deep within me
maybe its love
Monday, 29 June 2009

Just completed my consumer behaviour IJ at snail speed.
simply just took my own sweet time. :/
in fact i couldnt sit still and complete it all at one go. there are so many distractions around and i just cnt get into the right mood.
bah.
and my room looked as if a hurricane just hit Singapore. its giving me a big headache! gotta get organised man.

and im back working at amara again! :) really feels good to be back. missed a lot of things during the time im gone. im glad everything is back to normal again and i was not forgotten. :) but i know deep down inside some things have changed. some internal conflicts, some good changes like office being more organised, new fish tank with ahhuay inside (thanks to laoda, im eat-shit-fish ._. but its very cute okay!), new air con, new lockers,etcs.


not to mention bf working with me ytd.
ive always hate the idea of couple working tgt. umm, still dislike the idea now.
but ya, at some time of the day he still does make me smile. :)

anw, i just browsed through my “my pictures” and realised i ve tons of oh-so-super-overdue pictures!
gosh.

-blogshop pictures yet to get from andy/cheryl
-Birthday posts
(amara+sheesha with roux, mini zilra gang, steamboat @ sophia house, steamboat with sec sch friends, surprise from new bff classmates, mindscafe with cousin)
-prawning with roux
-zoo field trip with bff classmates


replies to tags:

(: : heh. i permed it during april. it wasnt dat lasting for this time. the hair stylist did it very loose this time, so e curls couldnt last. i did it last year's new year and it lasted me for 8mths. :)

hi: erm, i got it thru a blog shop. http://voguefemme.livejournal.com/ :)

becca: heh. yeah. really dread reports. hate this preiod of the year. :( yupp jia you too!

yanyan: heyo! hahas! YES! :D saw u dat dayyy!

ST: hahas. yeahh i know. :) btw, got ur parcel?

clark: sorry abt e typo. changed. :)

jolyn: eeew, u having holidays while i just started school! tsk.


oh ya! and i spotted this really cute cadbury advertisement on the tv todayy!
i swear its freaking cute and idk why i am amused by it! i even smiled to myself while watching it! hahahas.
but frankly, i dont see the link whats e link the eyebrows have with the chocolate. but.. yeah.. CUTE. hahas.




Friday, 26 June 2009

time check: 5.31am
3.5more hours for me to rest before heading to school to hand in my report.

I NEED SHOPPING THERAPY SERIOUSLY!
I NEED SUN TANNING SESSION TO RELIEF STRESS!
I NEED TO CHILL OUT MAN!

cnt wait for tml after proj submission! heehees.

gonna treat myself to a good treat! :D



I SQUEEZED A PIMPLE again!
yikes.

its really depressing to see pimples growing one after another! grrr.
pimples are so so irritating! :(

i bet the deadlines of the 4 individual reports are the main culprits.

im not even half way there for SIT report due 12pm tml!
thats the consequence for procrastinating. blahhh.

im gonna stay up all night.
*stick toothpick in btw my eye*



im suffering from mind blockage by the way.





Tuesday, 23 June 2009

have you ever felt like a piece of your heart is being eaten up?

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eaten alive on the inside.



Sunday, 21 June 2009

im back from sub comm camp and i had enuff of event proj! :/
shall continue tml.
anw sub comm camp was a pretty short one but not bad luhs. met new friends, catch up with old ones. heh, another thing, i felt really OLD in there cos everyone is either year 1 or 2. im like e few year 3s. sigh.

oh ya! my parcel came! im was freaking excited abt it!
i actually rushed down to e letterbox in e morning the moment my parents came back from their trip! and TADAH! there it was! my sexy body con dress! :D hees.

it fits and its gorgeous! thanks cousin theng for doing e transaction for me and gave it to me as my bday gift! woohoo! :D


anyway, i keep dragging and dragging my bday post! :x
it have already been like 2 weeks plus since my bday!
so here it is for the actual day! a pretty long one!


alrightee! lets start off from birthday wishes!

thank you lovelies for texting me! :D hope i dint miss out anyone! (in sequences):
yoke shen, zhizhong, xiuzhen, andy, jolyn, nelson, mybabyethan, morgan, desheng, carrot, michelle, kang cheng, damian, jerry, royston, weng haohao, winnerlove, jason panda,fung yung sky, meng siang,kimberly, ahphuajanice, auntie june, natalie, kun, cousinmeng, wen sheng, fion, ben, jialing, yandi, hazel nut, val, fiona, larry, cheryl.

(i know i miss out some names cos u guys msged to my old no. and i forgot to note down ur names! sorry!)

from msn: eva, yeesin, ginger, clark, mujia, cousintheng, cleon, xueqian, cousinsteward, apple, suling, yanyan, chok and yun loong. :)

not forgetting CALLS from very important people!
scand rebecca was the first to get thru at 11.54am, followed by scand grace at 12 on e dot, then e most unexpected call of all.. MEIYIN! long dist call all the way from orlando, florida!!! omggg. i was damn touched! :D glad to hear from her! and lastly, my poor baby ethan who couldnt get thru at all! hahas. :D

and and special people for dedicating a blog post just for me. baby ethan, grace phua, rebecca and michelle. :)

thank you people for e well wishes! :D

4th june:

baby ethan came over after his paper. he bought a mini cake for me!

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macarons! he bought e strawberry caramel one. nicenice. :) then we slacked till evening before heading to Robertson quay for dinner! he actually made some reservation at a restaurant but he just couldnt tell me what we would be having dat night. we actually cabbed down! ._. nd the cab fare was.. AHEM. *swallow saliva hard*

its located at some hotel and its actually a Japanese restaurant!

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:D theres this pretty nice stairway that led us to e 2nd storey. and wow. the ambience is great. very nice deco as well. :) sakura petals cut-outs all over.

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we had this assorted sashimi which we dont even noe wad it consist of actually. HAHAS. :x tried tuna sashimi for e first time and some 2 other sashimi which we couldnt figure out what it is and i anyhow named it “abalone” and “yu pian” LOL. verdict: salmon is still the best! :D

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then oyster omelette with some savoury sauce. got mushrooms in it too! and roux likes the super big oysters in it.

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my another fav, soft shell crab! quite a big serving. and its heaven! probably the best soft shell crab i ve eaten! :D

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then grilled scallop and prawn wrapped in bacon. okay. this is erm, a lil pathetic uh. just two sticks for like 6bucks? ._. quality janice, QUALITY!

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last up, baby’s fish egg spaghetti. very small serving too.

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okay, the bill was 3 digit. :x yes. swallow saliva again. hahas.

then we strolled to the we called it “funky bridge”. :D hahas.

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(oh i googled it. its called Alkaff Bridge!) u know the place where a lot of local drama were filmed! yesyes. dats the bridge! hahas..

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then went to town to catch monsters vs aliens! :D very nice show! frankly im nt a movie cartoon person. it just doesnt appeal to me. but i must say it just cheer me up! very light hearted and it put all my troubles aside. the characters are uber CUTE luhhs. my fav is B.O.B.! super bimbo! HOHO. i like e part where it tries to hook up with a jelly!!! HAHAS. cute to the max.. :D go watch it peeps if u havent!

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then home sweet home. :)

started present surprise hunting back home. he actually hid 2 presents in my room and he told me when we were out and gave me some clues to find it. e first present was found effortlessly. :) YEAYYY.

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roux damn free uh.. he wrapped it with manymany layers of newspapers, clear sheet, aluminium foil, black plastic bag and finally the present!

its the GREY BANDAGE SKIRT i saw at the flea market outside homeclub! he actually went to search for the blog shop! ohman. thanks baby. :)

next was really hard to find. he gave me e 3 clues but i still got NO CLUE! he had to prompt me step by step slowly. hahas. it slipped out. its a WATCH!

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anw, its close to a watch i wanted some time back! my fav GOLD digital watch except that this have got more functions like storing hp no and calculator! cool! :D yay~!
and baby told me he actually went to LITTLE INDIA to get it! and he is super against hmm.. you know. the SHIT. yeah. hahas. :x

oh! and mummy was veryvery sweettt too! she actually bought strawberry cheesecake from bakerzin!

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yumyum! she actually lighted all e candles and popped into my room! shes very cute! she even off the light herself and started singing happy birthday song for me!

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hahas! touched touched! first time eh! hahas. hmm, its really a pity i dint get to celebrate with birthday with my family this year. dad and bro were working. so only mummy celebrated with me. :/ im still happy luhs. :)

so dats how i spent my birthday!
THANK YOU BABY ETHAN AND DEAREST MUMMY!!!



Saturday, 13 June 2009

here we go again..

me and ethan's language:

把比! box you shirt angry two moon very open heart. shoe shoe you! :D
hohoho.

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♥ ♥ ♥

my new favourite wallpaper on my phone! :D

time flies! it felt like we just celebrated our first month! hees.

love you deep deep like deep fried fritters! HAHAHAS. :D no more deepavali! LOL.

i know we ve been quarrelling for e past few days but i know we will be fine in no time and we know we still love each other tons.
i believe it will strength our relationship after each incident. :) and tell me which couple in love doesnt quarrel?! hahas.

love you baby roux!
we have more months to come!

木啊木啊!



Friday, 12 June 2009

I HAD A BAD DAY.
SUFFERED BAD HEARTACHE.
BOOHOO.

feeling real sucky and all. :/
but i know things will be fine soon. pray hard.


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drown me with liquid gold.



Thursday, 11 June 2009

im back from rinku chalet! mommy actually allowed me to stay overnight! okay, after MUCH persuasion and excuses. :)

finally caught up with scand xiuzhen! met up to chill at bugis starbucks.
usual updates and gossips. hahas. :) window shopped ard.
then while walking over to bugis street, someone tapped my shoulder. i thot its my friend or smth, but we saw an unfamiliar face. she talked with an accent and her first qn was: "singaporean?"

so we thot she was lost. but ended up shes from some modelling agency and she took our contacts. lol. second time got spotted at e exact same spot, but dat was like one year back.
dont expect anything from it thou.

then went to scand house to chill while waiting for bf to end training at 9pm.
bubble tea-ed, cooked pasta, watched saw v. :)

reached sch at 8.45pm. waited alone at e sch bus stop. damn bored. so bored i started spamming his inbox with the no of buses that past by. LOL.
then a random no of vehicles that past by.
here the list:

one 518, three 8, four 15, two 69, three 23, 69 motorcycles, 20 lorries, 98 cars and 54 cabs.
lol. can u see how bored i was?
i think i spammed his hp with abt 20 msges. :D

hoho.

anw e chalet started off quite bad thou. staring into space in e living room and a lil dispute over some redundant stuff.
went to fetch angelia to the chalet. a round of china man. terrible liquor. yikes. but got us all laughing our ass off. :)
so bored dat bf and i played fb spot the difference with angelia before heading to “sleep”.

it was impossible to sleep! bahh. with people coming in and out every 10mins. :/ opening and closing of the door, light shining thru, footsteps, noises.. far too much disturbance. but i guess dats inevitable during chalet. ohwells.
anw, we left ard 7plus in da mornin. headed to bf’s to nap before heading home.

i felt like a walking zombie! eye lids so heavy they felt like hundred tonnes. hair so messy and oily. not forgetting smudged make up. x_x
managed to sleep for another 4 full hours when im back home! and i dint feel like doing anything at all for e rest of e day! :x
cheerios for lazy bum like me! ohyeah.

and im still working on my BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS POSTTTT~! will be up real soon okayy! by this week! hahahas. :)


The sweetest joy, the wildest woe is
love.




Monday, 8 June 2009

IM OFFICIALLY
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ohwells. spending my last TEEN year.

i know my burfday was over for like 3 days?
and i havent been updating!!!
i will be updating one by one in details probably tml? cos im feeling tired alr!
whatsmore i havent get the pictures yet! bahh. I WANT PICTURESSSS~! roarrr.

been f5-ing baby’s blogg every 5mins.. and finally the blog post is UP! :D
HAHAS! the animated seesha pictures just made me go LAUGH OUT LOUD in front of e computer screen in e middle of the night! HAHAHAS. until now, i still cnt help stop laughing whenever i see the pictures! damn retarded please! but i like! :D
thanks baby for everything u had done for e past few days just to make me happy and make sure i enjoy my nineteen birthdayyy~!

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i know i ve repeated this for like 1376530453872times, but i still want to say it again, thanks for putting in so much effort, time and money on me. i really love all the surprises and presents. but most of all..your presence. :) even if u appear without anything, i would be just as happy. and your head dint crack for nth, so did your wallet. HAHAS. :x i dare say without you, my birthday wouldnt be dat great. u made it complete. all in all, DUA BIG DUA BIG XIE XIE NI my roux!

not forgetting my lovelies; FRIENDS! i realised im pretty fortunate to have so many people who rmb my birthday and celebrating it with me. i should be glad nd not grumble about it. :) 知足也是福。thanks to those who rmb my birthday, bought presents for me and celebrated it with me. thank you my lovely friends! specifically to those who celebrated with me, zilra gang: serena, rebecca, grace, shuhui, chang yong, weng and jia sheng, amara peeps: andy, apple, geng yi, yandi, chee seng and ivy, indirectly, popcorn choir!

coming up are sec sch friends, utmost love winner and new bffs hazel, jialing and natalie. :D


im heading off to meet roux in lala land now! bye world!


sidenote: i dint manage to hit e club tonight. :(



Wednesday, 3 June 2009

time check: 10pm

woohoo! two more hours before i turn 19! :D
ohman. cnt believe im another step closer to the digit 2! gosh. 老了老了。

anw, i dont wish for much. just hope that i will be free from troubles, be happy always and so are the people around me! :)
and not forgetting wishes like having more MONEY, getting PRETTIER, SMARTER and SEXIER. HAHHAS! okayy i think dats quite alot hurr.

i cnt wait to celebrate with birthday with my loved ones! :D yayy babyeee.

im finally DONE with mid sem! WOOT! :D
okay. the paper suck terribly!!! killer paper luhs!
i stoned at the FIRST open-end question and i knew at that moment i am in deep shit. 12 marks eh! ._. gone case.
and everyone’s first reaction was *shake-head* when we asked how was the paper. HAHAS!
pls do some moderation!

oh and i cnt stand the weather! god-damn humid and HOT! :(
and its affecting my mood. urgh. terrible terrible.
i got so hot tempered and felt so pek chek ytd due to the hot weather and poor darling got to bear with me. but i guess its not dat bad rightttttt. HAHHAAS. :D i think im still pretty sweeet despite being in a foul mood luhs.
baby still gt one more paper to go! JIA YOU BAHHHH~!

toodles!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF IN ADVANCE!
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i wanne hit the club
and shake it all about. :)



Tuesday, 2 June 2009

im done studying for e dayyy.. heh.

2 more papers to go janice! and YAHOOO~!
*sing happy birthday song for myself* lol.

anw, lets rewind a lil bit,
we went to chompchomp! get to eat my fav bbq stingrayyy! *drools*
oh and he brought me to this dessert shop located at e second storey of some shop house. kinda like e ambience. :) too bad the sofa seats were taken. bahh.

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he ve been coming up with impromptu plans and claimed that its my pre birthday celebration! HAHAS.
thanks love. :D but i dont care! the real day is the most important one and it counts as well! hohoho. evil.

to my silly boy:
baby dont think so much okay. think positively. i guess thats how life works. people come and go. but hes not even gone yet. so treasure e time u spend with him and live no regrets. stay strong my love. he will be fine. i ll be there to **** **** *****. :)

i really like this madness that is going on between us! HAHAHAS.
crazy expressions, ultra stupid actions and hilarious conversations!
for once i would use “it takes two hands to clap” to describe a good thing. :)

WE ARE PLAIN CRANKY COUPLE!
waterfall. keep flowing. keep keep flowing.. LOVE <3.


and not forgetting

BROTHER’S 21ST BIRTHDAY! :D

mum catered some buffet at our place. hmm, one word to describe his birthdayy.. simple.
its definitely not e way i want my 21st bday to be like. hahas. but bro seems fine with it and hes just plain lazy to plan luhs!
but i could see that he was genuinely happy dat day. i bet its his scandal gf. HAHAS. :x


anw, it was draggy. his friends came like 8 plus, 9 when the buffet started at 7.30pm. :/
so cake-cutting session was LATE too. and straight after dat they all went out to race. zzz.
nd did i mention that my study room was filled with like 2 rows of HELMETS?! LOL. yessss.. LOADS OF HELMETS. it looked like some helmet exhibition or smth. lol

let the pictures do e talking:

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his humble cake.

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family portrait :)

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his friends.

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cousins. :)

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omg. my cousin look so much like my bro in this pic!
HAHAS.


dats all!


good luck to those who are still having their papers! mug hard people! :D
lets pardeeeyaeee after thatttt~!!!




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
♥Gemini
♥19
♥sports, dance, music, sleeping
♥white&turquoise
♥family&friends
♥animals
♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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