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Thursday, 30 July 2009
i know i ruin yours. i know i shouldnt be so impulsive i hate the way i am now. ©2008-2009 ~DropDeadPhotographyx
dead and gone. Wednesday, 29 July 2009 just finished watching KUMAR DRAG QUEEN from youtube I LAUGHED TILL I SOUNDED I HAD ASTHMA. aside from that, im DONE with projects nd presentations!
and i gonna head down to sentosa with my girls on thurs! :D
toodles! Tuesday, 28 July 2009 http://sg.video.yahoo.com/watch/5608441/14720203 this video just cheered me up today! :D
and i chanced upon this really awesome website. :) CARDBOARD♥
gloomy day, gloomy mood. Sunday, 26 July 2009 WHEE~! im back from NDP preview 2009!!! :D it was cool shit! hahaha!
slept into the noon and edited CB proj report before rushing out to meet baby e.
anw, back to NDP preview! we were seated at the GREEN sector. manymany jar-pa-lang stuff inside. got eat one, use one and play one! hoho. it was really steaming when we finally settle down at the spectator area! it may be true he couldnt speak good proper english. But at least he brings out the true singaporean style into our BIRTHDAY and hes really entertaining! Personally, i wouldnt mind him! :D besides, i must comment that this year’s parade was rather good. shant go into the performance and stuff. oh ya, and theres this amazingly cute video on “wad i want to be when i grow up” whereby they video some kids talking abt their inspirations.
me to bf: I WANT TO DATE HIM!!! HAHAS! kidding luhs! LOL!!!
pictures will be uploaded soon.
coincidentally bumped into a few familiar faces!
then met sec sch friends to celebrate JEREMY JEE JIA JUN’s birthdayy!
bang! bang! you re dead! Friday, 24 July 2009 first thing first, SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES GARLIC CHILLI IS BACK IN MAC! :D AHHHHHH. loves! :D now roux gonna be the no 1 fan of McDonalds. HAHAS.
had a really weird dream last night. :/
and i bet its one of my worst proj presentation. gahhh.
anyhow, one more proj and two more presentations to go! way to go! :D
some to-dos:
random note: but talking abt malays, im always amazed by how the girls always have the curves even when they re so small sized! i want to know their secret! HAHA! so envious!
thanks for the hotcakes, my hot ba zhang! :D Monday, 20 July 2009 i swear projects are sucha BITCH. been camping in school from day to night for e past few days. imagine having ta-baos for lunches and dinners, butts hurting from the terribly-created benches outside lecture halls, no fan, irritating faggots mosquitoes feeding on our yummy-licious blood and having to face the computer for hours?! RAHHH!!!! not to mention sitting down after eating—causing us to be real fatty boms boms, pimple outbreaks due to STRESS, irregular & unhealthy meals—gastric and diet probs, dull complexion and dark eye circles—insufficient sleep. = super UGLY! eeeks! i couldnt take it anymore! but i still gotta carry on doing Events mgt proj now! URGH.
ps: i snapped my fringe off in an impulse, reason being i was too STRESSED UP in the amidst of doing my proj. :x nvm, groupmates like it thou! HAHAS! trying to console myself uh. shacks, my stomach have been hurting since the journey back home till now and its not getting any better. :(
i want sugar-coated ecstasy to make me HIGH~!
Friday, 17 July 2009 just got home from school not too long ago. this week is hectic and
CRAPPY.
nuff said. it just felt like tape on a rewind mode.
im angry. but i still bother and care abt you.
people told me i neednt do this. people told me i changed because of you. i feel like a bird without wings.
why do u only think about YOURSELF!?
我要的不是物质上的东西, Wednesday, 15 July 2009 why do
tell me am i over reacting? am i too petty to get angry with you? but come to think of it. things arent so simple, or are they? and im just making things complicated? in fact the truth was kinda predicted. but i threw my DOUBTS away, telling myself i got to trust you and believe what you said.
i thot i could hide my feelings. i thot i could appear nonchalant. and i seriously dint want to show it esp at this point of time. TELL ME WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL RIGHT NOW? pretend nth happened and be glad u told me the truth or go ahead and get angry since i ve the right to? TELL ME! i questioned myself, do i not give you enough freedom that u decided to keep it from me? :( so cheated and suffocated. Monday, 13 July 2009 havent been updating this space. :/ busy plus lazy i guess. and i finally get to k! woohoo! been yearning for it since weeks ago! and im so happy with myself. hees. managed to hit high notes and i can zuan yin! :D aside from that, i was damn happy to bump into scand xiu zhen in school so many times this week! and im so missing WINNER LOVE! :( faster get ur phone back to normal! other then that, schools rather boring and another week just passed by in the blink of an eye. :/ not to mention another month. :) HAPPY THIRD MONTH ROUX! :D ♥baby rest well and hope ur fever will be gone when u wake up tml. :) im missing you too. ★ Saturday, 4 July 2009 phew. just finished my super duper uber long blog post on my nineteen birthday! caution: its really image and content heavy! im really considering opening an account in livejournal. much neater and more privacy uh. :/ idk. sigh. i find my blog really messy and unorganised! so many pictures floating here and there. bahh. aye. did my nails! had nude colour for weeks and im so BORED with it! my nails are burning in HOT PINK now! :D hees. anw, am really stressed up with all that projs! grrr.. my scheduler is clogged with nothing but PROJECT MEETING! how sad. crappy. :(:(:( gosh. i seriously cnt wait for this period to be gone! thank goodness baby have been a real sweetie and showering me with TLC. :) i know both of us have our own things to cope with.. but lets promise each other no matter how busy we are, we must squeeze some time out for each other, even for a meal or even a hug aye! :D and i was a lil annoyed by the dude who said im OLD in roux's blog. why cnt ethan like OLDER girls?! whatsmore im only born 7 months before him. not like one year, two years, 6342t17years! and what business is it of yours whether he likes older girls or not? myob. DOH! woman just simply hate the word OLD. say that again and i will flush ur empty head down the toliet bowl. :x hohoho. proj meeting tml at 10am! toodles peeps! :D replies to taggies: jolyn: ohman! so fast?! where are u having ur attachment now?! jj: hahas. thanks alot. :) *blush* but i dint do anything to my brows. its natural. hahas. i dint even shape it nor draw my brows. :) st: i know! lets go clubbing someday ehh! :D and babe, cheer up okay and stop brooding over unimportant stuff. free ur mind and things will naturally work out. :) loves. (: : haha, wao, long tags! woo.. icic. hahas. YAY im friendly! HAHAS. :D heh. nope. alright, shall try it! my locks are really damaged. bah. :( ehh, u went to the website? i think they charge $85 and $65 for diff perms. i cnt rmb which one i did either. :x sorry babe. erm, yeah cos the curls will set in better, as in e curls will last longer and more curly! hahas. seems like my blog has become a beauty blog! :) you could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. Wednesday, 1 July 2009 the long await BIRTHDAY POST is HERE! 5th june:
apple, my dancing queen! :) i was then asked to go out ljs to wait for my surprise! hmm, i was suspicious and i thot maybe they bought me a cake or smth and gonna pop out from somewhere. but hell no. kept waiting and waiting and waiting.. ._. nearly lost my patience and stop anticipating.. and i was engrossed listening to apple recounting her holiday in taiwan.. all until chee seng pulled apple a lil back and smiled wryly and i knew something is fishy behind me! just when i wanted to turn around.. B.ETHAN hugged me from behind! :D ahhh! BIG BIG SURPRISE! i swear this dint occur to me AT ALL! worst still i was messaging him whining all the while! :x i was in a state of shock but really JOLLY! really unexpected and i was in tears of joy! HAHAHA. he came with his popcorn and they bought up a mini “show” for me! so sweet right! heehee. even though its just for awhile, i was overjoyed! its definitely the highlight of dat day! :D sweet! omg. i was RED! teary eyes. :) touched. popcorn! B.ETHAN. heh. then went back to have my ljs. we supposed to catch a movie, but couldnt make it in time. so they decided to go prawning. i dont feel like joining them. so i met up with B.ETHAN instead. it was alr damn late and shops were closed. we headed down to haji lane for sheesha! hohoho. :) great fun and we simply go gaga over the smoke. LOL. doing all kinda funny actions and cam whoring. :D ♥ baby’s company and we simply chit chat non stop and chilled till 3 or 4am before cabbing home! :D roux saved my day! but i still adore amara. :) and special thanks to andy & cheryl. even thou someone ps-ed me last min luhs. hahas.
6th june: (i wasnt told of the itinerary for the day and who is coming. so i was just anticipating and anticipating the whole day! hahas, felt terrible not knowing what are the plans but i guess dats part of SURPRISES! :D) Surprise no 1: despite returning home late the previous night, i was ‘forced’ to give up my precious beauty sleep for the sake of an unexpected guest, REBECCA ANG PEI SHI! okayy, in the amidst of my dream, my dad just shook me up and told me my friend is looking for me. but i was simply too tired, i couldnt be bothered and i thot he would settle it. thus, i went back to sleep. :x minutes later, dad came in AGAIN and said, “your friend wants to pass u present.” ._. i had no choice but to crawl out of bed unwillingly. :/ bahh. frankly, i was cursing and swearing inside..like who in the world pops out early in da morin! and i really HATE to be disturbed when im sleeping! TOTALLY. so naturally my mood was FOUL. :x while changing into a more decent clothe, theres a knock on the door and i thot its daddy again. so i shouted, “ ya okay, wait.” :x and when i open the door.. there is rebecca standing there smiling brightly. but i just showed her a really bothered and tired look. my bad. sorry babe. wrong timing luhs! but thanks for the surprise no. 1 of the day. :D (btw, i havent even wash up!) i slumped back to bed and left her to wander around in my house. :x Surprise no 2: GRACE PHUA PEI YI! she bird bird! she told me she couldnt make it! and there she is! awww. super HAPPY~!
the shop was EMPTY.. and suddenly i saw a super familiar face! JIASHENG! :D omgg. never never expect him to pop up and join us! :D yay.
Surprise no 4: SHUHUI came too! :D more stupid games! super love the letter matching with the category game and UGLY DOLL was madness! :D letter “F” with category “rude word” = FUCK. LOLL. so can u imagine everyone shouting FUCK, CH** BYE, bah bah in minds cafe?! HAHHAS. super vulgar! Surprise no 5: WENG CAME! HAOHAO! :D with his mango mousse cake! and guess wad! its the SAME OLD cake i had last year too! HAHAHAS. Surprise no 6: Surprise no 7: instead of taking the train towards jurong east, we took towards marina bay! and that led to MARINA BARRAGE! okayy. call me noob or suaku, i never been there and i ve always wanted to visit the place! and i was damn EXCITED! then grace and weng entertained me by playing “go, back, jump” and “qing ni gen wo ze yang zuo” AHHHH. i swear im the noob-est of the noob-est! I CNT GET IT RIGHT! not even the TEMPO! :x i bet i dint bring out my brain dat day but who cares! im e birthday girl! HAHHAAS. :D okayy. then yet again, we have to walk all the way in from the bus stop. ._. so inaccessible! and jiasheng was entertaining me with super racist lame jokes. HAHAHAS. and i pratically went NUTS when i finally reached there! pretended to be some cops on some secret mission. LOL. u wont believe that! was asked to keep looking at my left while walking up.. ETHAN GOH PEI CHANG (yes again!!!) showed up with a jumbo ELMO helium balloon! AHMYGOD!
afterwhich, we went home on separate ways! thanks guys! zilra love yo! look how big the balloon is! its still floating in my room now! a lil deflated at e bottom alr. 7th june: supposed to go clubbing! but due to financial crisis, it was put on hold. :/ chilled at northpoint for a lil chit with roux before calling it a day. :)
8th june: met baby in the day before heading to the supermarket for grocery shopping! STEAMBOAT at zhi zhong’s place! :D wee~! su ling, pei yu and janice. :) long-time-no-see reeza ! we imitated “nobody nobody but you” dance moves and “cheng yao”! damn fun! hohoho. the babes! grace chan! misses. su ling darling. peiyu pri sch playmates. :) the dudes. :) everyone. :) then was camwhoring under his blk! hoho. darling jolyn came too! :) sweet. jolyn! :D crazy jumpshots! formal. "nobody" version. free style. cat eyes! :D ♥ thanks canberrians! they are the ones who have seen me grow through the years. :)
13th june: project meeting at eva’s place. :) she cooked spaghetti for us! yum yum. then proceed on to proj. doh! they were really really sweet! i dint expect them to put up a surprise for me! and on a proj day! hahas. :) and i dint noe they baked the cake themselves! it looked so good! and it tasted great too! :D awesomee! big big love to natalie, hazel, jialing and eva! sweet girlfriends! and just when i thot its e end, they popped up another gift. lingerie! hhahas. :)
rushed back home before heading out to meet cousin meng! he wante give me a birthday treat and see roux at the same time! LOL. we had fish and co! :D mine, swordfish. his, fish & chips. our one litre of drinks. hmm, were alil awkward at first cos its their first meeting and i was worried roux couldnt blend in or felt weird. :/ scary. but it all turned out well esp after dinner! cousin drove us to THAT SAME OLD minds cafe! coincidentally.
and with that, it ends all my birthday happenings and celebrations! :D THANK YOU EVERYONE OF YOU WHO ARE PART OF THE PLAN. LOVE LOVE. i enjoyed myself and i hope u had too! ♥♥♥ xoxo.
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LA BAMBINA JANICE HUAY ♥Im just an average girl next door ♥TP is my lovely second home ♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com ♥Gemini ♥19 ♥sports, dance, music, sleeping ♥white&turquoise ♥family&friends ♥animals ♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D flash me a smile my friend and i will flash u mine! :) i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to. & you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :) dancebabydance leave a note
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