deep within me
maybe its love
Monday, 28 September 2009

im freaking drained.
my feet is still aching and it smells!
:( gosh.
air it baby.

im done with roadshows!
there goes my 2weeks.

iluma and ngee ann one are boring to the max.
but iluma better.
got aircon and “entertainment”.

we are there for 3 days? and we calculated a total of NINE people banging into the glass panel just beside the main door entrance!
LOL!
can u believe it?!

a few deep impression ones:


first day, a lady banged into it and left her lipstick mark on it.
she banged and walked away swiftly.
damn funny. so pai seh pls.

second day, not funny, an old lady banged into it and fell flat onto the ground!
heh. damn bad.
we complained to the management and they said they are “aware” and “doing smth”.

i also tried stopping an old lady, but ended up laughing nonstop.
i just push her away and laughed,
she was like what-the-hell-you-doing.
LOL.
then i just point to the glass panel, *still laughing*
she then laughed and thank me.

HEE.i saved a life.

third day, damn serious, a guy banged into it and he BLED!

goshhhhh..

was really furious!
how many days alr and nth is done!
is putting up a notice/ sticking a paper there so hard?!

we complained again.
we couldnt take it anymore,
we just pasted 3 lil yellow post-it on it.

HAHAHA. :D

okay, shant laugh anymore.
later karma. :X


im back to main office tml!!!

actually im used to working roadshow alr.
the people and all.
so im nt really looking forward to it.


in fact, im scared.
im stressed up man.
manager wants us to continue on our proj.
DOH!

sigh.



and the best part is i ve to work 10 days straight!
my next off day is SATURDAYYY~!
try telling me how great it is to work non stop for ten days!
how saddd!

URGHHH~!

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i dont understand
you are just contradicting yourself!

WADEVER!
!

oh ya?

fuck you!
!


Friday, 25 September 2009

work is BORINGGGGG at ngee ann cityy.
BOO.
its even worse than jurong point can.
tsktsk.

theres hardly anyone walking into/around the tent!
everyone is just walking past it!

每天拍苍蝇咯.

and seriously, working in town isnt a good thing man.
it gets me so brandlicious!
every time i turn around, theres someone carrying either LV, Gucci or Burberry!
AHHHH~! I want one toooo~!
ha! slowly wait.
:(

baby came over to find me with his banana cake!
even thou im nt a fan of banana cake,
baby made it so i must eat it!
it was nice i tell u! :D
good job love!


hahas! had budget dinner again
and we went to catch phobia 2!

i shall praise him for being sweet todayy!
cos he came early to wait for me and bought the tickets beforehand!
:D

heh.
but phobia 2 was quite a disappointment for me. :(
its nt as scary and some stories i find it kinda lame.
more of like karma stories this time?
ya.
the last story was my fav thou.
hahas. pretty funny. The usual 4 dudes in phobia1.



anw, im going over to iluma, bugis tml!
hopefully it will be better there!
heehee.



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Tuesday, 22 September 2009

been feeling a lil emotional today. :(
maybe its the rain. maybe its just me.

hopefully my emotional hormones will go away from me.
and the sun will inject some happy hormones into me!

had budget dinner with bf
and we caught the ugly truth.
thumb up.
rather sexual too. :x
i think the doc looks cute nd his bod is HOT HOT HOT.
hahas.
on e other hand, bf cnt stop WOAH-ing at the producer.
LOL.

anw, the roadshow at jurong point is finally over. :D
yay.
get to enjoy my well-deserved 2 days break.

the last week was definitely a tough week.
roadshow isnt as easy as it seems.
but im glad we pulled it thru.

met new people, new friends
and i learnt many things.

on the last day,
i was even treated to YAMI YOGHURT by in-charge! :D yay.
and some god-knows-who jewellery manager wants to know me.
LOL.
._.


met b.ethan after work!
finally after 4 days of work there he came to look for me. :)
dint start off very well.. :/
but thank god everything slowly fall into place.

we went all e way to haji for sheesha!
tried a new shop since e one we went e other time was closed.

sheesha, crazily took pictures, played super retarded games on his bro’s itouch and random chats pretty sum up our night. :)

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and some of my favorite individual shots!

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i like! :)



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Monday, 21 September 2009

just a lil rant before i hit the bed.
RAHHHHHH~!

one of my worst cab experience ever.
NIGHTMARE.

seriously, its nerve wrecking.
i was panic-stricken.
nd i swear my heart couldnt take a second time.
once is enough.

now i have phobia of cabbing. :/

heres my experience SIMPLIFIED:

imagine urself with no cash left,
your card couldnt get accessed to even after countless tries,
having the uncle drive u out to the atm machine,
only to get denied again.
having to return to the cab empty handed.
unable to give an explanation to it.


its damn sucky to face all these shits.
all the embarrassments, the panics, the fear of not being able to pay up.

sucks
sucks
sucks
sucks


i still havent get over this fearful incident.

im gonna have nightmare tonight. :(

many "what-if" running thru my mind.








Sunday, 20 September 2009

edited:

this time of the month again.
sigh. feeling so bloated.
cramps and all. :(

the worse part is having to stand e whole day at roadshow.
im really tired.

but im fortunate to have people coming down to visit me!
first day i have panda jason,
second day scand becca came to find me after her work and she bought me a cake!
today i have mummy and daddy coming down to find me. :)
and supposedly b.ethan for dinner after work.. but he couldnt make it in e end.
met up with cussie and her bf instead. :)


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chilled over at starbucks.

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left over roses from work. :)

i love days like dat!
it just makes me look forward to the end of the day! :D

thanks loves.

and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST YINS!
my forever favourite quek quek! :D
even thou i cnt be with u,
i still think of the times we shared!
loves.

im contradicting myself.



Thursday, 17 September 2009

yays.
completed my reflections for logbook!

woowhhee.

IM OFF TML!
how does dat sound?!


simply awesome please!

but guess wad?

my weekends are brunt!
SO SADD can.
grr..

we were informed super last min we had to help out at roadshow!
was attached to the roadshow at Jurong Point!

people come support me ok!
pull people above 21 along
and help me fill a short survey form!
andand they are having promo for first time MARY CHIA customers!
$38* for the trial treatment!
come on down on fri, sat, sun okayy! :D


anw, time past by really slowly at first.
but things start to pick up in the evening.
hopefully we will do better when we are back on fri!

again, it was depressing luhs.
keep getting rejected. :( heh.
once a lady even shoo-ed me away with her
NEWSPAPER before i could complete my sentence!
so rude!
*pout*
but sure it was a hilarious sight.
HAHAHA.

oh and there are alot of ang mohs at jurong point!
me and jenna were ogling at them! esp jenna, who melt at e sight of them. HAHAS.

alright.. my feet is aching so badly now. :(
heh.
shall turn in after tis!

im meeting baby ethan tml!
ohyeah! :D
miss him loads!
i need my work reliever!

and heres the pictures from outing with becca, serena and cy weeks back!

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"forget about your boyfriend
and meet me at the hotel room
you can bring your girlfriends
and meet me at the hotel room"
keeps me shaking at work!





Tuesday, 15 September 2009

dont know what you got till its gone

for once i felt so ashamed to face you..
what was i thinking man.
:(:(:(

but im glad u forgive me even so.

that instant, i thot…

it just felt like standing on the tip of the cliff with one foot out.
i felt a sense of relief when a pair of hands reached out to u and pulled u back
saying, i still love u at the end of the day.

my heartache.
i know yours too.

my tears just flow like free
but its all isnt just crocodile tears.
i know i cnt lose you.

i love you.


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i wish i could cling on to u like this
can i?



Saturday, 12 September 2009

i woke up this morning with just this one thing in my head,

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAYYY!

TGIF yo! :D

i ve been a really good girl for being early/punctual for work!

:D

*a pat for myself*

heh, shant get too happy yet.
its just merely the start!
gotta keep up the goode work! yeah man! :D

nth much for work today.
more of like gossiping and all.
i ve great chicks to keep me company and entertained.
jenna, charmaine and step. :)

anw, i wouldnt say much abt the work or abt my workplace in case someone impt reads this space,
even thou i doubted it.
but its always better to be safe than sorry right. :)
dont wanne get into trouble.

so ask me VERBALLY. hiakhiakhiakhiak.
i have got loads to shareeee.. *wink wink*

felt really awesome its the weekend you know!
i felt FREE. :D

went off to be MUMMY’S GIRL!
pepperlunch for dinner and shopping thereafter!
wooyeahh!

i gave up! i wore pointy heels for like 3 days and my toes were cramped,
aching badly and blisters forming at e back and sides of my feet! :(:(:(
oh geez.

i gave up! im so gonna wear PUMPS on MONDAYYYY!
was super elated mummy bought this pair of grey pumps for me to wear to work!
yays!

then we went shopping for cuzzy’s bday present!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PRETTY CUZZIE!
LOVE U TONS! :D

welcome to adulthood!

and for entertainment purpose,
heres a classic photo of us:
so cute rightt! HAHAS!

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(lol! dont luff at my kuku hair and pose pls!
its my signature pose when i was young ok! my mum taught me one!
but i admit i was a vain pot since young! hoho. :)
and she gt this "im tyra banks, a super model" face/pose. HAHAS! )

those were the times!
cnt wait to see her tml at her pardee!
she gonna be so stunning im sure! :)


but i was so damn disappointed!!!
REALLYY EHHH~!
sigh.
incompetence luhss!
i was hoping it would be in time for tml, but..
its nt here yettttt!

SUCKS!
it have been weeks, fine, one week.
but still.. grrrrr.
cnt wait to lay my hands on it!


Please, Please Mister Postman
Why's it takin' such a long time
Oh yeahh



Wednesday, 9 September 2009

one word, jaded.

its just e first day of work
and yet we were expected to do smth we dint expect.

brainstorm for ideas at 9am-2pm.
(but we went brain dead by 11 plus.)

WHAT DID I LEARN IN MARKETING!?
WHERE ARE MY MARKETING STUFF!?

somewhere rotting inside, time to vomit it out man!

draft proposal for supervisor.
approved, carried on to do the real thing.
we actually had to call up the companies we suggested
and asked them to sponsor us!
OMG.

all to be done by friday.

its like event mgt proj.
but its much worse.
imagine with only 2 person,
3 days and real companies!
gosh.

wish us luck.
:)


im so drained, im retiring for e day NOW!
and to make things worse,
its bloody far frm my place! BOOS!


ps: thanks sweetie pies for msging me luck for SIP!
scand zhen, scand becca, scand phua, jialing, hazel, nad, winner love, fung yung.
and baby ethan for the super yummy and fulfilling dinner and my fav jello beans!




time to put on my thinking cap





Tuesday, 8 September 2009

ITS TML!
omgomgomg.
i have this pre-sip panic syndrome!


some overdue pictures before i head to bed.

astons with B.ethan.
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that hungry pig finish his meal even before i finish half of mine. LOL.

and kbox with my girls!
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went to surprise birthday girl at her house today!
it was such a thrill! hahas.
i thot it would be q.disastrous since many things dint manage to go according to plan.
but phew, it was still a success!

sorry babe couldnt celebrate with u today!
shall celebrate a belated one with ya okay! :D
and you look pretty today!


alright, to bed now!

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wow!

words twisted.
its as if u were telling a new story.

i told myself, let it be.
too tired to change wad u were thinking.
u can choose to think wad u want.
i just want to put a stop to all this mess.
:)

was really reluctant to crawl out of my bed this mornin.
head to school uber early for sip launch.
one part of me was anticipating,
the other of me was jittery. :/

we were held in suspense.
and it was only after the briefing, were we told where we were attached to.

and.. omg.
i was in shock. i just kept saying, “OKOK” *nod* when my LO talked to me.

i was attached to Mary Chia beauty and slimming centre?
LOL.

nice.
totally no link.

idk why i have this bad feeling. :/ heh.
shall cross my fingers when i report for work on wed!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SEXYAYE,
TEO JIALING!

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psst: will u donate some boobies to me!
hahas. kidding. :)



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this mess.



Sunday, 6 September 2009

I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS! I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS! I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS! I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS! I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS! I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS! I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS! I HATE WEEKENDS LIKE THIS!

seriously.

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plans cancelled.
happiness delayed.



Saturday, 5 September 2009

weee.
just gt back home from date with boyf. :)
had dinner at usual HK cafe.

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theres still some time left before our movie starts at 9.45pm,
we went to check out CENTRAL orchard!

we love the outdoor express escalator!
whee~!
damn cool! heehee.
i was excited and all. LOL.
escalator high up into the sky!!!
then bf said wad stairways to heaven. HAHAHAS.
cheap thrill!

oh ya, we saw Dr Martens store here in Central!
OMGG. the boots were damn gorgeous!
*scream like e guy did in Heineken beer ad*

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we practically went gaga over it!
i wish i could own a pair too! but gahhh. forget it.
i doubt i could carry it off well anyway. i dont have the edgyness! :(

DOH!


anw, boyf got his pay todayyy! HOHOHO.
the happy boy bought his Arsenal Jersey at an offer!
and his impromptu Adidas sports shorts.
now i see his pocket burnt! :p


we watched The Proposal!
it was a great movie! :D
love the characters. they were hilarious.
one part i was laughing so badly i could feel the whole chair shaking
and my voice croaking after that. :x

met up with my girls- jialing and hazel in the day. :)
we finally went to k! whoo yea!

back tracking,
supposed to meet winner love and co for lunch
but i coudlnt make it. sorry girls. :/

decided to go over to cussie’s house last min for a tan.
she made really yummy boiled potatoes, carrots and broccoli!
yumms.

the sun was awesome yo!
love it!
i think we sucked up all of the sun’s energy. hahas.
cos the sky was gloomy right after our tanning treat. :)
“swim” a lil before heading to the steam room!

omgg. damn cool! damn cool!
i havent been in one for ages!
we were sweating like mad! LOL.
its good for the skin and burn fats! how great!

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i wanne head down to her house soon again! :D

toodles.
i gotten tons of pictures!
will upload it soon! :D


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good luck for ur match tml baby!
and pls dont learn how to hook up girls!
i might just cut ur b*lls out while u re asleep.
*quoted frm The Proposal*
HAHAHAS.



Wednesday, 2 September 2009

my blog is so wordy now!
seems so boring to read.
*pouts*

im gonna go on a photo chase!

and i think i need to get myself a camera.
i mean im really tired of waiting for ppl to upload and send it to me.

i want the photos badly.
but im too pai seh to ask for it.
besides, i dont want ppl to think im desperate for it
(even thou i really am)
hahas.
lastly, i dont want to keep bothering them.
or cause any unnecessary trouble to them.
so i ended up waiting and waiting.
eventually, it just get forgotten. :(

sigh

so i think the best method is still depending on myself.
i shall get a camera!
okay, but nt so soon luhs.

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that aside, hows everyone’s holiday been?
esp for the year 3s going for sip,
do enjoy and treasure our 1 week break! make it 4 days now. :(
gahhh.

been spending my monday and tuesday with scand zhen. :)
we practically combed through the whole of vivo on tue!
bumped into a few familar faces. :)

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window shopping!
oh and scand had her hair curled for the first time!
someone tried to promote this oh-so-amazing hair curler!


she looked pretty princessy! but she dont like! humphs.
shes straight! im curly! HAHAS.
even thou scand was the model, i was the one going
“ohh.. amazing! I WANT I WANT”

HAHAS!
seems not bad, can curl and straighten!
it doesnt feel dry too!
but i couldnt afford it.

ohwells!

today was a stayed-home day with bf.
THANK YOU SWEET SWEET BOYFRIEND! :D

he knew i was eyeing at this chanel-inspired blazer and bandage wedges for quite some time alr.
and he bought it for me!
heehee. :D


to make things sweeter, silly him opted for meet up instead of mail.
and guess wad?
meet up at JURONG EAST!
so poor bf travelled from Eunos to Jurong East then to Sembawang!
*eye open wide*

i really love it!
thanks B. Ethan! ♥

my first paycheque goes to e CK “tee” i promised u! hees.
and im so happy we have gt e same taste!
JINX.

overdue pictures:

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OHOH!
KORKOR GOT INKED!!!

omggg!!!


he was damn funny. he came into my room
and said, “eh u havent sleep eh?”
me: “havent”
he:*walking around suspiciously behind me*
me: *no reaction*
he: *went out and close the door*
then door opens again,
he: “mei, u want to see smth?”
*before i could even reply..*
he: “SEE! my tattoo.”
OMGGGG!!!

okay, its nth smth big nor nice.
just some thai wordings.

I CNT WAIT TO GET MINE DONEEEE~!

bf is clubbing nw!
and im all envious!
rawr!



Tuesday, 1 September 2009


you know i really wonder, am i being a hypocrite here, in front of u?
i think i really am.
the feeling is so awkward, so wrong and so pretentious.
i wish i can just push u away with all my might.
but i just dont have the heart to hurt u.

maybe when u found out e truth,
it would hurt more.
but i couldnt be bothered alr.
in e mean time, lets just maintain our distance.


alright. alot had happened in the past few days.
good and bad.

bad?
tiff with boyfriend on friday. :(
i was so furious i just stomped off.
and bf still said i was fierce!
*fold arms*
i wasnt! i was furious with him for being so FIERCE at me FIRST!
so scary. fiercer den me loh!


anw original plan ruined.
but due to his determination + soft-heartedness,
and me being soft hearted too,
we managed to salvage the day by meeting up again. :)

ur hugs and kisses have the power of melting the ice in me.

then bf left for popcorn outing and me, out to meet cy and becca.

we roamed around Clarke Quay Central and finally settled for Waraku.
the Q was seriously killing me.
super long.
but i guess its all worth it.
great seat with river view and fabulous food. :)

after dinner, the 3 of us walked ard aimlessly while waiting for serena to come.
i was in a mind of state to hit the club dat night.
but unforunately, plan was cancelled.

:(:(:(

ohwells.
we went to the KTV pub instead.

cranberry vodka, poker cards, dices, 猜拳, sing K. :)
say hooray to great company!

cabbed home and slept till 4pm the next day. LOL.

*pictures uploaded soon*

good?

sunday was Cheryl’s farewell party cum amara gathering! :D

came super late due to family dinner.
happy to see many many people. :)
small talk with scand, then somewhat like china man drinking game with baby,
pictures taking then home sweet home.

short and sweet.

attempted to take e last bus home, but we still failed.
took some random bus to bishan and thank god becca’s dad was nice to send me back home frm there. :)

*pictures uploaded soon*

today camped at scand’s house.
hth talks to empty wads stuck in our heart
and watched “boys over flowers”!


and we were ogling at the blonde F4 guy! HAHAHAS.
the si cao was damn cute too!
her expressions were ultimate.

met bf for movie at town after that. :)
watched final destination 4 in 3D!
omgg. it was damn gruesome!
and its really more thrilling to watch it in 3D!
and i must say, CATHAY 3D glasses are better than GV ones!

we had a lil tiff again, but bf was nice enuff to give in.
its really weird how we can argue out of nth and abruptly,
and next moment, be well again!
LOL.
EVERYTHING SO SUDDEN!
idk to laugh or to cry.

we decided to walk to bugis.
food hunting at iluma, but decided nt to dine there in e end.
window shop ard bugis village b4 heading to KFC for dinner.
and before we bid goodbye, had my fav
AH CHEW DESSERT. :D

met up with sec sch friends at mac back in Sembawang.
pardon me i was alr dead beat. so was kinda dead.
headed home after awhile.
we shall meet up again. a more lively one ya. :D

okay, dint realise i wrote so much alr.
its really a long post. :x

oopsie.

im off to bed!


boyfriend:
i know some of ur friends wouldnt agree u being so nice to me
idk whats their definition of “nice”.
but everyone’s definition of “nice” is different arent they?

If they meant material wise,
i can throw away all the things u bought for me, esp to pamper me.
if it means stop being nice to me.

for i would love u the same even thou it means no gift from u.
for all i need is just ur love, care and concern. Nt those material stuff.

as for personally nice to me,
im the only one who experienced it,
who are they to even comment on it?
its up to me to decide if u re really nice to me right?
and i know deep in my heart if u really did. :)

anw, im really grateful u will assure me like dat today.
i wont 胡思乱想。:)
thanks for giving in and trying to make things right when it doesnt.
just dont be so fierce to me le! HAHA.
loves. ♥

becca:
im really sorry to hear abt the bad news.
i know how much u wanted it.
but its just beyond ur control ya. so dont be upset alr.
maybe its nt meant to be. and think this way,
maybe things will be much better for u to stay here instead of going over.
so be strong and move on babe!
things will be fine. :)



jealousy kills.




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
♥Gemini
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♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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