1. DSLR camera/ polariod camera/ lomo camera

2. studded handbag from charles and keith (an alternative for my chanel bag which i noe neither of us can afford.HAHAS!)

3. blazer

4. bandage dress/ skirt

5. bomber jacket

6. generally..more CLOTHES! more DRESSES!

(credits to LOOKBOOK)

7. Chanel cosmetics

8. turquoise/white/gold coloured accessories!

9. any handmade stuff, i would be as glad!

10. unlimited jellybeans!

♥yippeehippeeyayyy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO COUSIN SERENE ( sorry im a day late!)!!!

there are so many JUNE babies around me!
(3rd june: reuben, 4th june: damian, 8th: amanda, 9th: michelle, 14th: ahwong) ._.

AND KOR KOR IS TURNING 21 THIS SATURDAYYYY~!!!

OO-MM-GEE!!!

im so so broke now.. yet to buy any present for him. :/ bahhh.

anw, back to my bday! hohoho.
want to get me something but have no idea wad?
hint hint. check out my “WISHLIST”! :D

today’s papers looked kinda easy but its not. heh. :/ just hope that i will at least manage a pass.

2 papers DOWN.

EXAMS!

can u feel the anxiety im feeling now!?

missing lecture notes here and there.
and i still have loads to revise!

I NEED MORE TIME!!! ohman.

anw, roux brought me to the flyer todayyy!
was really eggcited abt it! hohoho.

but unfortunately we got scammed by the shutterbus. :/
we thot its a free shutterbus service.however, they actually charge $2 per pax cos its off-peak period. ._.
then we wanted to take pictures in the bus, only to see the red one-bar battery sign flashing across the camera screen. double ._.

and so i went on the singapore flyer for e first time without a digital camera. BAHHH.
anyhow, i still enjoy myself. cos its e company that counts right? and i guess the best memory should be capture deep in my heart and not thru peektures. :)

so dont feel gulity alr my dear roux.
thanks for this pre-bday plan. hahahas.

OHYA.. and ethan goh have fetish for OLD WOMANNN~! HAHHAHAS. so now i see the LINK! :D

last laugh:
when we parted at city hall mrt, i waved to roux when i tapped my card. and i did again when i travelled down e escalator CONFIDENTLY and HAPPILY..
then roux called me and said: i wasnt waving goodbye to you! i wanted to stop u and tell u u got down e wrong side!

._.

so paisehh. but that got me laughing for a few mins. even after i put down the phone. :x

model for a day. :)
helped to model for cheryl’s new blogshop! i know its not a big deal but im so e-c-s-t-a-t-i-c!
i ve always wanted to do some model shoot or smth, but look at me, neither do i have e ultra look nor killer figure, bahh how to be a model? :/

so im super duper uber honored that cheryl asked me to be her model when we met on friday for sheesha after my dinner. :)

andy is the photographer. his skills are great really! he takes really nice pictures and he even intend to set up studio! how cool! so guys, anyone interested to get yourself a photo shoot can ask him. :)

nd im thankful to cheryl for giving me this chance and its really a great experience and its fun working with her nd andy! (oh ya, shes very good at asking ppl how to pose! HAHAS) all the best for your biz aye! 祝你生意旺旺。HAHAS :D

anw, the photo shoot took up a freaking full 4hours? i swear the 3 of us were dead beat after the shoot. bahh. imagine running up and down from 10th floor to 6th floor multi car park after every piece?! not to mention changing in and out of clothes, plus thinking of wad hairstyle, and accessories to go with for every diff piece. lastly, not forgetting the blazing hot sun! *faint*

but we know our efforts were paid off when we reviewed the pictures after dat. pretty nice photos! some were damn unglam and ridiculous, but overall its DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! REALLY! GOOD JOB EVERYONE!

and so. look out for cheryl’s blogshop ya! heres her link. think she havent upload e new pictures yet. but ya, just go take first. :)

http://microaffections.livejournal.com/

and most prob i will choose some nice ones and put up here! :D cnt wait to get those pictures!

oh, not forgetting saturday!
really wanted to go to this flea market at home club. but cousin couldnt make it last min. :( anyway, hope u re feeling better alr! take care babe.
then managed to pull bf out. hohoho. :) he acc-ed me to the flea market at night. but by the time i dont really ve e mood. but we still did anyway. loads of cheap clothing on sales. but none caught my eyes except for this grey bandage skirt. but dont know why dint feel like buying it. ohwells.
chilled by the river :) then headed to subway for my “dinner” before heading home.
thanks baby for the company despite u being busy with work. :) xoxo

and another matter. MY BIRTHDAY IS COMINGGGGGGG.. OMG.
but idk why.. this year i have a bad feeling it will be erm, ‘cold’? idk how to describe this feeling luhs. :( umm, somemore i wont be going to sch on my bday.. wads worse is i dont have this excitement going on in me! ohman. :/ i think i still prefer 18. (points to the right, under my profile: FOREVER 18) hahas. i realised i have been expecting alot for my birthdayS. yes BIRTHDAYSSSS. and often it leads to…DISAPPOINTMENT. (okay except for last year.. surprises>disappointments)

roux bf: and i noe you bf have been very vexed over this. heh, really dont want u to be so vexed over such stuff. its okay. i noe i have been exposing ur plans. :x oops. and been telling loads of negative feelings i have for this year’s bday. but its okayy.. really. i should learn to be more content with wad i have. :) i promise i will be happy with wadever u plan. yeah. :) ♥

alrightee im off to bed. really tired.

facial appointment at 5.30pm tml! :D

and i cnt be late for school tmlll!!!

sign off with a kiss.

edited:

this week damn slack yo! it almost felt like school holiday! :x its field trip week! so no lectures and tutorials for all some subjects! just attended sales mgt tut, apel and managerial accounting tutorials! meaning only attended 5hours of school this week! HAHAS. anyway, we supposed to go to places to research on our projects. but i managed to do ONE only! oopsie.

went to hortpark, alexandra arch and hendersonwave on tuesday with groupmates for special interest tourism! :D it was awesome great kickass fun! hoho.
i ve nv been there before, okay except for hendersonwave, so it was quite an eye-opening experience for me. :) and nonetheless, tiring, sweaty and sticky. with all e heat that is going on now.. gawww. can die of dehydration luhs. :/

hortpark

its more like a kids playground plus loads of PLANTS.
u ll like e place if u like floral and fauna. :)

alexandra arch

scary heights!

not forgetting us attempting jumpshots.

wednesday just go to sch for bloody 2hours. ._. zzz.
den decided to go shopping with jialing while waiting for roux to end.
his stupid course ended at 7 plus 8pm dat day. TSK. but got cream puff and cookies! hoho. :) a treat for waiting so long.

i love the cookies! its so yummy-licious!
then roux wants me to let my mum try.. HAHAS, mummy did and she say NOT BAD EH! hahas. happy right ethan goh?!

oh, no sch on thur. :) yay-ness. roux came over to find me after his class. :)
accompanied me to get my dress altered. then my socks and hairpins.

these few days were filled with loadsa “birding” but its all harmless birding. HAHAS.
damn fun and sweet. lets keep things this way okay love! :D
i love my boyf too. :)

got to go prepare for wedding dinner! peace out! :D

blessed.

oh and supposed to post this up e other day but i forgot to.
saw this from my cousin’s blog and tried it out myself. very accurate!

Name: janice
Date: 5/17/2009
Colorgenics Number: 13456207

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. (yesyes!) Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. (yes! esp MUTUAL TRUST! ) It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will. (hahas, i found ethan goh. :))

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. (damn true! okay, maybe not talented. but im imaginative and VERY SENSITIVE! to people’s words, reactions, etc. it can linger on my mind for DAYS for even a casual remark abt me. and yes, i dont like doing things ALONE!) In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. (yupp!) It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure. (hohoho, yeahh. im a curious cat! and i love trying out new experiences!)

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care. (yes i am. but i usually wont allow my emotions to affect others. as for the back part, hahas, bf! can i release some frustrations on u?! :D )

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. (yeah. spot on! :) and i hate being out casted and i will find ways to join back the others even if it means learning new things.) You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone. (YES! hate restrictions to the MAX. dont like being controlled or being tied down and i need freedom a lot.)

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone. (YEAHHH! since sec sch i hate this e most. indifferences in opinions that cause arguments.BAHHH.)

i dont know but its quite true for me. go try it out yourself! :D
http://goldinuniverse.com/

suffered terrible headache i thot i was going to die. so bad i nearly bang my head against the wall.
tummy ache. vomited twice. had no appetite.

one word: sick

thanks love for coming down to see me all e way frm the east.
*big bear hug*

colour of the day: yellow :)

hello! well, i have been really busy and i was tired out. i know i havent been updating this space. sorry! so here i am with new updates! :) a very long and whiny one too.

first on the list..

my first monthy with baby e!
all i can say is..short and sweet. :) hees.
both of us were up to something but theres LOOPHOLES which we saw thru each other! hohoho. damn funny.
and baby always spoil my plan! eeew. hahas. can u dont be so smart! tsk!

he bluffed me that he needed to help his chef with buying some stuff and had to help him unload it, blah blah. but still i dint noe whats up his sleeve. i thot maybe hes gonna get me flowers or smth, and he used dat to buy some time. den suddenly asked me abt my shoe size. dat was so OBVIOUS baby! HAHAHAHAS. then he told me to meet him at tm. i was there alr den he told me he had to shit! bahh. dat, i really believed him. so i was pratically ROTTING AWAY while waiting for him. FINALLY he called and said hes done. :)

i was busy whining to him how tired i was while waiting for him..until he kept hitting my leg with a bag he was holding in his hand.. and it caught my attention..

OMG! surprise surprise! i was damn eggcited! (bf said i dont look excited at all. BUT I WAS OKAY! maybe i should start attending drama classes! hahahas) FRED PERRY ehhh! my first label. HAHAHAS.

then dinner-ed at pasta mania. where we exposed each other! hahas. im lazy to blog in details about my side. anw, i made him a photo frame with our sweet sweet picture and a scrapbook!

i swear it all dint come easy. killed a lot of brain cells, suffered multiple head cracks and taken a dose of stress-relief pills while in the process of thinking what to do, what to get for bf.

i shant repeat what i want to say since its all in e scrapbook. :) hope u really like it and treasure it well okay! all my love and effort is in it!

moving on..

i really had been a real bad girl this week. :( heh. this is bad bad bad! skipping several lectures and worst nightmare of all.. nearly getting a GPA 1 for one of my subjects! GOSH.

i was in total panic mode. and the only solution is to get a MC to cover for it. needless for me to explain further what i did. hahas. :x first time thou. thanks utmost love for helping me man! if nt i would just die there. :)

oh and realised i havent been to alot of places when i went out with roux on sunday! starting from the singapore iconic flyer, popeyes chicken, great world city, marina barrage, toy museum and okay dats all i can think of now. hahhas. but its quite a list alr right! sigh. am i sua ku or sua ku? :(

but bf is sua ku too. HAHAS. he havent been to starbucks (until i bought him there recently.) and er.. i cnt rmb wad else.. BUT the most funny of all, him asking me how much does that cost in DAISO. *smug*

anw, he bought me to singapore flyer for a tour! :D woo.. indeed i was thrilled! and i kept whining i dint bring my camera along! ohman. wad a waste. my very first visit. :) anyhow,we dint manage to get on the flyer. another day perhaps. we went to say hello to bf’s lovely popcorn jessica at build a bear. then dined at popeyes! whee. loads of drama happened there. HOHOHO. stupid bf trying to act beng. potential actor aye. LOL. studied a lil at mac before heading home. :)

on a side note, i dint noe merlion was really struck by lighting! i thot it was all made up! and bf laughed at me loh. *pouts* ohwells.

met bf after his lesson today. watched “final destination 2” in the library even thou it wasnt wad we supposed to be watching today. sorry love!

oh ya, we did this IBM thingy on his bro’s lappy and it says my normal weight should be 47kg! anything under dat im underweight! HAHAS. meaning bf have to feed me till im 47kg, not 45kg alr! and guess wad, e ideal weight is 50kg! HOHOHO. gg ethan.
i think by e time im 50kg, ur bank will be left with 50cents. hahahs
and guess what! bf gt IDEAL weight yo. my fit ethan. :D

then had dinner opposite school. bf found an uncooked prawn in his fried rice when he had almost 3/4 of it down in his tummy. and guess wad, another new plate of fried rice. HAHAS!

and we figured out in e bus what ETHAN stands for:

E is for e-rritating

T is for terrible

H is for horrible/ horrendous

A is for atrocious

N is for notorious

:D

HA! just kidding baybeh.

ps: jialing! thanks alot for helping me out! i cnt believe how things will be like without u ard dat day! u are a great help! :D thanks babe. i owe u one. and hazel babe, just want to let u noe no matter wad happens theres always ur girl friends ard. we are here for a reason and we are just a call away okay! i noe things are going hire wire and going really really crazy. its really hard on u. be strong darling and dont keep things to yourself aye! *huggs* i will be waiting for ur call!

i came across this song at some random blog and its stuck in my head!
(no special meaning to it. just pure addictive. :))

we have been very vulgar lately hurr. hahas. with your dont fuck with love and fuck you. now its my fucking bf. LOL.

loving you.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all mothers out there! :D

did last min shopping with baby in e afternoon. and bought mummy a skirt-pants for jogging. (shes on diet luhs. :x)

supposed to attend baby’s classmate’s bbq. but couldnt make it due to the fact dat my relatives are coming over to celebrate mothers day. :/
sorry hun.

umm, it was nice to see my cousins once in awhile, even if its just chilling out. :)
steward bro even drove us out to buy ice cream cake for our mums! cool shit. hohoho.

the moms:

da yi, mummy, er yi. :)

with the biggest mum. my granny. :)

and my cousins were telling me how my blog is a kind of entertainment for them. LOL. i was damn honoured. seriously, i thot my blog was rather dull and oh-so-boring and nt much people will read it anyway. hahas. thanks darlings. :)

passed mummy the gift after shes done with the chores. and she was elated, with a “WOW” HAHAS. :)
however she still prefer long pants. bahh. so have to try to change it for her.

come to think of it, i admit i dread mummy’s naggings nd her drastic mood swings. i reckon its her menopause. HAHAS.
anyway, i felt much had changed in the family. be it good or bad.
as both bro and i ve grown up, i realised we seldom have dinner tgt. not to mention go out as a family.
seriously, i miss those times and all e more i treasure e times we had tgt when we did. :)
i ve been out till late very frequently now.. not all bcos i want to spend my time outside all day long but partly bcos theres no one at home! i feel really alone and empty. everytime i had to on the tv in e study even if im in e room, or on my radio in my rm while im in e study.. just to create NOISE. i dint know u actually ve to CREATE noise. bah. its all so quiet and scary. i hate this feeling. :( i rather head out till late with someone. at least im nt ALONE.

sigh.

and somehow even thou all of us are home, dads outside watching tv, moms inside study watching hk drama on e comp, and bro is always out. somehow i feel dat theres this lack of communication. sad dat is.

but i realised as i grow up, i feel the need to appreciate them. daddy for sending me to sch without any grumbles, mummy’s ginseng tea, all these lil gestures. thanks mummy and daddy. :)
nd mummy always complain im nt helping out with e housework, being the culprit of messing up e house, and e list goes on.. i need to change. :)
its time to adjust and behave like a grown up.

besides that, i feel that i communicated more than before with my mum and dad.which im happy about.

really love mom and dad. thank u for all dat u guys had done for me and kor. :)

okay dokey. i have no idea why i ve written so much when all i wante say is i appreciate mummy! LOL.

anyway baby is shaking at st james now! hahahas. bahh. wish i could join him! but apparently not! gawww. i miss him man.

oh and poor baby had a badddd week. hopefully this coming week will be a smoother one for him! shoo away all e bad aura for him. *spray guan yin ma holy water* HAHAHA…
and i cnt wait for tml! cos im studying with baby! :D woohoo.

damn, got bitten by some bugs or smth on e bus e other day and its bloody hell ITCHY!
i hope it will heal soon cos its so irritating and fugly! heh. :( shall visit e doc if it doesnt go away.

im heading off to dreamland. :) sweet dreams peeps.

time check: 2.29am.

just finish doing up my tutorials. *pat pat* :)
m trying to be a goody girl as you can see. hohoho.

im over the gosh-im-oh-so-emo feel now.
gave it a careful thot.
why should i even bother.
shes the past. im the present. and im a present! :D HAHAS.
so, JANICE HUAY, be confident!
you know u are way better. u can do it. :)
i so wanne slap myself now for all that silly thots.

AYE. baby gave me a surprise today!
he actually woke me up damn early and lied to me hes heading back to sleep after waking me up.
but in fact he went to COOK!
HE MADE LUNCH FOR ME!

gahhh.. sweet to the max.
got soup somemore! woosh. :)

my ethan is 进得了厨房出的了天堂的男人。哈哈。
love my lil potential househusband!

i hate myself for letting my insecurities getting hold of me.

why do i even feel inferior 
what is wrong with me seriously
why am i putting myself down

an unexplainable feeling. sucks.

everything negative shall be erased.

gsd bitch.

my weighing machine reads 43.5kg now!
I PUT ON WEIGHTTT~! hahahas

gosh! i ve put on 1.5kg! culprit? my sweet-pamper-me-too-much bf. HAHAS.
the result of treating me good food and making sure i eat well. :D
we always agree to go BUDGET, but we nv seem to be able to control ourselves!
indulgence!
we just cnt resist good food! hahas.
take today for example, we did manage to be BUDGET by eating $1.80 chicken rice for lunch, but dinner was.. erm, a lil overspent? LOL.

then we agreed on eating cup noodles at home, but we ended up in jalan kayu for prata and mee goreng! :D
okay, then our mee goreng (oh and my drinks too!) were polluted by some mega big fly from nowhere. :/
and bf bought me my favourite tau huay for dessert! howsweet. :) got ah-boh-ling somemore. ♥

anyhow, im actually HAPPY that i am putting on some weight! hohoho. one step closer to my ideal weight of 45kg! *nudge bf* 1.5more kg! HAHAHAS

★ ★ ★

alright, it was a long but simple weekend for me. i just practically chill out or rot at home. bah.
spent my labour day with venos gathering at glasshouse; fish and co. im delighted to see the many much-missed faces. esp scandal zhen. really glad to see you babe and a lil catch up here and there. shall talk to u again! :D

oh and apple told me i seemed to have put on weight! (thats e reason why i actually went to weigh myself, and true enuff, I DID!) hahas. and roux said he gonna feed me congee with century egg and stop treating me to good food. LOL. dont care! hahahas
ohyes! one more thing! i got super high over jel’s “WOW” handsign and i started doing it to every statement someone told me. and “LOL” sign. :D

roux bf came over for a teeny lil while too to give me a hug since hes nearby! awww. lovelove.

★ ★ ★

as usual, i slept into the noon on saturday. date with cy, serena, becca nd grace was cancelled. :/
met bf last min to chill at clarke quay.
walking hand in hand along the river, leaning onto each other while snacking on handmade candies on the bridge and talk about anything and everything under the stars are what make me happy. :)
and walking all the way to chinatown in hope of some traditional desserts, but unfortunately it was closed alr.
but i know its not a wasted trip bcos of the quality time we spent tgt and all that “him/bim-botic” moments we had tgt. :)
两辆 and 凉凉. LOL.
thanks baby for all making my heart smile.

and some overdue pictures:

★ ★ ★

i suddenly remember i supposed to WHINE abt what happened this mornin. told gf nad im so gonna blog abt it. BUT forget it. im nt in e mood now. HAHAS. :) shall update again. DAMN SUAY. DAMN SAD. anyhow i shall leave it for another day. :)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN! :D
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ps: some old granny flashes me her old-granny-panties RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME when i was going to tuck the spoon of chicken rice into my mouth. ._. thanks to her. it took me some time before i get back my appetite. zzz. one word: GROSS

tata. im heading off to bed.
nights world

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loved-bf.
♥ DUA LOVE

loved-cuzzie.
♥ shuting
♥ serene biao jie

loved-canberrians.
♥ MEIYIN
♥ GRACE laopo
♥ jialong bro
♥ Suling dear
♥ jolyn nu er
♥ syafiq
♥ dilyse

loved-TP

♥ natalie
♥ cheryl
♥ janice phua
♥ fiona
♥ terry
♥ vanessa
♥ rayan
♥ maggie
♥ bing cheng

loved zilra.
♥ scandal graciie
♥ scandal rebecca
♥ scandal zhen
♥ twin serena
♥ fung yung
♥ yuen yuen
♥ zilra
♥ weng hao
♥ luffy
♥ johan
♥ sylvia
♥ kimberly
♥ chang yong
♥ amanda

loved classmates.
♥ my utmost love winner
♥ jialing
♥ eva
♥ audrey
♥ dianna
♥ zhining
♥ shuan
♥ lulu
♥ jap cds sean

loved VENOS.
♥ venos
♥ dancing queen apple
♥ fion
♥ jolene
♥ rayna
♥ jel
♥ pam x2 dora the explorer
♥ sinyan
♥ geraldine
♥ maybelle

freshies.
♥ sinhui jellyfish
♥ crazy but fun branda
♥ fruit basket cherry
♥ pretty brandon
♥ sweetie lya
♥ pretty melissa
♥ sky
♥ gareth
♥ larry the golden hair dude

loved RINKU.
♥ RINKU
♥ brendon
♥ damian
♥ dolyce
♥ glenn
♥ jeremy
♥ morgan

loved rinku freshies.
♥ caiyan
♥ ivan
♥ junior
♥ janice
♥ vanessa

loved trackmates.
♥ tp track official blog
♥ fangee
♥ adriel
♥ alison
♥ yi ning
♥ radhiyah

others that i also love.
♥ belinda
♥ michelle
♥ yewleong
♥ BSC
♥ wensheng
♥ pearlyn

boredom drives me to:
♥ xiaxue
♥ 98.7fm
♥ imeem
♥ serene biao jie's work
♥ liebemarlene vintage
♥ online shopping!



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