deep within me
maybe its love
Friday, 28 September 2007

IM BURNT! xD

went sentosa with my colleagues todae.
woohoos. its reallie a great dae out in e SUN! :D its all bright & sunny!
managed to tan myself. e onlie bad thing was...SUN BURNT! pain man. ouch. :(

after sentosa, we actually went to vivo to watch " balls of fury".
omg. its a LAME show. :/
i think its a bit a waste of time & money. =x e storyboard is so lame. its onli funnie bcos its 'anti climax' . HOWEVER, maggie Q is reallie HOT. xp hahas..love her legs man.

watch it unless u're reallie bored. i will give a 2.5 /5. boohoos.

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sigh. damn shyte. im working TOMORROW! DAMN! :(
ahhhhhhh!!!! i onlie had 2 days of rest & 2 days of fun.
going back to concept store tml at queenstown there.
e person in charge wants me to work till 14th of NEXT MONTH! :(
I DUN WANT! i dun care..im going to tell her im working till 8th onlie. :p

sigh. hope it will be fine tml.


Thursday, 27 September 2007

a blog entry esp entitled to my QUEK MEI YIN. hahas.. love her to bits. :D


Tuesday, 25 September 2007

Ya HOOS!!!! IM FREE! xD

hahas..finally got a break after a week of work! lalalas..

was surfing e net e whole time and i found so many things dat i desire! omg! =x

anyway, i have a news to share with u guys!
my lil. puppies finally open their eyes! :D so small and cute luhs.
i had to hand feed them powder milk and seriously, its a chore man. it requires loads of PATIENCE. -.- i feed them feed until sometimes i get fed up luhs. =x oops.
theres one pup thats reallie small..oh god, pls let it GROW.
lastly, my mum managed to sell one pup off at $500. :)

oh ya, DILYSE, my mum saes $200 is too lil. i still rmb buying my bebe at $800 plus. so i hope u will reconsider e price. most prob a $500 too? if nt u can check with pet shops,im sure they're nt selling a shih tzu pup for $200. im sorrie. do discuss with ur dad again okies. :)

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finally, here are my great finds and my DESIRES! wahahas.
cannot wait for PAY DAY man. :D hees.

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clothings:
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skinny jeans is a must have! wanne get either a white or grey one. :)

tees dat are stylish enuff. like these:

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beach outings? a cami top or tube top.

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im gaga over dresses!

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this two dresses are kinda alike. one with sleeve & one without. :)

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hees. rmb this dress? its e same as e one i bought frm bugis! :D

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a handpainted shoe. $20
is it abit too ex? can anyone help me paint with a cheaper price? :(

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i admit im vain. :) hees.

世界上没有丑女人,只有懒女人。
要美就要努力。

makeup:

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i jus love dat smoky eyes effect. =x

yins once asked me why i always put black eyeliner and nt other colours..
hmms..shes right. i shall change. kinda like e turquoise blue eyeliner. :) wait and see yins. hahas.

LASTLY, IM CRAZY FOR FAKE EYELASHES NOW! =x

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jus bought one frm thefaceshop. :D cnt wait to wear it out. hahas. but im worried it will fall out. hahas. imagine finding fakie eyelashes on ur bowl of soup. LOLL. XD

mum owns 2 fakie! wahahas..can steal it frm her. =p but im kinda interested in those with rhinstone! saw it with rach at cine! omg. got e impulse to buy one luhs. i reallie like those dolly eyes..gosh. mascara is another thing man.


IT stuff:

i seriously am considering a mp3 to accompany me on my long bus rides to sch. i kinda like this. wad do u think?

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by the way, these are some links you GIRLS may wanne check it out. :)

-milkywalker.blogspot.com
-sivorskiz.com
-http://community.livejournal.com/candypulp/



fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months. -Oscar Wilde


Sunday, 23 September 2007

the big bowl of FREE BEANCURD.
our feast.
finally its my OFF DAE! woohoos. :D

met up wif rach, desheng & huachi at orchard. supposed to watch movie. wanted to watch "I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry" (M18) but they required all four ICs. after much discussion, we decided to walk to cineleisure, c got other shows to watch. in e end, we missed most of e shows.

it reallie seems like nth goes according to plan despite e early planning. -.-

we sat dwn & decided to take a cab to newton for dinner!
saw jun jie (robinson staff) outside cine. such a coincidence. :)

each of us pool in 10bucks each. ordered stingray, kang kong, sotong & hokkien prawn mee.
everythings fine except e stingray. we're cheated man. not much meat de. i think e layer of sambal is more than e layer of meat luhs! -heh-

after dinner, its onlie 9pm. so we went to novena, onlie then we realised e shops were closed! -.-

theres an extra shopping mall called square 2. omg.it looks like another great place for shopping! woohoos! dat shall be my next shopping destination! hees. :)

i bought mr bean pearly soya beans milk. e auntie working there was packing e leftovers.

omg, i saw BEANCURD! jus nice huachi was talking abt his mum working there b4, and they were able to bring hm e leftovers! as i was a BEANCURD fan, i was thinking of working there so i gt to have FREE beancurd every day! wahahas..

den huachi was teasing e auntie, asking her to give us e leftover beancurd luhs. and...we never expect her to reallie give us! LOL. we got one big bowl of FREE BEANCURD! hahas.. xp

we went home after dat.

sigh, working tml..morning shift somemore. =(
oh ya, may all frens who are returning back to sch tml be happie and may things be smooth for them. especially my darlings MEIYIN & GRACE. :D






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People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.


You Are 37% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!


Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP)


You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.
You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.

You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.
It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.
You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.

At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.

With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.

As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.

On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.



OH MY GOSH!
i cnt stand it anymore! gotta GRUMBLE it all out man!

todae wasnt a good dae at work either.
abt 2 days back, theres an auntie frm JP who INTERRUPTED me when im serving a guest! wth.

PART 1:
before e customer could tell me wad they want, she said v.loudly, " 你们要plain的还是 pattern的"
oh my..dun u think dats so damn RUDE! -.-
i stared at her..and u noe wad she did? she still dare to show me her palm, e "stop" sign!

when i saw dat, i was totally dumbfounded!

i dint want to give up, i followed behind. i heard wad e customer wants & i dun have it. so i left.

PART2:
the same customer walked past my counter & saw a peice dat she likes & after my explanation,she alrd decided to get mine. but e RUDE auntie & her "BF" were beside psycho-ing her. saying their "不会过时" & blahblah. 2 vs 1! so my customer changed her mind and buy theirs instead. -.-

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i told my auntie dat ytd & she pulled me to e senior supervisor, lilian.
i were to recount to her wad happened dat dae.
难听一点就是complain lohs.

after complaining, i went back to do my own things.
and e most unexpected thing happened! i reallie dint expect her to have e face to come up to me to confront when shes in e wrg!

she sae “小妹,你到底跟lilian complain 怎么?你不要乱乱讲。你也有看到那天那个顾客是我的咯,我帮他拿那个queen size 的bedsheet. "

i tell you..i dint wante quarrel wit her..i walked away.

天知道你做了怎么咯。

and this isnt e first time shes being complained & scolded. yet, she still doesnt change and realise its HER mistake! tsktsktsk.NO HOPE MAN.

& worst still, when im going back, i saw her at e security room...complaining to e sercuity how injustice it was dat she was being complained and scolded. LOL. i seriously think shes jus making a fool out of herself, telling others abt her 丑事.
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another thing dat happened dat reallie 气死我了!
my dat auntie's BF finally shown her TRUE COLOUR man!

jus went my auntie is out for lunch, she 吞掉我!
i was serving this angmoh couple which was interested in my brand..but they're still looking ard for others 600treadcounts bedsheets.
unsure of which other brands sell 600> t/c bedsheets, i approached dat auntie. at first she did help out A LITTLE, den nxt thing, she turned v.fast.. she started introducing HER brand product, saying dat she sells egyptian cotton 500 t/c bedsheet..come and take a look. -.- OMG. so dats wad my auntie praised her," this auntie v.nice one, will help you to sell ur brand, will help you one." 屁啊!

while e customer is looking at her stuff, i nv give up, i kept turning up with other items for her to choose. however, she gt e deal afterall.. =(

and after e whole transactions, she came to me and explain all kinds of excuses to push e blame dat she dint cut my sales and gave me a sweet. OMG. freak. u think im a 3 yr old kid? i have eyes to see and brain to think.

thank god its my 2nd last day there..if nt.. dun 其望我跟你说话。i reallie want to warn my auntie abt this 狐狸!yet in e start still can critisize my frens..saying they are e 'crocodile or hungry ghost'..ha! i think u're e one luhs. & warning me to be careful when making frens..i think e one i shld be becareful of is YOU!

我看穿你了!

i think u dun wan me to mix with my dat grp of frens is bcos u scare they badmouth me abt u bahs...ha!

IM SO GLAD IM GETTING OUT OF THAT DAMN PLACE! WOOHOOS! ONE MORE DAE TO 忍!!!

goodluck man huachi. =p hes taking over my place fer one dae! wahahas. xp


Wednesday, 19 September 2007

omg. phuaphua tagged me to do tis dumb quiz. LOL.



1. the person who tagged you is - Grace phuaphua

2. your relationship with him/her is - friends. & a lil. complicated, my scandal. haha!

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her - siao char bo, hard on e outside, soft on e inside, loves to zhi high=x, someone you can confide in, very 'on' type.

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you -bought me a small birthdae cake wif becca & co as well as e laptop bag which totally surpised me on my birthdae.

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you - wtbbq. omt. dunnoe wad freaking banana words. ALL THE RANDOM WORDS SHE SAID ARE SO MEMORABLE. cos onlie she saes it. hahas.

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will - be jumping for joy. i love my scandal man.

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - erm..concentrate hard and study!

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will - act nice and buy her loads of PUSHPOPS.. den in less than one yr she will either gt diabetes or tooth decay. =p wahahas..kidding luhs. hmms.. but most likely we will clear up our misunderstandings & NO HATRED, NO ENEMY,NO TOOTH DECAY OR DIABETES. :)

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be- erm..being betrayed or smth when i trust her.. hmm, dun think she will betray me luhs. ryte grace?! hahas.

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is - get rid of her PMS. hahas. =x

11. your overall impression of him/her is - fun to be with & outgoing.

12. how you think people around you will feel about you - pessimistic.

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is - im flexible. i have multiple characters living inside me.

14. the characteristic you hate about yourself is - im too paranoid.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is - someone with good personality, rich, figure & looks. =p hahas.. which is totally IMPOSSIBLE. loll.

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them - i LOVE u guys too! loves.

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. meiyin
2. gracechan
3. gracephua
4. becca
5. lucinda
6. shuting
7. suling
8. winner
9. dilyse
10. peiyu

who is no.6 having a relationship with? - with her darling bf, G

Is no.9 a male or female? - female.

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? - gosh. i cnt imagine dat. but they're good frens. :)

What is no.2 studying? - interior design. future designer ehs. :) hees.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? - 14th sep! she came with becca to find me after my work. :)

What kind of music does no.8 like? -eng music.

Does no.1 has any siblings? - yea. a younger sis.

Will you woo no.3? woos...shes alrd my scandal. =p

How about no.7? hahas..shes my dear. =x

Is no.4 single? YES! ATTENTION GUYS! shes a good catch. :D

What's the surname of no.5? oops. i 4gt. im sorrie lulu!

What's the hobby of no.4? - playing her piano & musical instruments

Do no.5 and 9 get along well? - hahas..they dunnoe each other.

Where is no.2 studying at? -SP! :D

Say something casual about no.1 - eloquent & bubbly

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? - OMG! dats scary.shes anti les too i guess.LOL.

Where does no.9 live? - sembawang

What colour does no.4 like? - blue

Are no.5 and 1 best friends - nope, they don't know each other.

Does no.7 like no.2? - yes? hahas..they're frens.

How did you get to know no.2? - shes my classmates for years.haha.

Does no.1 have any pets? - nope.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? - hahas..yes. i dun wante get killed by her. =p
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im SHAGGED!

woke up super early to meet my DARLING QUEK MEI YIN! =D its her 17th BIRTHDAE! woohoos.

HAPPIE SEXY 17th BIRTHDAE MY DEAR!

im reallie elated u accompanied me to work. super duper happie. :) i owe u a present & u owe me one too! =x (dun worry luhs, will buy for u de okies.-wink-)
heh. both of us dint reallie do well for 1st sem, mus buck up tgt! :)

saw fangs, pings & jeremy at mac.
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TOO PINGS!
jia you for supp paper wors. :)

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had nt been mentioning abt my work.
sigh. frankly, i dun like it in this line.
simply HATE all e politics.

its so competitive. there are so many brands & friven (e company im working for) is so small, wit so minimal range. wadsmore they are actually in 'groups'..

for example, if this brand doesnt have wad e customer wants, they wun allow e customer to walk ard n take their own pick. but rather they will intro to e promoter dat they're good with frm another brand. -.-

as many werent in gd terms with e 'kk' "group"..so people kept telling me (-)stuff abt their "kk". but my frens are mostly frm 'kk' ! as in they're ard my age & reallie friendly even thou we're working for diff company.

those aunties told me how this "frens" will backstab me & stuff..but i seriously dun think they will do so.. and they even did help me intro my brand..so..its reallie hard to sae & up to me to decide whos good & whos not..

i dun wante gt involved in this type of stuff.. i will jus accept whoever is nice to me.. i dun wante care wad others sae abt 'others'..

hates hates.
they seriously need to apply some OB concepts here. =x LOL.

anyway, i reallie wante thank my 'kc' frens who makes my job there less boring & more fun. :)
christina, jason, andy (small & big), jun jie, ken, andrew, & 2 more ladies.(4gt their name. =x)


i wanne thank e panjabi security guy who makes my dae todae. hahas. hes ard e same age as me. :) dint noe i gt e charm to attract panjabi guy too. LOL. =p

loves loves.

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however, theres this 怪叔叔。
hes BOTAK, with a levis logo at e back. hahas.. =p

omg. i think hes damn irriating! -screams-
feel like grinding his head. (like wad 蜡笔小新's mum did to him everytime he did smth silly) hahas..

hes damn WEIRD! he will walk past me...den stop right in front of me & stare at me! -.-
and he will talk abt e most RANDOM stuff in e world! and den he will laugh at wad he said himself. WTH. -roll eyes-

lastly, ytd, he, my auntie & my auntie's best fren LECTURED me tgt all at e same time! -ROARS-
e worst is i TOT my auntie best fren is a v.nice person cos my auntie kept praising her.. but however..it turned out other wise! she badmouthed abt me right infront of me & embarassed me in front of dat WEIRD uncle & my auntie..saying im too quiet & nt suitable for tis job. WTH. DAMN! totally 气坏了! and they exchanged dat type of 'she's-incompetent' face. nt onlie dat, she always badmouthed abt my 'kk' frens..seriously, i think all e things dat they critisized me & my frens abt, they simply do it themselves too! so pls i hope people will actually check themselves first b4 telling me wad to do or critisize me! -slaps-

den dat uncle tot hes veri good..he tried to teach me & stuff. PLEASE for goodness sake..i dun need you to teach me how to greet ppl! HELLO, i worked in sentosa in e INFORMATION COUNTER BEFORE LUHS! pls take dun take me for a 3yr old kid! and he can tell me todae," for a start, you shld learn to greet people." -.- and tried to give me those 'wise' & 'good' advice. and he still tot tat i havent sell a thing yet. in fact, i had alr sold 2sets! so i jus nod my head & smile a lil to 甫沿他。in fact i think dat its all RUBBISH dat came out of his mouth.
PLEASE STAY AWAY FRM ME!!! arghhh..
getting on my nerves. 我只是在忍你,千万不要惹到我火山爆发!

hoos..finally i finished ranting. hees. :)

忍!!!!
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Monday, 17 September 2007




hahas..bored is e word. gracechanchan is bored too! hahas..she did those quizes. :)

sigh. its e start of a new week n i aint feeling happie..maybe cos im working e whole week todae. i reallie hope to celebrate my darling yins birthdae, pings birthdae and lastly,e class outing. i hope i can make it man. :(
hmms..went to cuzzie theng's hse. watched 'huan huan ai'. i watched until e 2nd esp and i went to her hse to watch e last esp! LOL. happie ending is all i can sae. :) awww..rainie is so pwetty. *envy*
[ohya, dun ever eat KOREAN RAMIEN frm those foodcourt! esp those operated by CHINA women! they used INSTANT NOODLES! omg! at first i wldnt believe my classmates..but nw i saw it with MY OWN EYES! GOSH! TERRIBLE! & ppl are paying 4bucks for it! -.- faint.]


went to town to buy my black blouse & pants. seriously, i find it ex.. hais..nvm, forget it.




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woohoos. lucinda jus sent us those pics we took during chalet n some of e steamboat pics! here they are..jus wanne share it with u guys. :)


1st dae:
checked in. rested awhile. went out to bedok 85 for dinner. most of us had minced pork noodles. its so special. its soup based. standard. :) can try. had tang yuan too. people, pls dun ever try GINGER soup..take peanut pls.
went to TM checked movie timings. however, we ended up playing in arcade. dint watch movie in e end. went back to chalet.

played dai dee & 21 dian.
desheng is e big winner! he won $8.50 like dat while e rest lost. loll.
went to mac at ard 3plus.
after which we went back chalet to watch VCDs.
rach, hauchi, steven & kc were watching 'Stomp the yard' upstairs.
desheng, me, nich & dianna watched horror movie, "dead silence". its abt those dummy doll who kills. OMG.

rach n i shared a bed. hauchi & kang cheng shared another.
steven slept on e mattress on e floor. LOL.
we slept onlie at ard 6am in e morning.

supposed to go market early in e morning..but i cldnt wake up..i slept till 12 plus e nxt dae. =x


2nd day:
had lunch at downtown east foodcourt.
then went to blade & cycle.
saw my darling GRACE & her bf at aloha loyang chalet! woots. so coincidence! :)

after dat, we went back chalet. some played ps2 while some played daidee.
this time, dianna recieved her results thru sms! OMG. so damn scary. thank god all of us dun have to retake any papers. cheers.
as for me..i shall work harder..and shant cry over spilled milk. :)

finally..its time for BBQ! :)
rach, kang cheng n i helped to start e fire.
e rest were doing e stingray.
soon more n more came n help. :) united we are. hahas.

theres chicken, hotdog, crab meat, stingray n mushroom! we had bbq marshmallows too! :)

our caretaker, mr swelyn lim came too! hees.
met up with grace & her bf later in e night too. :)

am grateful to the guys who cooked for us.

i reallie enjoy myself! e onlie thing is dat nt e whole class was there..alot dint come last min. :(


Sunday, 16 September 2007

Your Nail Polish Color is Magenta

How you're unique: You're confident - and you show everyone the true you

Why your style rocks: You have the attitude to carry the most outrageous outfits off

What this color says about you: "Look at me. I know you want to!"


What Your Pink Outfit Means

Unsurprisingly, you are very sweet and cute.
But you're also a bit of a tease - and not that innocent.
Shy but sexy, you're an alluring mix of contradictions.

Designer match: BCBG

Signature accessory: Tortoise shell sunglasses


Your Glamour Icon Is

Beauty is nothing other than the promise of happiness.


Your Sensitivity Score: 61%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you.
You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down.
But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.


You Are Brownie Batter Ice Cream

You've been known to lick *everything* clean


You Should Get a Rose Tattoo

Sexy and classic
You are pure rock and roll. You party hard. So does your tattoo.


You Are a Lace Bra!

Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine
You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men
Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome
With a softer side that only you can draw out


What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.


You Are 62% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.
Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.


You Are 64% Girly

You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink).
But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross!


Your Beauty Element is Water

Feminine and dreamy, your beauty style is classic and very vintage.
But you never look out of style! You have a way of making classic looks modern again.


Your Fashion Style is Trendy

You love fashion and live to shop
And keeping up with the latest trends is what you love best
You know what's in, out, about to be in, and about to be out
You love to dress your friends and would make a killer celebrity stylist


Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily


Saturday, 15 September 2007


im reallie am glad to noe dat so many are there, so willing to help me. :) it reallie put a smile on my face. simply touched.

thanks to (not in rank) :
- meiyin
thanks for listening to my rubbish & tagging so much, to inform me dat u're there for me & loves me. i love you too darling. will call you soon. :) hmms, i scare i cnt take leave on ur b'dae to peii ni ehs, when u wante meet me? tell me asap okies.

-grace
thanks for meeting me during chalet & e never-boring chats.

-phuaphua (& becca)
thanks for calling me up & making sure im fine. (as well as meeting me todae & chatted.) :)

-lings & dilyse
thanks for tagging & initate to lend me ur lending ears. i reallie appreciate it gurls. :)
shall meet u guys soon!

-rach & winner
thanks for cheering me up and making my worries go away for e time being during class chalet.:)

-shawn
thanks for being there for me ever readily.

-shuting
thanks for all e encouragement & sweet tags of yours. and a random thanks, I PASS ACCOUNTING!!! thanks to u babe! :)

-huachi
thanks for listening to me grumble & all e comments.

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MY DOG GAVE BIRTH TO 5 LIL. PUPPIES YTD!
happie birthdae lil babies.

2males, 3females.

my bebe is so wei da! :) omg. e babies are always sucking her milk! it looks painful..my poor ahbe, she looks so tired. :(


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its my 2nd dae of work todae.

1st dae: my 'auntie' (linda) dint come. i noe NTH! i jus stood there like a dumbass for hrs.
and i jus gt scolded by a senior staff. scolding me why my stocks outside e store blocking e way.. -.- its my 1st dae! how wld i noe! and she jus keep scolding & nagging.. "saying how can u do things like dat?!"

gosh. i tell u i feel like im being scolded for nth. INJUSTICE!

den my auntie came...shes so stressed up too. den she throw her temper on me.. -.- DOTS. wth.
however..until e end of e dae..she got better. we chatted, tgt wif another auntie. overall..they still q.nice luhs.

ohyea, when i was pasteing price tag, a GLASS photo frame dropped frm e displae above me! thank god i was squating dwn & im jus like 10-15cm away frm e fallen frame! so scary! got auntie came and asked for my birth date to buy 4D! DOTS!


2nd dae: my auntie off. alone.
oh my..gt a girl ard my age stole smth frm robinson. if im nt wrg shes a staff there. she was handcuffed, walked past our area..shes totally humiliated..so many heads turned ard to stare at her.. gosh. e feeling must have sucks.
not much ppl here todae. so bored.
worked full shift until 8pm.
went to Plazasing swensens celebrate fren's b'dae. wee..free treat.
then met gracephuaphua & becca! finally! hahas, phuaphua saw my fringe LIVE 4 e first time. her conclusion: egyptian queen. LOL. hahas.
had "strawberry seduction" & carls junior's beef chilli cheese fries! :D we had a great chat.



Thursday, 13 September 2007

im reallie sorry my frens. its another sad post and im not here to be get sympathy frm anyone.

things jus nv seems to get better for me.

you know how much i wish i had a shoulder to cry on now? im nt greedy. im jus asking fer ONE! all i wan is a soul to be totally MINE for jus a few hours..

my life is totally upside down.
what can be worse than getting sick for no reason, vomiting in a MRT, having to wear nothing except BLACK FORMAL dressing for work when you have NONE, getting all Cs & Ds for 1st sem of poly life, a GPA of 1.8, love is leaving you further & further, being utterly disappointed with yourself, one with simply..no life.
all of this things happening all at e same time.

am i reallie thinking too much and worrying for nth?
i feel so helpless. all i wante do is cry my heart out.

why doesnt things go according to plan. im flared up with my life..my fate..my destiny!

just went everyones gone.
the world is quiet. finally.
all i could hear was the ps2 game sound accompanying a helpless soul.
i could no longer hold my tears back after much struggling.
no one could sense my unwillingness, my sadness, my worries, my anguish.no one. not even someone whom i tot who knows me well & understands me.

my vision was blurred..something wet dripped down onto my leg...

before i knew it, i heard voices getting louder & louder..i stood up,left my seat, head bent low, avoiding' ppl's eyes.
i washed my face..and i left with Mr generous.
unwilling to look at anyone straight eye to eye, i took my bag, walked towards e door w/o looking back and walked away as fast as possible.

i couldnt stop.
in Mr generous mum's car, i looked out of e window..
all i could see was bright streetlights, the trees roadside and e dark sky.. i sense nth but loneliness..
once again, my eyes were wet. but i dint allow it to drop..at least not here.
coincidentally, the radio station was playing "big girls dont cry"..

my smile is fake.
my worries were true. so are my fears.
my lonely soul is out.

like what i used to say to becca and phuaphua when they're upset..theres ups & downs in life.. its jus your downs.your ups will come soon after ur downs is over. look forward to your ups, not ur downs.



will it work for me?
i hate life like tis.
沒有希望,就不會失望.


Monday, 10 September 2007

i feel like a machine who had just broken down...

BREAKDOWN.


theres so many things going on in my mind...too much dat i cldnt take it.


why...why everything happened in such a way..


你沒错..是我的错..
对不起.


its jus unfair to you..
you give out so much..and yet..i wasnt as devoted as you.. maybe..we werent meant to be..i dunnoe.

我知道..我什麼都知道..
但是我就是無法答應你.
can we reallie come to a solution?

doubts. doubts. doubts. its wad i have.


besides, theres track and field stuff as well as work. :(
i think im quitting track. yup.
as for work..yi dian guo jiu suan yi dian bahs.

maybe i shld learn to take things easy..


Thursday, 6 September 2007


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Tuesday, 4 September 2007

my love todae. :)
pics taken during teacher's dae! :)
steamboat!

shopping wif lucinda, rachel, nick, desheng and huachi.
went to pennisula shopping centre opp city hall mrt.
omg. almost every shop are selling SKINNY JEANS. and its super duper cheap. $20
but..a few of us tried..we noe why its so cheap...e quality.
it doesnt reallie fits and e material aint good.

proceed to bugis.
i bought my 'anna sui' purse @ $9.90! woohoos. far east is selling at $15 luhs. :) hees
too bad e wallet are sold out. damn.
tot of buying skinnys at bugis. but its damn ex. new future brand. $30. sigh.
saw pearlyn thou. shes working there. still a petite lady.:)
lu bought a dress at $22 onlie! and some tees.

we had steamboat fer dinner. omg. they sure can eat. we ate frm 5 plus all e way to 8 plus. e lady attending e shop was kinda upset cos we ate so long and alot. hahas.. =x oops.
gosh. had been spending so much on FOOD tis few daes. had sakae sushi, den carls jr and nw steamboat. -.- die.

going fer interview tml. WORK WORK FOR MONEY MONEY..and MONEY MONEY TO SHOP! WOOHOOS. nw u see e link? ;)



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& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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