. after the show, we went to mcdonalds for some snacks before heading home. as if nt enough, i went for a run when im back home. my first time running in e middle of the night luhs. but i realised im nt e only insane one. HAHAS. ps: ahh. irritating de. so many ppl went to zouk out! sky and kun went and asked if im there. LIKE NO! ohman. brrr. I WANTE GO NEXT YEAR! sun worked OT till 2am then headed down to circular road for a drink. first time drinking with amara peeps yo. everyone was so worried. hahas. but no matter how many times i said im fine they still think im not. hahas. i just feel like vomiting. but really thanks guys for taking good care of me. :) the feng you, mints, sweets, warm water. thanks. :) *big hug* slept in e car for awhile. then i decided to vomit out. thanks cheryl babe for helping me out. sorry to make u smell & see my disgusting vomit and helping me to flush the very difficult to flush toliet bowl everytime i vomit and rubbing my back. :) then everyone drank the remaining alcohol before going off. tsktsk. den cheryl and laoda also become merlion. oh boy. after dat we went to near by stall to makan. our breakfast. LOL. jason wong sent jerry, cheryl, apple and me home. we super high luhh. we sang "ni ba wo guan zui" super LOUD and irritate jerry and jason. then they on the music super LOUD also. HAHAS. den we were screaming and stuff. THEN jason steered the car to the left and right. LOL. scary.. they reached my place ard 7plus in e morning. super shag. then they decided to sleep in e car first before moving on. Mon i was taking straws and sauces when a guy came up to help his friend take my no. den im like shit. apple walked off alr. den i just say sorry im attached and walked off. ohman. then i went back and told them.. den e group of guys were siting right beside us luhh! OMG. -.- super pai seh. heh. the burger sucks. i dint even eat half of it man. :( eric and friend came soon after. jeryl cycled down and met us awhile. then we went off to cine kbox. ton-ed till ard 4am then jason sent me home. thanks yo. im just too easily affected by WORDS. i hate myself behaving so moody. im sorry guys. pictures will come up soon. :) ohboy, yearly backbone check up is here tml. i hate check ups cause im worried about knowing the results. especially bad ones. :/ im praying hard. i gt a bad feeling cos i have bad back aches.
be my guardian angel. Friday, 12 December 2008 WEEE~! im so DONE with mid sem! woot. :D ima happy happy girl! heh. BUT i wont be a happy girl for long, cos projects and reports gonna come in very soon! URGHH. then comes CAMP! omg! there goes my so called HOLIDAY. brrr. nonetheless, here comes the FESTIVAL OF GIFT-GIVING, CHIRSTMAS! woohoo. seriously, im in holiday mood right after my project submission! :x so i have been rather distracted by my x'mas gift list during my study week. hees. i have alr write down the list of names i gonna be giving gifts to! :D but i have been cracking my head thinking what to get for certain people! oh boy. :/ oh, bf is here! im going for x'mas shopping! will be back for more updates when im back! hees.
SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING...TO TOWN!!!! :p Thursday, 11 December 2008 im in deep shit luhs! im still mugging at this hour! and im only at chapter 3! AHHHH. darn! exam is sucha bitch.
will you visit me tml lady luck? Monday, 8 December 2008 5th dec, friday went to clarke quay with hazel and jialing after project submission! they bought me to a japanese shop which sells loads of sweets and tidbits! awww.. and they are imported from japan! i feel like buying everything back home luh! :x but some are a lil overpriced. can of e products can be found in daiso and its much cheaper! so guys rmb to compare e prices elsewhere before buying! :) then to STICKY! the shop which they have been telling me about! its damn coollll.. OMG. i totally melt upon seeing all e colourcolurful handmade sweets! but too bad the demostration wasnt on. :( heh. there were x'mas theme-ed candies, x'mas tree shaped lolli, i-love-you candies, etcs! the colour is so COLOURFUL. HAHAS. i dunnoe how they can make e words appear in the sweets! i heard that u can even customised it! I WANTTT~! :p in the end i bought 2 big LOLLIPOPS and one packet of x'mas theme-ed candies! oh and each of us bought the candy ends at $4 only!!! its SUPER HUGH and HEAVY!
the super big candy end.
after dat we went to plaza sing, daiso. i have got so many ideas for xmas gift! shall head off there to get e materials! :D & hopefully im financially strong enough to get all e things i need! so some special ones, stay tune alright! i shant say who i will give gifts to! :p had dinner wit long-tim-no-see Adrian! catch up session then home sweet home! omg. i was dead beat! imagine 1hr bus journey home is equal to backside pain. HAHAS. and i had to carry the freaking HEAVY candy end! OMG. oh ya, i even went to weigh it. IT WEIGHS 1kg! im not kidding! i think it will take me 1year to finish e whole candy end and maybe get diagnosed for ANYWAY GUYS, BRING YOUR GF THERE AND BUY HER SOME CUSTOMISED HANDMADE SWEETS! i bet she will melt! its at CENTRAL clarke quay basement! :D 6th dec, saturday KTV session with amara lovelies! ming xian, pei shan and jian bao! :D cheryl and chee seng supposed to come, but they couldnt wake up. i reached super late, so when i was there, they were super high alr! ming xian & pei shan super high! they were jumping on the couch singing! so it spells F-U-NNNN! :D OKAY, ALL THE PHOTOS SUCKS AFTER RESIZING. :( BOOS
prettypeishan
cutiemingxian.
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huggs. lets go K again! after which rush off to granny's place. ITS HER BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA! :D we went to some famous fish steamboat along beach road to celebrate. cousin and i were talking to her while waiting for e rest to come. she really aged alot. she says she dont have appetite to eat and stuff. :/ we were so worried. then she says she dont think she can see us get married. just happy to see us grow up. but somehow i hope she will be long life enough to attend our wedding dinner and even see her grandchildren. i dont know. im worried. i dont wante lose her. :( please bless her with good health. okay, im sorry abt e emotional part. yupp. it shared cab with cousin and his friend. he was damn responsible luhs. he insist on sending me home all e way to my doorstep as he promised and mummy open the door. hees. :D
grandma & her partner.:)
ahh. look at her so happy! :D
my aunt and parents.
e ever loving couple.
the cousins and her bf. :)
3 jie meis.
the young ones.
cousins. :)
HIPPIE YIPPIE YAYAY~! HIPPIE YIPPIE YAY!!!! imisshim. Friday, 5 December 2008 phew. im finally DONE with all my reports! look at the time, it says 3.30am :( ahhhman. im gonna be sleep deprived. :/ but im happy im done with this two! WHOO! gonna take a lil break before i start revising my mid sem papers. people u noe who u are! KARAOKE! YAYYYYY! :D
ohgosh, i just looked into the mirror and i saw a potential PIMPLE on my NOSE, an ulcer in my mouth and my aunty came today! i bet its all STRESS's FAULT! :( shooshoo.
brrrr.. im so TIRED! head off to bed now. Thursday, 4 December 2008 okayy..im dying from doing PROJECTS! *pull hair* HAHAS, yes, dats the reason why i couldnt update. anyway, i cannot blame anyone but MYSELF cos i did it supposed to start travel & leisure report last week but i dragged on and on till like this tuesday? LOL. and the best part is i took 3 days to finish this 5 pages report! i admit i was a lil lazy and taking my own sweet time. hahas. and guess wad!? i havent even start on my comm skills job documents which is due TMR! oops. ahhhh.. nd theres cover letter and resumes to do! PROJECT MADNESS! why two projects deadlines on the same freaking dayy!! :( boohoos. i reckon i gonna stay up the whole night till i finish my work. :/ sad case yo. but i noe im nt the only one. JIAYOU to all the people who are chiong-ing projects just like me! :D oh! and iam happy to see people i missed during OTC briefing! aww.. :D great. andand, good news! my mum cancelled off my trip to thailand! shes going with daddy thou. so which means i have no prob going OTC and maybe... i can.. erm,ZAO FAN ABIT! HAHAS. :p alrighteee. shall go back to my work. bye lovelies. i dont know why i have been dreaming about you guys. 2 days in a row. its weird. maybe i miss so. my darlings yins & grace. hope u guys are doing fine. :) sealed with a big fat kiss Monday, 1 December 2008 (bad languages used here.) AND I DONT LIKE..being in sucha foul mood. all thanks to my mum. first she came home shouting at me just because my passport photo got rejected bcos my fringe was covering one of my eyebrows. then she started grumbling non stop.. blahblahblah. den slamming wadever things she had on hand. i mean its not a big deal right. just get me to take another photo luhhs. she just keep blaming me on and on.. im so irritated. then she keep insisting to retake the photo by TODAY. but due to some unforeseen circumstances, and went to my lil baby niece full month celebration, we only had time to do so at ard 8 plus 9pm. we went "photo-shop" hunting. obviously, many were closed. then travelled all the way back sembawang to take it. i really am so PISSED. she keep criticising this and that. zzz. -.- then keep on blaming me i dint pull up my fringe when she asked me.. den now got to retake, run here run there.. yadayada. GRRRR. okayy. then i had no choice but to pin up my bloody fringe. nd i swear i look bloody ugly. and im bloody disgusted. and im in a bloody bad mood. and my mum bloody keep grumbling and i bloody cnt take it. whhhhooooo! the thot of this freaking ugly photo gonna stick with me for years..YEARS!!! just turn me off. ohman. kill me. it just seems like i never look good in passport photos. my i/c photo sucks hell loads, so is my ezlink card, my old passport photos and wadever passport photo i took.. they just simply...SUCKS. :x OKAYY. am just gonna cover it wit my finger every time i open my passport. as if its not enuff, i just found out i have papers on e 11 and 12 dec! and my mum had alr booked a tour to chiang mai (thailand) on the 12th and its a morning flight! gotten another scolding from her. -.- but i mean, i dint noe abt the test dates before she booked e tour. and its she herself who wante take the risk cos she noes my holiday only starts on e 13th! TSK! oh yes, i do noe abt the thailand protest incident and shut down of the airports. but the travel agent says its impossible to cancel off the flight and stuff. so its like still unconfirmed. sigh. and... i havent vent out ALL my anger.. I NEED TO CONTINUE GRUMBLING! yesterday i met the most outrageous taxi driver in my whole 18 years! if there is a MOST OUTRAGEOUS RUDE TAXI DRIVER OF THE YEAR award, HE GOT IT! for the first time, i got scolded by a taxi driver! wad rights does he have to scold me man! i pay you to get scolded uh? it makes no sense right?! u cnt even be polite to your customers? DONT WORK! why should we, customers get into your cab, pay you money and get such a BAD LOUSY SHITTY service from YOU?! met jian bao and chee seng and took cab to work. den cos they helped me take away McDonalds. then he said in chinese,"dont eat in the car" in a rather not very nice tone. but okayy, i understand. and replied NICELY, "yes okay." then when we reached the gantry, chee seng asked him to go to the "bus" lane. there were like 3 or 4 cars in front. then me & jian bao were saying its okayy to go to the guest lanes. and the lane beside ours is EMPTY. so we tot he heard our convo and usually anybody with a brain will naturally change lane and move on right? but he just remind at e lane. -.- nvm, den chee seng told him to go to the empty lane. you know wad he did!? HE PRETENDED HE DINT HEAR ANYTHING! and then talked to someone else on his earpiece. like WTH. then me and jian bao were like.. LOL. we just laughed. den i told jian bao in eng: "wa.. that person damn idiotic. cnt make it uh." (referring to the driver). then he replied:" later he know how to listen to eng loh. " den im like: "shh. dont say luh. i mean "THE OTHER PERSON" who say must be him. " jian bao: "yea, THAT PERSON" finally we are in. then there is this roundabout. and to go to amara, we supposed to turn right. the uncle just drove on and turn LEFT! he dint slow down nor ask us where to go, how to go or turn left or right!!! then we just say oh shit supposed to turn right.. AND we were just SAYING.. like normal reaction. NOT EVEN BLAMING THE TAXI UNCLE OR WAD. then here comes the UNEXPECTED REACTION I EVER GOT FROM A DRIVER! he got his both hands off the wheel and roared at us: WHAT DO YOU GUYS WANT?! you guys also never say where you wante go!" i cnt rmb wad else he said. but he just continue scolding us! i was taken aback. finally he stopped.. then i was like thinking.. i couldnt understand why we are treated like dat and i feel like im being scolded when im nt in e wrong! i couldnt take it down. so i said:" you also dint slow down or ask us how to go! you just drove on!" then he talked back again luhhs. say wad: i noe sentosa much more familiar den you guys do! you guys havent born i alr know sentosa! i was like, if you are so familiar with sentosa, why amara u also dont know how to go! i took down his no and i wante complain! but anyone knows how to go about it? until now i still feel so mad! chee seng nd jian bao see me so fierce for e first time. HAHAS. COS I REALLY COULDNT TAKE IT DOWN! :x then they were like, okok, janice you go down first, and they paid for e cab fare. LOL. i really isnt someone who is so hot temper or will do anything so impulsive. so you can imagine how bad this ride is. alright. im too tired to continue. used up too much energy venting out my anger. hahas. shall head off to bed and start afresh tml. :) sometimes i feel like being a devil. sometimes i feel like being an angel. so beware. |
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