hmm, those who have alr know from facebook..
regarding my current fb’s status: how does it feel when u have been fishing for 2weeks and when u ve finally caught a super big fish.. u realised u ve forgotten to bring a pail/ tank along to keep the fish. and u ve got no choice but to let it go.. THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL NOW! eff-ing horrible!

many wonder what is it about..

okays, i ve been offered a place in “x” airline.
(and yes, that explains the workshop and all da interviews)
but e result came in a most surprising way that i was caught unprepared.
true enuff i was happy.. but smth else hit me.
i had to start on 5th Apr, which is just a few more DAYS away..
and i have to give them a reply by that noon!

it was so rush!
i have so many CONSIDERATIONS!

-FO camp! if i just go off, it will be so irresponsible of me right? and how abt the months of effort i ve put in? all gone to waste. and i really want to attend this camp! LAST fo camp!

-next was MONEY. the 5k bond. my mum have yet to agree to give me that huge sum of money.

-and finally, is it where i want to be for the next 2 years?!

i was in such huge dilemma i had to call up a few wise people to ask them for help..
i was so close to accepting.. then i decided to reject this opportunity. :(

and they say i probably have to wait for the next batch, which dont know when and depends if theres vacancy. so im taking this risk.
well, at least now everything is back to normal and i have more time to think it thru. (:

but of cos, i feel so wasted. the feeling of it slipping out of my hands just suck to the core! rawrs!
and only 5 of us were chosen out of the 24 people! BAHHHH!

and there goes my two days of gruesome training!

alright, actually the training aint that bad luhs. esp on the 2nd day!
time seemed to pass by faster and things arent as draggy as the first.

like i mentioned, the training have gt absolutely nth to do with what i was gonna do.
but its more of a self reflection workshop. (:
it makes u think more about what u re doing currently thats stopping u from being successful and what u need to change in order to be a step nearer to success.

true enuff. some of the stuff are spot-on for obstructing my way to being successful.

got to change all that! (:

so i would say, its nt a waste of time!
besides, i have met new friends and brought back with me intangible knowledge.

something memorable i ve learnt from this workshop would be:

when u want to pursue your goal, sure enuff u will be met with considerations to stop u from continuing on.

considerations such as not enuff time, no money, no confidence, thinking its impossible, lazy, fear.. the list goes on.
another word, excuses.

think of these considerations as belief and not fact. if u re determined to get to your goals, u will find ways to get pass these considerations. the only thing u ve to face is fear… which is unable to avoid or solve. but like e saying, what doesnt kill u, makes u stronger. so just face these fears and go do it! it doesnt kill u! (:

yupp. so after this, im more determined to go for some stuff im always finding excuses for. probably i should just go for it! (: and give it a shot.
u should too people if u are still not doing anything to reach ur goal! (:

alrights, shall stop all this acting wise shits. :x
hahaha.
and so, i ve been trying to make up for the insufficient rest i ve sacrificed for these!
i actually stayed in my cosy hole for freaking 12hours, waking up only at 3pm! hoho. and now im too lazy to get outa da housee!
another nua day!

so shall upload some peektures ltr! (:

do i look like magician assistant? ;)

on the cab to conrad!

taking tons of pictures after registration.

the pretties. (:

foo fung yong! (:


pretty in pink, fion (:




scandal graciie.(:


much missed johan. (:


my lovely scandal zhen. (:


our table. with zadaz. (:


us, making funny faces before dinner!


rinku freshie, yun loong! (:


sweet odelia.(:

ahphua! (: so dolly!


princessy hui min. (:

gorgeous maybelle.

handsome ethan (:


scandal looking sexy!


dashing badd! (:





jel with kah yuen at e back! (:




charming eric (:


yuen yuen! (:


and my da bian jolene! (:

and we went to rebel/ zirca for after partyyy! (:
we camped outside for damn long and gotten free entryy! hees.





i was mad happy bumping into my seniors! (:
okay, looking fat here! god!


and wesley, hardcore clubber! (:







2 words:
awesome night! (:

ohman, been neglecting this space ever since i messed up my life.
however, things are definitely getting better and slowly falling into place now.

im much more calm and definitely a happier person. :)
oh, and my heart feels a lil lighter too!
so lovelies, dont worry okays. im alright. im coping well.

i wouldnt deny it still hurts and bother me much..
everytime someone mentioned abt u,
i would pretend everything is still the same.
i would fake on a smile just to divert the topic.

u may not know.. last friday was a torturous night for me…
many a time my vision was blurred as tears started welling up my eyes..
i tried so hard to suck it in, put on a brave front and pretend im fine when i know jolly well im not.

sometimes its so hard to face u..
reallye.

and if u re wondering, yes, we ve broken up amicably.
and definitely still re friends.

and i dont owe anyone any explanation except he, himself. and he knows it,
thus i believe theres no need for me to spell it out here. :)
private and confidential.

and so, i have been heading out most of the time,
trying my best to fill my scheduler as full as possible!

i really dread staying home letting my thoughts run wild!
at least when im out with friends, i know they cheer me up while i let my mind off for a lil while and have fun! :)

i know i have the awesome-est peeps ard, RIGHT?! teehees.

and before i continue, its a really long post here!

been out to meet my much-missed friends, great catch ups and htht. :) im love’in it!

heres one of the gatherings:

met up with my mary chia babes! :)
miss u guys many many please!

jenna’s silly post-its and charmaine’s funny bimbotic moments!

introducing jenna ng aka xiao long bao! :)
definitely a fun babe to hang out with!

this is bimbo charmaine.
always bubbly
and happy with her ard! (:

she loves COLOURS and RAINBOW!
and her clothes explains it all. hahas!

coincidentally e 3 of us were wearing GOLD watches!
Gold is the new black!

us!

we had our dinner at this taiwan cuisine restaurant at orchard ion.
bah, dont really like it cos e servings are so freaking SMALL! :(
so not for the BIG eaters!
personally i think its not worth!

after which Shujuan came over after work to join us!
chilled at Orilo (cnt rmb if its spelled like this)
at 313.

juicy office gossips over sweets!

its really a nice place to chill out with friends, or even ur other half!
romanic and quiet ambience!
With great choices of desserts, both alcoholic and non alcoholic beverages
and some snacks to fill ur tum tum!

even thou we will be busy with our own stuff upon graduation,
i believe we will still keep in contact!
loves catch ups like this!
till then! (:

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next was Han's Belated Birdday Gathering
at the LOOF!

was anticipating cos i ve been hearing abt the LOOF
and been wanting t check it out! (:

the name itself sounds cool enuff alr and resembling e name,
the LOOF is located at the ROOF!

and surprisingly, its above SUPPERCLUB!

okay sorry, im prob too slow to realise it.
anw, love the placeeee man!

a simple bar at such a special location and in addition,
a live band.
it feels almost like Timbre.

the b'day boy, super cute makeshift shelter cum menu,
awesome food and great live band. (;

we sat at the outdoor area.
there this special walk down cosy corner!
so wanne book that place the next time im there!

or the air conditioned area behind!
it looks cosy there too! i wouldnt mind!
whats for sure is im gonna head back soon! (:

and we ordered tom yum cocktail for the bday boy!
poor han got to finish up the whole thing!
i tried it, omg, its so spicy and tasted so WEIRD.
as thou u re drinking GREEN CURRY!

but still, hes always so sporting!
well done han!

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aside from these, not forgetting my

but i know its doing shits to my skin! esp my face! bahbahbah! am spamming loadsa UV and whitening cream now! Im so contradicting right?!
love to tan but am spamming whitening products after that! hahaha.

Oh! and did i mention i was damn upset over my pimple scar! Ooh-mm-gee.
i really regret squeezing it prematurely and it became a god-damn-scar!
i couldnt stand e sight of it everytime i look into the mirror!
ANYONE KNOWS HOW I CAN GET RID OF IT?!
its freaking ugly and it looks like a mole from farrrrr! :(:(:(
i seriously need to take good care of my face! getting bad to worse! god.
NEED FACIAL SESSION SOON!

that reminds me of the free facial session given by Masego! shall head there asap! :)

most probably after camp!
FRESHMAN ORIENTATION CAMP IS NEARINGG!
omg. time past us by really fast!
i can feel pressureeeeee alr! gosh.

will be in chalet for the next few days! (: keeping my fingers crossed it will be fun and all!
and next up will be Dinner and Dance!
damn, i still havent thot of wad to wear and stuff! OMG. i need SOS!
anyone with NEON stuff to rent out?!

PLEASE HELPPP! i need ideas too!
i prob wont be spending money on getting another NEON dress.
any idea what else i can wear that is NEON?!

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♥ DUA LOVE

loved-cuzzie.
♥ shuting
♥ serene biao jie

loved-canberrians.
♥ MEIYIN
♥ GRACE laopo
♥ jialong bro
♥ Suling dear
♥ jolyn nu er
♥ syafiq
♥ dilyse

loved-TP

♥ natalie
♥ cheryl
♥ janice phua
♥ fiona
♥ terry
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♥ rayan
♥ maggie
♥ bing cheng

loved zilra.
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♥ scandal rebecca
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♥ twin serena
♥ fung yung
♥ yuen yuen
♥ zilra
♥ weng hao
♥ luffy
♥ johan
♥ sylvia
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♥ chang yong
♥ amanda

loved classmates.
♥ my utmost love winner
♥ jialing
♥ eva
♥ audrey
♥ dianna
♥ zhining
♥ shuan
♥ lulu
♥ jap cds sean

loved VENOS.
♥ venos
♥ dancing queen apple
♥ fion
♥ jolene
♥ rayna
♥ jel
♥ pam x2 dora the explorer
♥ sinyan
♥ geraldine
♥ maybelle

freshies.
♥ sinhui jellyfish
♥ crazy but fun branda
♥ fruit basket cherry
♥ pretty brandon
♥ sweetie lya
♥ pretty melissa
♥ sky
♥ gareth
♥ larry the golden hair dude

loved RINKU.
♥ RINKU
♥ brendon
♥ damian
♥ dolyce
♥ glenn
♥ jeremy
♥ morgan

loved rinku freshies.
♥ caiyan
♥ ivan
♥ junior
♥ janice
♥ vanessa

loved trackmates.
♥ tp track official blog
♥ fangee
♥ adriel
♥ alison
♥ yi ning
♥ radhiyah

others that i also love.
♥ belinda
♥ michelle
♥ yewleong
♥ BSC
♥ wensheng
♥ pearlyn

boredom drives me to:
♥ xiaxue
♥ 98.7fm
♥ imeem
♥ serene biao jie's work
♥ liebemarlene vintage
♥ online shopping!



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