Thursday, 29 April 2010
i finally head back to school on tuesday for the first time ever since FO!
had lunch with Li Juan and pass her my apel 3.
hees, i miss nad’s dad chinese cook food at bizpark! (: then went to collect my graduation attire!
my graduation ceremony falls on the 20th!
i cnt wait! but seems like quite a handful of my friends nt gonna attend!
bah. WHY?!
graduation eh! :(
anw, i encountered quite an embarrassing incident at bizpark!
okay, cause i was a programmer, theres some freshies who recognise me,
but i dont recognise most of them cos theres so many of them!
and so i have a lot of unfamiliar faces smiling back at me.
i thot it will be nice to smile back.
it doesnt hurt right?
so it worked until..
i walked passed this group of peeps and this malay guy smiled and waved to me?
so i thot hes a freshie, and i smiled and waved back.
den suddenly, his surrounding friends were like saying to him, “like wrong person eh.”
den he was confused too.
so he asked me, “u know me?”
in my heart i was like, “okay, shit. im exposed!”
i said,”no i dont.” HAHA
den he asked if i know his brother, arvin or smth?
HAHA, i said no again. cos theres so many arvins!
so it was DAMN AWKWARD. super embarrassing
for BOTH of us.
cos he gotten the wrong person.
and me, happily waved and smiled to someone idk and act as if i know.
ROFL. okay, fine.
probably i ve got a common face. boo!
seriously, i always got texts frm friends asking if im somewhere im not.
cos they saw someone like me?
BAHHH. and i mean HAPPEN ALOT and OFTEN.
._.
oh and irritating li juan was laughing at my uneven skin tone
and stupid tan when she saw me! heh! irritating only.
but im really frustrated with my uneven skin tone ever since camp!
sigh.
CAN ANYONE TELL ME HOW TO GET RID OF IT?!
and i look so dark now! bah.
everyone i met just cnt stop commenting on it. :( OKAYS.
note to self:
I SHALL REFRAIN FROM SUNBATHING FOR THE TIME BEING,
AND START SPAMMING WHITENING PRODUCTS!
recently, many much missed have contacted me and show their concerns for me.
thanks lovelies.
andrew: thanks for the super belated birthday present! love it alot and im wearing it now! (: and pls contact me when u see this! u mia-ed again! :( hope u re doing fine!
laoda: im sorry for leaving you out all this while. just dont feel like burdening u with my stuff. im really fine. (: thanks alot laoda. miss u alot! :(
charmaine hum & jenna ng: i miss both of u loads! even though i dont meet u girls often, u girls are always so sweet and caring!
cuzzie theng: wanne date u out but u re still preparing for ur exams! i know its really hard, hang in there! u re smart and im sure u can do it! jiayou okays and we shall go to club tgt for the first time! hees. cnt wait! (:
and my babes including my scandals, thanks for always being there. no matter its just tags, texts, or fb messages. aint i lucky to have all of u! ♥
and lastly, pictures from picnic at botanic gardens with the few zilra-ians.
my first time at botanic garden thou. :/
but definitely not my last! (:
the food prepared by super girl, rebecca!
everyone loves the macaroni with fruits! (:
the guys hiding themselves frm the sunrays.
and luffy with his laddle. LOL.
thanks luffy for the orange squash! (:
hi everybody,
this is shawn tan.
he and his weapon, volleyball nearly disfigured me.
it hit me right on my face! GOOD JOB SHAWN.
kai wen (:
lobster-like becca.
serena came to join us after that and we went town!
okay, the picnic was a lil fail.
but still we had our lil fun here and there.
(copy and paste frm fb)
luffy and his japanese mat plus the big pail of orange squash we couldnt finish,
power girl becca for her yummy fruits marcoroni, tasteless pasta and potato salad,
shawn for hitting the bloody ball right into my face,
sunny for farting so opening which disgusted shawn. till then!
you too.
much-missed.
Wednesday, 28 April 2010
weet. been trying to spend my days wisely with lovelies everyday before work officially starts! (:
scheduler fully packed!
u know i really hate it when things crashed tgt on e same day?!
and some days are plain empty? :/ humphs.
anw, im not really looking forward to work cos working means
i have to drag myself out of bed,
squeeze into the jam-packed train during peak hour in da mornin,
apparently practically really WORK,
and having to repeat the same mundane routine over and over again.
oh boy.
but i know i got to do it.
for the sake of.. MONEY!
and heehee. to satisfy my lusts!
oh, and did i mentioned my phone DIED on me?
like really DEAD.
it just keep restarting by itself.
dumb dumb me dint cap my bottle tightly
and apparently e water went into my phone.
and TADAH!
good job janice.
heh.
so i thot maybe, its fate for me to change my god-damn lousy phone.
but e thing is momsie just refused to get me a new phone! :(
so now im stuck with a super kuku old model spare phone.
boos.
i cnt wait to lay my hands on the paycheque and get my BB straightaway!
(okay, thinking a bit too far, still ve a long way to go uh.)
BB or nth. okay, i dont mind iphone too. hees. heading to the dentist again tml morning!
im keeping my fingers crossed it wont hurt loads tml.
thru this, i realised e importance existence of teeth to eat! bah!
i can only chew with my front two teeth
(which makes me look like hamster chewing on her food)
and swallow my food with just a few chews.
it feels so terrible not being able to eat the food that u want to! :( then i reminded myself, this is just the start. more to come! ahhhh! but this doesnt stop me from having my favourite
CINNAMON MELTS
from Macs! (: 
(credits http://www.flickr.com/photos/akicq/2998179657/)
aww. my new found love.
a must-try if u have sweet tooth like me! (:
its just so addictive!
and for some reasons, it just makes me
H-A-P-P-Y. oh and surprisingly, theres a lot of sites showing the recipes!
but i think i would rather save the troubles. heehee.
im such a bum i know.
heres one if u re interested in making ur own version of CINNAMONN MELTS!
cinnamon melts recipe
im tired.
goodnight sweets.
shall update more tml!
camwhoring pictures below.
click "x" on top right corner if u dont wanne throw up!
fringe up or fringe down.
i want a different look but everyone prefer fringe down. :/
psst: and im stuck on usher-OMG.
*move to the beat*
i wanne hit the club!!!
anyone?! (:
Monday, 26 April 2010
OMG!
A FREAKING BIG FLYING
COCKROACH
JUST FLEW INTO MY ROOM
ON THE FREAKING 7 STOREY
AT FREAKING 2AM!
*screams, run out of room*
okay, my very heroic mum actually braved herself to kill the freaking roach with newspaper for me!
(:
so i can sleep in peace now!
oh god, it makes me wonder if roaches drink red bull or wad?! why do they even have the energy to fly up SEVEN STOREYS into my bedroom?! red bull gives u wings
Friday, 23 April 2010
seriously, i think im gonna have a hard time sleeping tonight.
got my ass to the dentist this afternoon and i had my very first braces procedure done.
at first i was so elated when the dentist told me i need not extract any teeth YET.
(will decide again another 6mths later)
a sigh of relief!
phew. so he put separators for me, which is in a form of like rubber bands?
8 of it in between different sections of my teeth.
at first i thot it was quite bearable.
just a lil sore and uncomfortable, i told my mum.
and left the clinic happily like WOO, ITS DONE for the day!
it was until when i had my dinner,
i truly understand what my dentist meant by,
you will experience some pain, difficulties biting and eating properly.
ohgod.
not so bad eating up my burger at mos.
fries a lil hard but still managed to eat some.
until..
i had cravings for my favourite bubbletea!
i still happily ordered my peach red tea with PEARLS and COCONUT JELLY.
so much for being a smart aleck.
I TOTALLY REGRETTED.
it was such a pain and chore chewing those pearls and jelly!
i nearly died. cos it made my whole mouth ache so much!
and my poor friends had to endure my grumbles.
:( boos. whats worse is BRUSHING MY TEETH!
it felt like im suffering from tooth decays. TOTAL TOOTH ACHE.
and i actually moaned in agony when im brushing my teeth.
okay. so embarrassing. but reallyyeeee. ITS THAT PAINFUL. and i just went to google: separators are known as spacers,
which helps to create gap in between teeth to fit in tooth brace in between them. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orthodontic_spacer)
and quoting wiki:
If the patient has relatively no space between their molars (or none at all), the spacer may hurt from the irritated nerves in the gum of the mouth.
(yes, the nerves hurt mad hell lot!)
Spacers are usually painful, although pain relievers can alleviate the pain if needed.
and the most true part,
When spacers are first applied, there is little to no pain at all;
but the gum around the tooth often starts to hurt after 24 hours.
(which is like nowwwww!)
Depending on the type, spacers may cause pain while chewing, making certain foods difficult to eat.
BAHHHHH. next appointment,
next wed!
and i was thinking, if this is painful,
when the mental braces is no, isnt it be WORSE?!
sweet dreams or beautiful nightmare?
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
HELLO SWEET PEAS! heh everyones back to school (AND I MISS SCHOOL ALOT! :( but am too lazy to travel all e way down.)
so here i am being a couch potato before work/training starts on the 4th.
cnt wait thou.
cos work means MOOLAHS! (:
and with moolahs, i can go on a shopping spreeee!
woohoo!
im lusting for..
 (via http://ohmissxue.tumblr.com/page/8) 
(via http://s181.photobucket.com/albums/x208/firecrackerxx/?action=view)
camera.
prob canon 500D?
chanel jade/ tiffany blue nailpolish
(viahttp://boygrinder.tumblr.com/page/32) nude matte lipstick highwaist denim shorts many many floral tops and dresses!
hope everyones is enjoying school as much as i DID.
graduation ceremony on 20th!
boohoos.
alrights, time to move my ass and head out for DINNER! 
Saturday, 17 April 2010
i had enuff of your nonsense. stop putting me with guys every time u talk to me.u said jealousy. but thats nt the way to go. i need freaking RESPECT! u re just insulting me and not doing anything to make things better. im so freaking furious and u think its no big deal. i seriously have no idea whats freaking wrong is it of me to go out one on one with my FRIENDS. my FRIENDS. just because they are male? u mean all female and male going out one-on-one is a DATE?all female and male going out one-on-one is an ITEM?and not to mention, im single now. i really dont want to say this, but i really had enuff. what is this? im home rotting away, u assume im out part-tohing. out at jam and hop grinding another guy. oh god. stop it. whos the one in da club now? and i really dont want to hear the reason why u re clubbing. firstly i dont have to know. secondly, it just reminds me of that time when u INITIATED to stop clubbing (i dint say anything, u re the one who came up with the promise) and ha! the very next week, promise broken. which gt me so freaking pissed off. every week go club. friend's bday, okay go loh. next week, friend's going back aust, okay go loh. THEN WADS THE POINT OF MAKING THAT PROMISE IN DA FIRST PLACE?!i rather u dint make that promise cos im fine letting u go clubbing and u jolly well know that. so.. did i say nasty things like, u must be clubbing and picking up some hot girls.. forgetting me, and pick a new target? IS IT FAIR TO ME?!stop saying until like im the one who dui bu qi ni hor!what forget u and pick a new target, do what i want. GROW UP! furious to the max.
as promised, a proper blog post. (: oh god,wad a boring friday.
all i did today is being a BUM. sat in front of the comp,
do the usual stuff, msn, fb, tumblr,
blog-shopped,
hooked on lookbook,
painted my nails
and think the colour sucked but was too lazy to paint it all over again,
edited pictures from camp,
and that pretty sum up my day. boring oh boring. i reckon this will be a long blog post cause i haven't been blogging properly..
tons need to be let out. life seems so fulfilling, yet not really.
sometimes i thot making some decisions will make things better..
but it seem unchanged, or even worse.
why is my life repeating the same shits again and again?!
i really hate this part of me.
why am i so bad at rejection?!
why dont i get this:
acceptance for the moment only made things worse for later.
SUCKS. its like lying to someone.
u have to come up with another lie just to cover up this lie,
and this goes on..
only to get worse when everything gt exposed at the end.
and it goes the same for not wanting to hurt someone..
but ended up hurting him more?
BAHHH. im missing so many people.
cousintheng,winnertay,quekmeiyin,gracechan,zilraminiclique,lings+nut+nad,
andrew,kaichin,xiuzhen,fungyung,fangee and manymore! i hope i will have time to meet u guys like seriously! (:
sometimes i wonder, do u people miss me too? random picture frm sleepover at han's!
his house gt mini sauna! cool or wad! (:
jas so cute, she touching my leg and we looked so happy!
lol! and wad makes the picture look even wrong is
im eating and holding a hotdog.
my fav pic with twinie! (: and im so happy to meet up with my dear sec sch mates ytd!
super random supper date with muchmissed jo, yew kiang, jeremy and reeza!
finally we met up, jo! (:
and it have been years since i last saw jeremy!
and so jeremy drove a passenger van and brought us all the way to airport for popeyes!
just simple chilling out and catching up.
cool cool.
heart supper like this.
and jo, do wad u think is GOOD for YOU.
sometimes u just have to be selfish and think for urself. (:
think for ur happiness okays!
hmm, so i ve been bumping ard for e past few days after FO camp!
but i still managed to get some things done!
went for a 12km run right after 7 days of madness camp.
i think i was crazy luhs.
imagine alr so tired and all,
i still torture myself to a 12km marathon e next morning!
dats because i dint know the running date was right after camp and i have alr paid for it.
my first marathon thou!
so excited!
at first i was so worried i couldnt finish the race!
but im glad i did! hees.
despite nt training, never finish a 12km run non-stop before
plus a tiring 7 days camp beforehand.
so happy when i crossed the finishing line!
whee!
was quite satisfied with my timing too
esp when its my first run. (:
1hr30mins.
the fastest woman was 50plus mins?
so shall train harder next time! 
oh and i finally went to had my x-ray done for my braces!
hees. i seriously cnt wait to have my braces! (:
met up with lil god-bro for catch up after that!
hees, he ve grown up so much!
frm a short and cute lil boy to now a muscular commando!
went to town to catch a movie, dinner at Bobby’s and starbuck-ed.
coincidentally bumped into grace, issac, sabrina, jolene, fion and group at cine!
and sabrina was damn funny.
she told me one freshie thot i was angel? (smth like that)
LOL.
okay, hilarious story.
sometimes i cnt help but think freshies are so cute!
My first time at Bobby’s and i must say the ambience,
steak, service are all thumb-up! (:
the steak is just right, not to soft nor too hard.
super yummy!
and outside the restaurant is like a bar.
pretty romantic too! theres two branches,
one just behind centrepoint
and the other at CHIJMES!  got a blue black out of nowhere after camp and its taking forever to heal! :(
and lasty, i went for an job interview on thurs!
at DOVER ITE.
haha, okay, nt as a teacher, but dont know wad its called either.
picking up calls and explaining to ppl what the courses are?
seems like a pretty easy job. heehee.
and the best part?
the pay!
woot, freaking $8 an hour! the lady called, and say the training will start in May!
cannot wait!
i need MOOLAHS!
anw, its my first time i stepped into a ITE!
omg. damn scary pls.
e moment i got out of the HQ building to have lunch at the canteen,
i got stares like i came frm another planet!
even along the way to the canteen, group of guys were like staring and “li-siao-ing”, whistling and stuff?
zzz.
seriously, the difference between them and poly guys are that THEY DO IT SO OPENLY!
whereas poly guys they stare more discreetly!
so u should know what happened when i stepped into the canteen.
heads turning like dominos.
LOL. i wonder how my days working there will be like. :/ hokays.
thats all!
time to post FO peektures! (:
Thursday, 15 April 2010
its pouring heavily out there.
the deafening thunder and continuous lighting flashing
across my window woke me up from my sleep.
oh rain oh rain
u re such a sensual thing. 
the smell of rain lingers around as it washes the earth..
the sight of rain, like small lines falling continuously from the sky.
i could feel the rain as i reached my hands out of the window..
landing right into my palms.
it feels cold..
now i almost want to taste it. for some reason,
i always feel that rain signify sorrow. i kinda still have the belief that
thunder is the argument between gods in the heaven.
and the rain, is the tears.. silly as it might seems. shall dress up and off the meet my lovely proggers!
promise i will blog more sensible stuff tonight!
hahaha! rmb ur brolly people! (;
dont gt drenched in the rain! with love
Wednesday, 14 April 2010
天天见面就会开心吗？
每天说我爱你就会天长地久吗？
这首歌真的说出我的心声。这也让我想起我们。听着这首歌，我不知不觉地掉下了眼泪。
对不起，我很自私。我不要你那麽爱我！：（
Tuesday, 13 April 2010
Happy our supposing one year anniversary. hope u re enjoying urself there and i just want to say
im sorry. sealed with a kiss.
Sunday, 4 April 2010
okie dokie.
so man utd lost to chelsea!
such a lil disappointed uh.
oh man! ):
okay, i dont really catch soccer, but been really interested about it out of a sudden!
been watching over my man utd! hees.
i so wanne catch the live telecast match! any one?!
i even dont mind the uncle kopitiam style y'know?! i just need the atmosphere! teehee!
okays, anw, just a post before i head for FRESHMAN ORIENTATION CAMP.. later!
day zero starts!
supposed to be 7days, but i think im coming back home on e 3rd day!
my bag is already FULL! can u imagine if i have to pack 7days of clothings?!
i would need a luggage then! haha!
and i dont think i can stand out of home for 7days in SCHOOL.
i bet i will be HOME SICK,
missing my lovely bed tinted with my own smell, the clean and fresh bathroom i ve at home!
seriously, i HATE hate hate hate hate, school's bathroom! HATE IT!
so humid and grrrr.. u know, e moment u come out of e shower, u start sweating alr!
it feels so.. GROSS. :(
not to mention the toliet flooded with.. erm, anything and everything, from..
guys dont wanne know, but. YEAH, PAD, soiled pad somemore! gross right?! hair, rubbish. all sorts! oh god. ur breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper could just come out at e sight of it.
okay, enuff of that.
haha. realised been talking crap.
anw my main point is,
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
really hoping that everything will be smooth sailing and goes according to plan!
and yah, its my LAST FO camp, so i wanne make the best out of it! (:
i wanne enjoy and have fun!
and unavoidable im can feel pressure, and im really 100x worried about my performance! i hope i can be strong and JUST DO IT! gonna do my best! reallye! *fingers crossed* LET THE FUN BEGINS!
something random,
i really dont understand why guys like clubbing so much?!
ha. probably just to hook up girls right?
sometimes im just so sick of hearing cover-ups like,
no luh, just hang out with friends,
no luh, just having fun with friends,
no luh, go there drink only.
seriously, to me, these are just cover-ups.
not pointing finger or targeted at anyone.
just in general.
and a random thot.
cos im a girl, i ve been approached before us well..
so of cos such thots come to me.
probably its true, guys are just built this way.
yet another disappointment.
i think it will take some time before i can start trusting guys who club.
im not going to care anymore.
you guys can do what u want. dont wanne get bothered by it anymore.
you re free to have ur own fun. (:
miss me while u can
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