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Saturday, 31 October 2009 HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE! thou i dint manage to join any party again this year. and im pretty upset. worse still, having to work on weekends. and this shit. ohwells. im i beng unreasonable here? i dont get it. why do u need to club so many times? i understand u need your friends, your freedom..i allowed u to go..but arent u crossing the line? im feeling so bitter inside.URGH. *scream at the top of my lungs* sometimes its not that i dont trust u, i just dont trust the girls in clubs.u heard stories, i heard stories. U know it.try telling me how guy will push away girl who throw herself at him. TRY. right.as if! I thot i could let u go party and all..i realised i cnt. tiredness put me to sleep. but my mind is running wild with thots of you..is it right to make ur gf worry like dat? try putting yourself in my shoe! im a tit for tat person.you know wad i mean. why is it that u can go clubbing with your friends alone and i cnt? burn the clubs down Thursday, 29 October 2009 oh gosh.
anw, went to butter factory.
and the party people: seriously, i think im clubbing
then he called me back and give me my chop. hees. :)
went up, and dats when the fun begins! oh! and the bartender cheers with me! and im nt afraid to admit. anw was super high for awhile.
i learnt my lesson,
and its true i hugged the dustbin to sleep. Sunday, 25 October 2009 its the weekend again! a few updates.. Company’s retreat, so we had half day off as well! and my loots? but i dint regret my buys. :) after dinner we went for manicure! as mentioned, Thursday J and I went to SAFRA Jurong offical opening! MASEGO. safari themed spa. J and i took loads of pictures!
and this is xiao long bao, j:
anyhow, ITS REALLY AWESOME! -------------
lastly, finally meet up with bf today. WOW. awful awful.
Julie and Julia. to bf:
nights world.
Friday, 23 October 2009 im still as grumpy as an old man on a FRIDAY. i hope things will get better as the day passes by. dont step on my toes, for all you know, i may bite. i seriously hate to blog in anger! but i need to vent it out!
fyi, i just reached home nt too long ago. ended work at 10 plus. im tired. i dont want to argue. give me a break! yeah, u are not in e wrong.. u were the one who said those things first!
BAHHHHH! Tuesday, 20 October 2009 Edited: guess wad!? hohoho. my first post right from the office! :D nth much to do today. :/ but theres a meeting later on thou. hope i wont doze off! the office have been really quiet after the NP interns went off. :( no more nk's smelly chicken, no more nicol's good acting skills which we will fall for, no more disturbing vain and 'teh' jaden. got a real surprise from these guys on monday! post-its were pasted on our desks, bidding goodbye to everyone of us. they were damn sweet. esp the ones in my log book! thanks guys! :D we gonna miss all of u!  it started all with Jenna.. and now we are all POST-ITs FANATICS. post its everywhere!!  and this is my favourite:  Jenna knows i cnt multi task for nuts. we started writing post-its to one another, for encouragements, for thanks, for fun. :)  it really put a smile on my face even thou its just a yellow piece of paper with these few sincere words. lets spread the love using post its! :D p.s: another name card incident today. :/ i think giving out name card when asking phone number attempt fails is the new trend. 3rd this month. and i realised, all the guys are quite old ehh. OMG. seems like working life made me look mature and attracted the older group uh? ohwells. creepy people. lets go on a yellow paper craze! Saturday, 17 October 2009 it made me realised how much time have past us by yes, another cousin of mine got married today.
He and his now wifey are tgt for 8 YEARS! ----------
anw, ytd was a really really tiring but fun day at work!
Jenna drove us to KPO to chill out after hitting the wrong route after work.
personally i think KPO was quite a nice place to hang out too. :) after dat we decided to head down to MUSTAFA! supposed to be hyper and all, but cramps got so bad anw, i wish work was this fun everyday. :)
i wish. Monday, 12 October 2009 saw something really interesting and i just wanne share with u guys! bet becca will be going gaga over it. hahas. and i spotted this while working today! bf and my fav, Jessica Alba's Elle Magazine Shoot in March!  LOOK AT THE GORGEOUS HAIR! its smth like mine! hohoho. i swear its coincidental! and she makes me wanne cut bangs again! okok, maybe later! hees. she totally rock this hair style. :D i wish i could be half as gorgeous as her luhs! work was really mundane and oh-so-boring pls. livejournal hopping and blogshopping the whole day. Doh! everyones coming back to office tml! it will be so squeezzzeeeeyyyyy and not to mention, chaotic and noisy. but at least, its not so boring! ohwells. on a happier note, im catching MEATBALLS IN 3D with bf tml! WEEE. okok, budget budget budget! HAPPY HALF AN ANNIVERSARY!
pre-celebrated our 6th month due to work and his prog. my stomach almost burst! thou it started low.
okaydokey.
im sleepy already! kiss me tender
Sunday, 11 October 2009 a new haircut :)
yes! i finally chop off my dry-like-dead-grass hair! anw, it was only until today that i realised REALLY it was super damn damn dry and damaged. and not to mention a whole “new” colour!
besides, i feel free, lighter and have much HEALITHIER hair! CHEERIOS.
and shall take good care of my mane from now on! seriously, do i look better with this shorter crop? --------------------- went to meet my lovely scand after work ytd! and i think i was pretty sweet too! does dat win me an extra cookie? and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IRRITATING KC! sorry for ps-ing u last min! all smiles. Thursday, 8 October 2009 RAWR! i miss my shorts and slippers! :( Monday, 5 October 2009 bye weekends! i ♥ my weekend please! head down to St. James with bf to celebrate his friend’s bday. clad in my mini leopard tube dress, falsies and high heels,
anw, we went to get the chop first
i was damn damn lousy please. WTH! ._. wad a wasted night. ---------
sunday was spent with bf again. :) we went shoppinggg!!!
You can close this window if u don want to lose your appetite
hahas, the both of us were aiming at loads of WANTS!
I WANT! i cnt wait for paydayy~! ---------
it leads me to, why are ppl so narrow minded?
toodles, got to wake up early for work tml.
i say hey mama hey mama close to you! Saturday, 3 October 2009 damn, left my hp at home today. :( im so glad i could live without my phone for a day without any complains! hohoho. work keeps me busy! anw, was really happy todayy cos WE HAVE GOT MORE SPONSORS! surprisingly, 3 companies actually responded and agreed to sponsor us today! THREEE~! how great! :D at least we dont have to fret over sponsors now! wooyeahh! i was all happy and excited cos we get off work at 6 instead of 7 on FRIDAYY! and tell me who doesnt love FRIDAY?! cheers to friday! :D but somehow, the night was killed. its the first time i had a quarrel with someone that was so bad. so so bad. it almost looked like a fight. (not to mention my colleagues and CFO saw it) moreover, i nv expect myself to be in one of such heated argument. tears were inevitable. i was on the verge. i really was. but i dint want it to end like this. i know it wasnt the end. i know. i dont want to regret it either. so im giving us another chance. i dont want to lose who u are baby. i just want you to control your hot temper. at the mean time, i will learn to accept u as u are too. but pls dont hurt me too badly. idk how, but we managed to be fine after some time. in fact, yes, more loving.. :) had prawn mee, beef hor fun and DURIANS at geylanggg! shiok pls. we ate till we were sick of it! i dont mind dinner at geylangg! so many good foodie is here! yumyum. im really dead beat! shall turn in now! bye earthlings. broken pact. broken hearts. not yet broken string. Thursday, 1 October 2009 i ve decided to take down the previous post. guess i was too agitated. a lil too harsh. anw thanks scand zhen and hazel darling. im fine. :) dont worry ya. we have cooled down and cleared everything. im so glad. he personally prepared ai xin wan can for me to shu zui. hohoho. at least i know u have the heart. :) thanks baby. i love the turkey meatt! when you hold my hand and looked into my eye, and said you couldnt lose me, my heart melted. im glad to hear from u that u think it thru alr. :):):) hopefully we will be able to fulfill our pact! and dont ever say "dat" so easily again. sidetracking, idk why, i felt a lil upset at work. idk how to explain this feeling.. sigh. but i just hate it. sometimes i wonder if my supervisor thinks im performing well.. sometimes i wonder if im doing enough.. sometimes i just get so irriated at work and my mood is so terrible. even i hate the self im presenting. im controlling very hard not to show my true emotions. oh and the earthquake this evening scared the hell out of us! our desks were shaking so badly. at first we thot is one of our colleague shaking the partition. LOL. we were so worried the building would collapse! besides the building is freaking old! so we went down and we got off work half an hour earlier! :) packed my whole freaking messy wardrobe. omg. i just realised the amt of clothes i have! ITS ALOT LOH! but why do i always have nth to wear!? heh! amidst packing, i realised i have -16 tp school-related tees! SIXTEEN! :o -ard 25 dresses! TWENTY FIVE! :o im such a dressy person! and 9 of it are tube dresses! i dint know it till today. HAHHAS. but i still wannneee gooo SHOPPINGGGGGG! and is giving out namecard the trend now? |
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