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Sunday, 27 December 2009Too often, we lose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch-slap the motherfucker upside the head... quoted mark. thanks to u. it made me wonder and make my life a tad more miserable. but its not gonna last. just TODAY. u sucker! for all u know, ethan may not choose u even thou hes nt with me.. which is not quite going to happen now. so.. keep dreaming bitch! i ve got e real thing, while u can only have the blown up doll. Saturday, 26 December 2009 Edited:
and u know when u re feeling down, u feel that u look awful, ur confidence level just dropped to point zero.
not forgetting to pamper me to a manicure!:D THANK YOU BF!
next was super great meet ups with my favourites! Scandal Zhen for shopping and dinner! :) i cnt get enough of her! shes mega love.
up next is Chang yong’s and Scand Zhen’s birthdayyyys next week and then bf’s on Jan! :D i cnt waittt.. but i need loads of moolahhs! :( p.s.: im missing alot of people.. so so much..
Monday, 21 December 2009
proggers are mega ❤! thank you guys for the awesome 4 days! my last otc is definitely a special one for me. but im glad after the 4 days, i didnt. 
     
   once again, thank you proggers! special thanks to: the rest of the proggers, u guys are greattttttt too!   Monday, 14 December 2009  omgomg!its tml!!! DAY ZERO! HERE WE GO OTC! :D hopefully everything go on smoothly and no hiccups pls! *fingers crossed* im done packing my bag. gosh. its freaking huge and i havent squeeze EVERYTHING in yet! boy oh boy. guess i will give sleeping bag a miss? :/ and i could imagine myself looking oh-so-kidish with my rip curl backpack! ._. HAHAHA..nice. gentle reminder to myself: JANICE HUAY, YOU NEED TO SPEAK LOUDER!!! WOOT! programmers, lets do a good job! and my fellow lovelies who are GLs, JIAYOU TOO! im so eggcited! are u? Wednesday, 9 December 2009 for some reason, i feel so down tonight.. u know, sometimes u feel so lonely and upset for no apparent reason? u just feel everything isnt on the right track? everythings in a mess and my mind is flooded. i just dont feel happy.. i may not appear very affected in front of my friends.. cos i dont want to make my day so hard to get by. nor bring the bad aura to them.. but when e night comes along and when im alone, my fears and troubles start coming out to haunt me.. --------------------------- anw, been trying hard t make myself better tonight. saw this few quotes on my fav collegehumor categories that make me smile a lil. its so silly but yet never fail to make me smile. hope this cheer u up a lil too if u are feeling down like me. (: Dating, its complicated. My girlfriend and I were watching a college basketball game a few weeks ago. The announcer says "there are 2 minutes left in the first half." My girlfriend turns to me and asks "How many halves are there in a college basketball game?" She is no longer my girlfriend. -James, PA After I popped the question, my fiancé said two things: "Yes!" and "Now, I need to change my Facebook status!" -Dan, Cleveland State My friend matt was worried that he got his girlfriend pregnant and called me to ask what kind of pregnancy test they should get, when I came over to their apartment I saw her w/ the pregnancy test under her tongue like a thermometer as matt watched... -E.C Senior year of high school I dated this girl for about a year, and every weekend we got hot and heavy in her basement (you can interpret that one either way). Things in the relationship were starting to fall apart - and I got accepted into a far-away university so the whole thing was doomed anyway. I managed to make things worse: the last night we had sex, I was 'servicing' her and when I pulled up, my face was covered in blood. She screamed and rushed for tampons - I started to convulse violently. We eventually figured out that it was my nose that was bleeding... she dumped me a week later. -Andrew, McGill University and for ethan: I had to spend over an hour getting my girlfriend to stop being mad at me over something I had done in a dream she had. -Dan (http://www.collegehumor.com/tag:dating-its-complicated/articles) Parents Just Dont Understand. My dad asked me to make a CD mix for him to listen to on his way to Vegas. He only wanted the song "Viva Las Vegas" on it, but he wanted it on every track so he could keep listening to it. I tried to explain that it would just replay, but he said that putting only one track on the disc would be a waste. Will Broer My dad overheard me and my friends talking about how awesome youtube is. He tried searching for "Youtube Season 1" on DVD. Benny L My mom still doesn't get the idea of an iPod and calls it a "Walkman Touch." Charles Simms I have had to explain to my mother several times that just because something is loud does not make it "surround sound." Taylor Morris, yvcc My mom, after years of refusing to learn how to turn on our TV and surround sound, finally asked me to write everything down for her. I included a step that said, "shake the remote at least 100 times in order to charge." I came home from school several months later and she still hadn't realized that step was a joke. Dave Powell, Louisiana College My mom deletes what people write on her Facebook wall at the end of the day to "make room for more the next day." Lynn Donaldson, University of Texas My mom called me to tell me she liked my Facebook status. Colleen McAuliffe, Georgia Southern University My grandma was telling me to look at a website. When I asked her what it was, she said, "I don't remember what the first part was, but I know it ended in dot com." Thanks gramma. That really narrows it down. Sam Vlcek My dad wears briefs under his boxers. Jay W., Minnesota Once I moved into my new apartment, my mom texted me to ask for the address. I messaged it back with an exclamation mark at the end because I was excited. She answered, "Is the ! part of your zip code?" Jackie S My mom thinks Michael Jackson PERSONALLY updates his Youtube page with videos. She always posted comments like, "Thank you for putting up this video, Michael!". When he passed away and new videos were still being uploaded, it was the biggest mindf*ck to ever occur in her life. My mom sent me the following text message: "Whats the name of the song that goes 'Da da daaah da, da da daaah da, da da daaah dadadadaah!'" Ashley K, EKU sometimes a fake front and smile i all i put up.. Tuesday, 8 December 2009 why do i feel like things are falling apart again just as i was trying hard to piece it back.. sucha mess now. it seems so hard to keep a family tgt. Its not that im trying to defiant. we want to live the kind of life we want to.
Monday, 7 December 2009  i wish i have all the time in e world to do that. im really lethargic. tml gonna be a long day for me. gonna be real busy. in fact, for the whole month. ohgosh. i ve a long day of lessons to start with. then filming for nightwalk video in the night. im seriously worried and scared. im worried im nt up to expectation. im worried i dint do a great job. im worried.. i will fail. ohwells. god bless me. Friday, 4 December 2009
Wednesday, 2 December 2009 yesterday seems like the hardest night to get by.. it felt worse than a hangover. insomnia and tears were my new found friends. it have been a long time since i cried like that. hiding under the quilt, crying my heart out. Pillow was drowned with sorrowful tears. the heart aches like no tomorrow. i kept reading those messages.. every word pricked my heart. it hurts mad bad. my tears kept rolling down my cheeks. idk why im so emotional.. i teared at every single thing.. even when friends asked me to cheer up, i also cry. all i do is cry. :( i woke up with eyes so swollen and puffy. i just wanne hide at home and have some time alone. im nt feeling well. im not trying to be pitiful here. and i dont need to. just emotionally unwell. im grateful to those who stand by me. aptg, hc, zz. people told me the sun will come out after the rain. im still awaiting for my summer.  thats all i have to say. till this time u still think u re right and dare to post out those things.. u wont want me to start the war here. i daresay, 80% of what u post is CRAP! its just WHAT YOU THINK, and not FACT of WHAT IS REALLY HAPPENING! for every sentence u post, i could retaliate. how true can what u say be? i ve stop trying to explain things cos u re so hard to talk things to! you re suffering from inability to UNDERSTANDING WORDS. i have long given up trying to explain. THOSE FUCKING WORDS DONT GO TO YOUR BRAIN! you just WONT LISTEN! by e time u understand, im already in heaven. so GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK! i ve a choice of running away from this mess and let it rest or start fighting for my stand. |
LA BAMBINA
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