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maybe its love
Monday, 31 August 2009

im seriously damn dumb man!
i wanted to copy some pictures frm my memory card to my comp.
but i happily deleted it from e card after “copy”.
ended up, this came up: “this item couldnt be found”.

._.

 

omg.
how dumb right.
ohman.
thank god its nt a lot of pictures nor is it very important.
if not i might just dig my brain out!

anw, its really rare to see me awake at this hour during e holiday!
gonna hit scands’ (zhen) place now!

off to bom bom!

and hope every one is enjoying their holidays!
or at least their monday blues chased away! :D


shall update more when im back!

 

 



Thursday, 27 August 2009

today mark the end of my exams!
woo whee!

and now i officially declare my pathetic one week plus
HOLIDAYYY!

*flashes mega watt smile*


I WANT to do some catching up before attachment start eating up our precious time.
cnt wait to meet up my lovelies

scand zhen- YES scand! girlie date coming up soon! :D
becca, grace, serena twin, cy- i want ENCORE! i miss out the previous date! i miss u guyys!
winner utmost love-i want to go make DIY cupcakes with u!
cuzzie theng & serene :)
nut, lings, nad- lets go k and watch movie!
sec sch friends- miss hanging out with u guys too!
and maybe amara peeps!
starting to miss cheryl babe, supernice andy, mrdriver ahwong, laoda and e list goes on..

and of cos not forgetting my B.ETHAN. :D

:):):)

I WANT to finish watching my 命中注定我爱你!!!
my ethan luan! oh. damn humsum! :D
heh, this serial drama really made me tear countless times.
but it made me laugh as well.
go download from online and watch too peeps! :D


amidst watching the drama serial, i had been munching on snacks non stop!
from ben and jerry (YES! ben and jerry! korkor allows me to have his mini tub. :D)
to corn soup to TAU HUAY! daddy was super nice to call back and asked if i want my
favourite supper! i said YES of cos! teehee.

im feel so fortunate!

but bad news is..
im bound to put on weight if this continues!
GEEZ!


alrighhtt. shall control my cravingggs!

p.s: goodluck baby! :D
and i forget to say u made my day even thou its just a simple date.
maybe bcos we havent been seeing each other. :)
OKAY, except dat i still dread the “all about SNSD-jessica” part. LOL.
i wanne press “PAUSE” and “SKIP” button every time u start. HAHAS.

and i want to say, I DONT HATE SNSD. just dat maybe im nt one who goes after idols.
so i dont understand ur “love” for them. thus, i may seem unappreciative and unconcern. GOT IT? :)


not forgetting, all the best to those still having their papers!
JIAYOU AYEE.
esp xiuzhen, rebecca, winner tay!
hang in there babes! we shall meet after that ya. :D loves.


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b-j love




Tuesday, 25 August 2009

heh.
look at the time!
just completed my revision.
:(

idk.
im really worried abt tml’s paper.
i knew i could have put in more effort.
but im just nt motivated.
sigh.

shall try my best and hopefully i can rmb all my stuff
and my revision have not gone to waste.

oh!
and i had CRABBY FEAST last night!
STEAM CRAB WITH WINE!
is damn shiok!


i swear food is the best stress reliever!
(hahas, okay, aside from shopping!)

mum & dad actually bought LIVE crabs home!
and it doesnt cost cheap. 40 plus bucks eh!

BUT ITS WORTH IT MAN!
hohoho.

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the “gong” is super HUGGE
andand the meat is firm, a lil salty, but e best of all,
ITS SWEEET! :D
yumyums.

*drools*



alrightee!

gotta wake up at 6.30am!
3hrs 30mins to grab some sleep!

wish me luck! :D



Sunday, 23 August 2009

a teeny wheeny lil post before i retire for the night.

finally touched my accounting notes today.
been procrastinating for 2 days alr! :(
realised i gt half a lecture note missing,
nd i couldnt understand some part!
shit!
gotta call 911!

boohoos.

anw, it have been raining since 11plus. :/
with all that lightings and thunders still going on.

and my cutie lil bebe is hiding underneath my study table now.
hahas. shes scared of thunder.
cute lil thing.
but shes been a real naughtie.
好贪吃哦!受不了。它越来越肥了!

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tsktsk.

heh.
its kinda terrifying to be e only one awake at home at this hour.
shall tuck in now!

love to sleep in this kinda weather! WHEE.
easy breezy!



Friday, 21 August 2009

removed my stitches today.
phew.
thank god it was a breeze. :)

cheerios.
one tooth done.

went back to sch for a run ytd.
anticipating to see my track mates.
but sadly many dint turn up due to study week.
bah.

was really disappointed in my timing myself.
terrible.

feel dat im drifting away from my goal of completing a 10k marathon
in my targeted timing this year. 

DOH!

 

anw, cooked soup todayyy! :D
and forced bf to come over to have a bowl.
teehee.
but i swear cooking for a chief is as good as digging ur own grave.
if u know what i mean.
hahahas.

 

 

 

you know some ppl are just too good at games.
you nv know wad they are up to.
you just know u are just like a chess piece on a chess set,
manipulated by them.
they can have many chess pieces on their hand at the same time.
you wont even know when or where he will move this chess piece of yours.
for they just do it as and when they like it. they are the boss wad.
i ve given up trying to understand this kinda ppl.

conclusion:
i ve learnt to give up some things that wasnt meant to be mine.
maybe from the start it was already a mistake.

(fyi, im nt talking abt ethan)

 

 

 

 

till then.



Wednesday, 19 August 2009

another failed attempt to study at home
ended up sleeping in most of the time. :x
on my bed, on the couch, anywhere.

im behind my revision plan!
i need to be more productive!

but the thot of HOLIDAY after e two papers just kinda take me away.


been meeting b.ethan for the past few days.

sorted out what we should have.
:)

and nonetheless, im better alr.

yesterday's date was hilarious!
shant go into the details cos its so embarrassing!

anyway, we had sakae sushi!
by the end of it we felt as if we were 4months pregnant.
hohoho.

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then watched “where got ghost”
man.. the show was funny. but not a must-watch luhs.
and i dint expect it to be scary at all..
but i ended up screaming. ._.
im sucha loser.

backtracking,
been with b.ethan for 4 months! :D
HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY!

we actually saved up and went for a “SHOPPING SPREE”!
but we ended up buying just ONE item each! HAHAS.

finally ive gotten my chained handbag!
thanks roux! :D
as for roux, he gotten his loafers from PEDRO!

dined at WATAMI!
the service was not bad. It was so unexpected it kinda shocked us a lil.
and the girl who served us is so NICE and KIND LOOKING.
HAHAHA. COS SHE KEEPS SMILING AT ME!
and i suspect she was too engross smiling at me,
dat she said the wrong jap greetings to us when we paid the bill!
quite a hilarious sight. :D

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then we watched ORPHAN!
i like the story plot. it wasnt wad i expected.
was held in great suspense. great.
and yes, the GIRL is scary pls!
eeeek.

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comparing whose eyes are bigger!
and b.ethan trying to act xdd. HAHAS.

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he trying to look fierce in here. LOL.


on another hand.
i realised im kinda out of the
“social circle”.
no more frequent facebooking. no more outings. no more many many friends. :/
life seems to be so stable, constant and its getting a lil plain boring in here.
i bet it will be worse when attachment starts.
*SIGH*

GOTTA DO SOME CATCHING UPPP SOON!


talking abt that,
managed to meet up with yins after she came back from FLORIDA!
im so envious! she have got more experiences and knowledge
and the best part,
her gorgeous finds!
her bags, her shoes, her watches and her clothes!
she bought a vintage FOSSIL watch at just sing dollars $20! AHHH.
she makes me wanne fly straight over and SHOP TILL I DROP! hahas.
okay, dats my own wishful thinking.

nvm, REBECCA! help me buyyyyyy~!
(becca going over next! heehee)



Monday, 17 August 2009

SUITS YOU!!!



im going to bed!




:(:(:(



cropping myself up at home for two days doesnt do me any good. :(

seriously.

especially mentally.
i started to drift and think about negative stuff when im alone.

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©2007-2009 ~phonqito

it doesnt make it any better when u re looking forward to smth and yet u couldnt make it.
u start to think of how people are having fun outside without you..
and to make things worse, u are to spend e time alone facing four walls. :(:(:(

how pathetic.
its just plain sucky luhs.

i was hoping some or miracle would happen or a lil angel would come and make my day better ..
but apparently not.

somehow i even got fired at; i deserve it. :/
somewhere inside me was feeling terrible.
but do u even know? i doubt so.


u know when u wish someone to be with u but instead, u got pulled down by his words.



its the 3rd day of my wisdom tooth extraction.
its better alr. i could talk and eat solid food.
but half of my face is still bloated up. as though i had just got into a fight and suffered a punch. :/



i missed my medication timing at 3am. woke up at 5 in the mornin.
i started to have trouble swallowing the pills. :(
i ended up drinking 1 to 2 cups of water to swallow ONE freaking pill!
i felt like giving up. i felt like crying..
(those who knows me long enuff knows i couldnt swallow pills.)
i dread it. :(
at the end of it, i was bloated with water.
torturous.


again, i faced difficulties swallowing the pills in e afternoon!
damn.
i poured the powder out and mix with water.
I COULD ACTUALLY CHOKED ON THE POWDER!!! gahhhhhh.
:(:(:( suckks.



nvm. a few more days! hang on janice!
appt on friday to remove the stitches!



you werent there when i needed u the most.
you may have ur reasons.
but sometimes all i need is a lil care.
maybe u gave it.
i couldnt feel it. :(




your words can bring me to heaven.
so can it bring me to hell.



Friday, 14 August 2009

AHHHHH..

im in such great agony now.

just extracted my wisdom tooth out.
goddamn. its freaking pain now as the jab wears off. :(

and so much for not reading the instructions before hand.
i only had one painkiller instead of two. :/ DAMNNN PAINN.. :(:(:(

the right side of my face is swelling like a blown-up balloon.

 

BAHHHHHH.
wish me well.

 

a bloody affair.



Sunday, 9 August 2009

WOOHHOOOOO~!

im as joyful as a FLY.
lol.

as mentioned, i visited the dentist today..

and..
im gonna extract my right WISDOM tooth out on FRIDAYYY!
okay. dats not wad im happy abt.

the main thing is..
my mum finally said YES to BRACES!
i mean BRACES FOR ME! :D:D:D

IM SO EXCITED!
FINALLY
she gave a definite answer to it! YAYYY~!

no more protruding jaw. :/
say hello to straight teeth! heehee.


ayee. but still long way luhs.
one year plus of pain and endurance.
and i got to settle my irritating wisdom tooth.
not one but TWO. :(

humphs. oh wells.
it shows that im WISE. HAHAS! kidding.

hmm, somehow my dentist managed to persuade her to let me do braces!
and the dentist said i need to extract two teeth from the bottom!

OMG.

so i imagined myself with 2 HOLES at each side!
GOSH. UGLY.
nvm. i believe it will be paid off!
and ethan said he will still want me. HAHAHA.

I JUST CANNOT WAITTTTTT!!!

i was so conscious i couldnt stop staring at people with braces now! HAHAS.

hokay, just realised i had alr wrote so much on braces!
(dat shows how excited i am!)

aside from the dentist, went to FLEA MARKET with janice phua! :D

our very first date out!
its nice out with her. :)

many many blogshops.
some really good & cheap buys. but i know i got to spend my money wisely!
we walked round and round. HAHAS.

it was quite a fruitful one for me!
bought a black bodycon mesh dress @ $20! from $25 bargain till $20! hees.
and a wooden vintage style ring @ $4! its a steal! :D

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phua gotten herself a camera-ring at $5 too!
hahas, she muddle-head girl, couldnt find e dress she liked.
nvm, we shall FLEA again soon! :D

i spotted a tube lacey dress at $14! so tempted.
a repilca of my topshop toga dress at $14 i think.
a white plain cut-out tee with “chanel” design thingy at $20.
the bandage heels i wanted @$22 only!

OMGGGG..

see see see!
i need MONEYYYY!

i shall survive on bread and water. :)

dinnered with her before meeting B.ETHAN.
okay dokey. we sucks totally.
:(

lets work hard baby!
lets be more patient and less petty with each other aye!
we can do it!
:)
still dua ♥!


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peanut butter
mother f**ker
it rhymes!
:D




Saturday, 8 August 2009

phew!

im so glad im done with e 2 papers! :D
3 more to go!

been working on last sunday and monday. celebrated laoda’s birthday!
老大,你老了! 可是你还是很爱玩!hahas. :)
i know alot of us will be leaving amara due to exams and our attachments after that.
but fret not! we wont forget you! we will be back to visit u! i will miss 吃屎鱼 and ultraman too! :)
you take care aye and dont overwork!

read our post-it notes if u miss us! :D


belated bday celebration at chompchomp on wed with scandzhen, treddy and phua. :)
yummy yummy food! stingray, kangkong, fried egg omelette, prawn mee, cockles, la-la, and my gong-gong!


and phua is damn cute! she dont eat seashells but she got hooked trying to dig the gong-gong out. LOL!


then laoda sent all of us back. :)
thank you laoda! hope u had a great birthday!

rotted with B.Ethan after test today.
we practically spent most of our time on bus rides.
from sch to tamp, from tamp to yishun, from yishun to wdl, from wdl back home. LOL.
the most amazing thing is we can still crap throughout the journey!

he accompanied me to run some errands.
and i finally bought STAMPS and got the letter posted out! YAY.


MICH! if u are reading this, start anticipating! :D

anw, we wanted to watch UP. but dint have the 3D one. sigh.
nvm. another day. :)

heres one of our crappy moments:

*in popular bookshop*

janice: *saw a book on the planet MARS*
”EH ETHAN! u are from HERE!” *points to the book and laughed.

ethan: ._.
then he spotted another book just beside-BUGS.
”HAHAS..den U?! FROM HERE UH!” *points to the BUGS book.

LOL. damn bastard!
but i did something more bastard. OOPS. :x sorry babeh!

overdue pictures from ION:

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i was a happy girl dat day cos im dressed in my fav COLOUR!
even my nails!

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B.ETHAN.

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and ayee.
NATIONAL DAY
is approachinggg!


and yes cussies, im going to granny’s house! :D
our secret hangout place where we get to catch a glimpse of the fireworks!
oh and peeps, dont forget 8.22pm, 9 Ang for the pledge taking! :D



ps: im heading to the dentist tml! :( sigh. my wisdom tooth is hurting badly.
hope everything will be fine. :(



Saturday, 1 August 2009

its really weird how we can play for hours without feeling tired.
yet i felt so lethargic merely studying for 3hours. :/ heh.

the dumb academic schedule is so freaking pack. just when i thot i could take a lil break after settling all my projs and stuff. now come the news of END SEM EXAMINATIONS NEXT WEEK! gosh. wth. NEXT WEEK! whatsmore its not 1, but 2 papers! oh geez!

this sucks big time yo.
gotta mug hard.
proj results werent that great uh. sigh.

 

anyway, im glad at least i get to take a break in between for this week. :D YAY.

one wish granted. :) out in the sun!
managed to head to sentosa for a getaway on thursday with natalie babe. :D
nd crossing fingers do help! the sun was AWESOMEEE.. so is the company!
loads of funny and bimbotic moments ayee. HAHAS. :D

nd we love spamming of suntanning oil! nad loves the smell! HAHAS. she and her fetish. 

 

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we nearly fell asleep under the nice warmy sun! only to get disturbed by some cheena people talking so loudly. BAH!

and i dont understand them. their fashion sense is like... :/ imagine swimming costume with LONG SLEEVE FORMAL BLOUSE on the outside??!! LOL.
maybe its their new trend eh. HAHAS.

jialing and hazel supposed to join us. another time ya! :) next stop, cafe del mar!

 

bathed, dinnered at seah im and off for window shopping at vivo!
we went gaga over pretty lil things in the boutiques! awww! so tempting!
but WE HAVE GOT NO MONEY NO MONEY BUT YOU.
HEH!

we want sugar daddy! HAHAS. kidding aye. (B.ETHAN gonna kill me. hahas.)

 

and its not the end. B.ETHAN pulled me to ORCHARD ION!
he wanted to see his ou xuan. too bad! too late. :p HOHOHO.

有她就没有我.
damn mean i know. lol. but now he gt new one. SNSD. :/ BAHHH!
win alr.

 

ION was damn HUGE, GIANTIC, LARGE, ENORMOUS, EXTRAVAGANT, JUMBO, HUMONGOUS.
okay. im exaggerating. but its really BIG! really a good place to SHOP! woohoo!
but im waiting for the crowd to lessen down. too crowded alr. :(

anyway, B.ETHAN set his eyes on a pair of super chio white loafers from PEDRO! too bad doesnt have much sizes left. :/ gahh.
nvm, u will find a better pair baby! maybe its just nt fated to be yours. :)

and me too! i saw my golden chained bag and cage heels i wanted!!! IM SO GOING CRAZY! wanne work and go on a shopping spree!!!
and hohoho. THEY WILL BE MINE! :D cnt wait!

 

im happy to spend time with roux after days and not-so-nice happenings. :D loves.




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
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♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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