am freaking pissed now. rawr! its so warm and my mum doesnt allow me to on the air con! wth. she kept the controller luhhs. :( humps.

and yeah, i changed my blogskin. but theres something wrong with the picture, so high chances are, i will change it again. big fat thanks to scandal grace. forever helping me with such crap and without complains. :D huggs. nd she have gt such good memory! she still rmb my password and all. HAHAS! i cnt do without you babe! hees. oh, and heart to heart talk with my scandals grace & becca ytd, was love. yupp.

heh. and did i mention how slacky i was this whole week? apparently im still in holiday mood luhh. either skipping lectures or being late for classes. not to mention being broke because i cabbed at least twice just this week! :( and i just cnt help it. i just OVERSLEEP.

this week passed by really fast and here comes the weekend! :) enjoy while you can! and im missing tard who is busy earning money! you are falling sick again. and i dont want tat. pls take good care of yourself! hang in there love!

damn. two ulcers and one HUGE pimple is coming up SOON. yukes.

replies to taggies:

superman:HAHAS. okay! fine. TRANCE. *spell ten times* can? hahas. yeayea, jumpstyle pro hor. xp

becca: =x oops. yeah, my blog is kinda image heavy. yea, think im changing the blogskin again. and i need to talk to u abt ur bday celebration. :)

brandon: yupp. seen people doing crip walk. looks fun too. hahas, must learn to walk before i can run wad. hahas.

graciie: thanks phuaphua. :) hohoho.

scandzhen: yeah! my scand! how is everything man. i miss you too. and fei yong!

pearl: miss u lady. :)

ner: utmost love! yeah, havent been seeing u ard in sch! ohman. hope to see ya on thurs! :D

lya: hey sweetie! hahas, my holiday have been kinda crappy if u read my posts. =x hahas! hope u had a great time!  oh, and wheres my treat hurr. =x jk luhs. see u in sch! :D

meiyin: heh. yeah loh, always dint reply my msg de. sadd. ohya, exams. jiayou kays! and swear u will date me after dat! no more excuses bestfriend! and i totally miss you too! hahas, nahs, wont be partying anytime soon. so dont worry! hees.

rach: auntie rach! hahas. finally met u in sch! :) miss your "nice-ness" hees.

larry: oh! u working in starhub?! reallye? why i dint see you? which branch? hahas. nahs, i only work 2 days. too bad cnt di siao me. wahahas. =x

im so looking forward to SUNDAY!

hello! havent been updating properly for days. anyone miss me? HAHAS. =x

alright. no sch today which was big bright smile for me. :) so the usual janice style; sleep into the noon and headed off to meet my dearest tard! its our 6th month! like Woosh~! teehees. yupp. so we met at jurong mrt. and again, i was late; to be precise, 30mins late! *slap myself* oh, and saw grace laopo on the train!

we went for kbox session! HAHAS. ignore the bad singing, but we still do have fun. right tard?! loll. and tard only knows mostly english songs! so while im singing, he was playing his psp! -.- loll. and the aircon was freezing cold like free like dat. grr. we were shivering like mad inside luhhs. and tard gave me his hoodie despite himself shivering. sweet nia. :) after kbox we had kfc before heading home. sometimes i believe simple is a kind of beautiful too! once again, HAPPY SIX MONTHS TARD.

hmm.. have been thinking of changing my blogskin. im sick of it alr. i guessed its time for a face change! my beloved blog, i shall give u a new face change soon okay. i was looking ard for potential blogskins. again, i was either too fickle minded and couldnt decide on which one to use or am too fussy! ohshit. i ll need more time and u shall stay tune. :) hees.

ohs, and i told u i went to tard's party event a while ago right!? and i was there watching people shuffling and jumpstyle while the deejay played trance. and theres this girl doing jumpstyle which caught my attention (cos she have gt such nice leggs. =x) baha. and besides she was the only girl just then. so i was looking at her and im hooked! so i asked tard ;the jumpstyle pro to teach me! HAHAS. the basic 5 steps jumpstyle. i DID it in just like 2 tries! and next thing i know, im HOOKED! ohman ohman.

then on tuesday night i shown tard and he said i did it correctly and we did it tgt like super fun! wahahas. and he taught me turn 180degree after that. hees. gonna practice that and shall flaunt it the next time i go CLUB again! teehees. gonna learn more and be ai zai! HAHAS. but i still havent get shuffling correctly. hehh.

baha. drop me a kiss taggie, bey bees. :)

ohman. 2 weeks just passed by in a flash. the thot of waking up early and super packed bus rides just turn me off. :(

hate monday morning lessons. *pouts*

dunnoe wads wrong wit me. maybe its my period coming. but. just felt insecure.been thinking alot and was really pessimistic. and whenever it gets into my head, my mood just changed and i just sulk all e way. im reallye sorry for all dat moodswing and stuff. i know i shouldnt be thinking those stuff. thanks tard for enduring all dat. i wanted so much to tell you wads affecting me when im wit u. u asked me wads wrong. its u. but it aint ur fault. its just my mind. its going nuts i think. i dunnoe why im worried u will fall for another girl. but i noe how much u loved me and would never do that. but.. i dunnoe why i just lose my confidence when some pretty babes popped out in front of u. i lost my sense. i lost the sense of security u promised to give.

will i still be the first thing on ur mind when u wake up?

thanks for assuring me time and again.

came home last night like a walking zombie. =x went to dear tard's party event and daddy was super nice (as usual) to fetch me back home after his work. :) whee. so reached home ard 5 plus and slept at 6am! first time stayed out till so late luhs. and was extremely glad mummy actually talked to me nicely thru the phone and allowed me to stay out clubbing till so late! WHEE~! does dat means another step nearer to freedom? hahas! but anyway, reallye glad everything was more or less going on smoothly and aint as crappy as my virgin night. :D

i woke up at 3.30pm and i actually forget i have gt to attend nich freshie's bbq at his place tonight! omg! i lost my mind alr. cui can.thank god scand zhen called and msged me! :D alright, cui janice is going to prepare and head off to nich's bbq! shall update again soon!

after clifton's incident i guess most of us somewhat learnt something from it. was chatting online wif scand zhen ytd and we told each other we love each other. i really wante tell everyone i know I LOVE YOU ! :) we will never know when god might just take away someone so dear to us just like dat. we never will. maybe tard & nel were right. maybe god had everything planned alr. & we know we arent in control. treasure every moment & everyone. for we know we cnt afford to lose anyone we love.

heh. am so rotting at home today. sigh. i actually slpt till 2 plus in the afternoon! such a pig right! hahas. i noe. =x supposed to meet tard. but he gt to go for his event meeting, and so our date was cancelled. then texted bff grace laopo & yins. but grace aint free. yins, dint reply again. :( so apparently, im stuck at home alone, left to rot. had project meeting ytd and it was freaking early! i overslept but thank god dad fetched me to sch. seriously nt in e mood to do project luhs. was tired and all. :( but still we managed to finish wad we are supposed to. and again...2 members were alr missing in e first project meeting. speechless. :(

& as mentioned earlier, tard have a event on this coming friday. im so looking forward to it. but after my virgin night in club, my mum actually locked me out & said no more another time! ah, shit. im worried i really couldnt make it. grr. *finger crossed*

anyway, yeah, talking abt my virgin night! okay, i dunnoe wads wrong. but its definitely a cursed night i felt. a bad bad day after all.

first i felt i was in a 'dressing disaster' (even thou friends assured i wasnt, but i just felt weird). was freaking late meeting alan to pass me my bday gift which was a fish&co meal. just bcos i merely say i gt craving for dat. not forgetting the super nice donuts. thanks alan. :D slacked awhile at starbucks & he told me his colleague passed away and the cremation was that afternoon 3pm! he said he dint wante go cos he just want all e good & happy memorises to stay wif him. i understand. i thot dat was bad enough cos it kinda affected me too to know my friend was upset over his friend's death. not until...(*)

after meeting alan, went to utmost love's place to change into another pair of shoe. then we headed dwn to zouk. cher came too. :) alright. it was damn crowded. mainly cos its ladies night & its holis.

i dunnoe, but felt weird. loads of emotions was going on inside me. saw alot of TP peeps. saw fung yung and that cheered me up a bit. :) queued to get into phuture. but after waiting for some time, the bouncer came around and told us its full. sigh.

no choice but went to zouk for mambo night. after putting our bags at the baggage counter, we cabbed down to Clarke quay Arena for free drinks. =x get to know a few babes, Christine, jade, Amelia and jasmine.

jade, christine, winner, jan, cher, jasmine and amelia.

sexyaye babes. (omg, im freaking red!)

my utmost love. :)

with christine.

the babes.

with love in e toliet. =x

had lychee martini and i swear its much more diluted than the one i had on my bday! roar! oh, & met babe geraldine too! :D after that went back to zouk.

met utmost love colleagues and friends. then tard came. which another disaster struck.. while talking to darling someone behind him just threw up! damn gross luhs. she actually puked on darling's back which his shirt, his hoodie, and my hand kana luhs! wth. we went to wash up, putting freaking lots of soap. but the smell just wouldnt go away! *curse & swear e girl* tard decided to go back home changed before coming back again.

(*)then, i recieved a msg from fung yung saying "clfiton passed away. come outside." i stunt. that moment my world stopped. i tried to keep my cool. thinking it wasnt true, it was a prank i hoped. rushed out. met fung yung and other TP people. fung yung told me he died of exhaustion..in Brunei while serving his NS. i managed to hold it inside until i couldnt anymore. its whirling round and round in my mind.. all of us just weeped outside zouk. everyones mood went low..

until then, we decided we should drink & dance to put dat sad news aside for e moment. i went back zouk with love and co. danced with them. it was great fun. first time see love dancing yo. she can shake! :D and i love the apple shot her boss treat. hahas. then i went back to tard darling. we went to phuture to dance! super crowded luhs. but it was the best thing that happened dat night. thanks tard. :) then we cabbed home tgt straight after nights on.

oh, and a week before went on a newater excursion cos of my elective cds. zzz. totally waste my time. 3 hrs can. and it was super boring.. lalala. expect to see some "sewage" and something..but all i saw was PIPES and animated processes of the whole treatment! roar! but i have good company thanks to alice and nazreen! :D

the entrance.

newater fountain. -.-

nth but pipes.

games exhibition.

our tourguide.

with alice. :)

love this place e most. beautiful coloured lights and what underneath are water..to be specific, newater. ha!

heh. and theres this acne pimple-like stuff on my chest. ahhh. hate it and it just wont go away no matter how much aloe vera gel i applied on it! yucks. looks so awful can! ROAR! hope u guys are having a great holiday and not a crappy holis like mine.

aww.. im so tired. worked on saturday and sunday at tampiness mall giving out flyers and balloons for starhub. managed to bump into a few of my friends while working which are great motivations! :D like whee~! but the weather was sucky and hot like nobody business. *pouts*

had to stand whole day and my feet are aching like mad. & damn blisters are forming. grr.. and i swear giving out flyers aint an easy job as it seems. loads of rejections involved so must be really patient. so the next time i come across people giving out flyers i will take it! =x lol.

some are real nice which smile and take it. some will be nice enough to say thanks when they took it from ur hands. some will be nice enough to say no. some will at least shake their head, or show the 'no' hand sign. BUT some are freaking dao and which i find it real rude. i was just standing in front of u and u pretended im nt even there and just walk across, brushing against e flyer. seriously.. mad like hell. i dun owe u a thing i mind u. or is it such a chore to even put on a smile and shake ur head to reject? and a few which actually pick up e flyer, read, then give it back to me. nice one. Roar!

but all for e sake of $7 an hour! Woot. so far e highest pay i have worked for. :)

ohs, and pumping balloons are fun! hahas! and giving balloons to kids are great love! whee~

alright. & i realised starhub is rich de loh. hiring us part timers at $7 an hour for just giving out flyers and balloons, not forgetting the crew shirt and their flyers are all coloured and in those gross paper luhs! u tell me rich anot? my next target will be working for nokia! cos its $11 an hour and i swear its like damn slack luhs! zzz.

money money money... come come come. :D

r.i.p

the news just struck everyone of us devastated. it came so sudden that i couldnt believe it. why him. we're living in such a cruel world. i kept asking god, why keep taking good people away from us..

youaremissedbyeveryoneofusclifton.

WHOO WHEE~!

i have to shout out loud, "I enjoy my EIGHTEENTH birthday ALOT ALOT!"

seriously, it can be considered as my best birthday ever celebrated. its like ONE WEEK instead of ONE DAY! really a BIG THANK YOU to each of u who celebrated with me, wished me, remembering my birthday, the effort and time to organise something for me, the effort and money to buy or do something for me, really... wadever is it, it really means to me and i really am grateful. a heartfelt THANK YOU to all of u. (: theres even times i nearly tear! cos its so unexpected and never had my birthdays ended up like dat. so all the more i felt touched and i treasure every single moment of it. (:

alright. so start of the week, my dearest cousin theng dated me out for dinner! :D we met at cwp. had "dian xiao er" with her and her mum. my mum joined in later too. i thot it was just a dinner date with her. she was really sweet and came with a present. it was an accessory doll hanger! and its in ballet costume! aww..my lost dream; ballerina. (: thanks sis.

then come tuesday. after my first paper, scandal xiu zhen asked me out! she did a handmade "card" for me. and quote me, nth beats handmade stuff, i guess loads of girls will jolly well agree with me. (: then mr nice fung yung came along too! had lunch at far east plaza. then next thing i know, i was in SHOPPING mood! totally forgotten dat i havent revise for the paper the next day! :x wanted to get the gladiator scandals i've aimed. but ended up the shop was selling at a much higher price, the shop doesnt have my size and it doesnt look good on me either. oh, then acc scand zhen to try a top at max and more. she loved hers & i loved mine & im so going to get it on the next visit. instead, i bought a chiffon tube dress at $28! hees. after shopping, we went home. but before parting, they popped out a max & more bag and i roughly know wads going on. omg. its damn unexpected cos i dint suspect a thing & i did even noe they went to buy e top! they are damn great. :D

thanks FY and scand.

before mignight struck, some birthday messages came thru. (handphone) weeliang wished me at 9.05pm which was damn early. HAHAS. then first was matthew(zilra) at 11.57am, brandon(freshie), desheng(class1B12), jiasheng(zilra), zhen lin(freshie), jolyn(mummy), winner(utmost love) on the dot, Baya(freshie), serena(twin), scand grace, weng hao, lucinda, scand xiu zhen, jolene, kah yuen, scand becca, yong xiang, melissa(freshie), kang cheng, nicholas ckm, kaiwen, chang yong, branda(freshie), dear qing wen, nadia(freshie), rayna, Shaun, mummy, bf mei yin, slyvia, nelson, grace chan laopo, jackson, kimberly, max, jason,bryan, natalie,kun, amanda(freshie), zhining, jialong, larry(zilra), yoke meng(cousin), fang ee, meng siang, larry(venos), qing xiu, valeria, nigel, candy(sentosa), tracy, nicholas(freshie), bryce, eng chun. :D

THANKS EVERYONE. not forgetting those who wished me on msn and friendster! :D

heh. damn sad. on my birthday itself theres a paper. :( boohoos. BUT wad i dint noe was a BIG surprise awaiting for me. my dearest laopo grace msged me and asked if i wante walk to the mrt with her since im going to sch too. but i rejected her cos my dad is driving me to sch. then she told me to wait for her as she have gt smth for me. i was happy! is like havent seen her for ages! and i thot maybe just a bday card. (:

she came up. i opened the door and there she was standing there. then suddenly, POPS OUT my best friend mei yin with an extremely BIG CARD! i was so damn shocked! i never expect yins to come too! is double happiness and the card was an extra surprise! next thing was...THEY STARTED SINGING BIRTHDAY SONG for me right at my door step! omg! i tell u is FREAKING CUTE & FUNNY! i just burst into LAUGHTER but i swear is damn cute! aww. YINS AND GRACE ARE BIGBIG LOVE! :D i just wante give them a big hug and tell them how much i miss them! thanks for everything! never in my whole life someone did smth like dat! u guys are special and u noe it.

i dint have time to read it cos i need to rush for my paper. was sightly late but it was definitely worth it. (: i read it when i was home and it really touches my heart. thanks my two lovely sweeties. (: and all that pics just triggers many many fond memories we had.

after the paper, classmates natalie, jillian, germane and joanne stayed back and celebrated for me at bizpark. they actually bought my favourite strawberry shortcake! omg. damn nice but was indeed sinful! hahas. doubt the rest of e class noes until like last min and just merely say happy birthday and chao. -.- (kinda reminds me of last year. HAHAS :x)

okay, then nat asked me to ask 1B12 classmates to join in as well. eh..i dunnoe, but e atmosphere sure is weird. LOL. they sang me birthday song & took a few pics. then rach, audrey & ruiling went off. :( oh, and lovely nat bought me sun flower! aww. so sweet luhs. (:

then i left with my 1B12 classmates! supposed to go Aston for lunch, but we settled for the SHABU SHABU stall next door! hahas. :x people were aaron, shaun, desheng, steven, hua chi, nich chow, kang cheng, lucinda and winner! :D we just keep ordering and when e food came, we were like SHIT, so many food! but we managed to finish quite alot. was damn full! and our fav would be FRIED man tou with condensed milk! aw.. melt. :D

with lucinda.

my utmost love.

the guys.

see the amt of FOOD!

nich, kc and lu.

one of the lamest present i ever gotten. (huachi and kc)

the guys went to play lan while winner, lucinda and i went to slack at parkway parade. saw shawn pussy! LOL. kept bumming into him at pp luhs! hahas. after that, went to suntec city to meet mummy. supposed to have big feast wit her, but i was too full to have anything. instead we shopped. then went home w/o the feast. :(

On thur, met tard dear after his project meeting. went to town. had ajisen lamien! hees. but we forgotten dat we had to catch a movie. and went we did, we rushed and eat hurriedly! damn funny.hahas. but i had my fav salmon sashimi, softshell crab and clayfish lamien! :D thanks tard! then we watched indiana jones. not bad, but veri unrealistic. yupps. but i have a paper the next day, thus i gt to return home rather early. :(

bday card from tard.

and finally, friday, my last paper! woohoos! :D had tekkpanyaki with classmate jillian and kok siong! then both of us acc jillian to go "snack-hunting" around supermarkets. HAHAS. had great fun. :D kok siong left. then had chit chat session with jillian. the msg made her cried! i read..my eyes were wet too..but i manage to keep it back.

you do think alot.. and im one who wont, i will live to love for dat moment and wouldnt care abt anything. but somehow this time,i had to agree wit u. and i have to stay to the fact dat love cnt be forced...no matter how good he treats u..

when jillian left for work, i went to scand xiu zhen house to slack. :) hees. watched "hide and seek" with her. then her mum cooked dinner for us. am missing home cooked food so much! read some mag before heading back home. love her company loads. (:

and on saturday, supposed to meet twin serena at 10.10am at yishun mrt. but i overslept. reached bugis at 12 plus. scand becca came down to fetch me up. we sang till 6pm. theres serena, rebecca, grace and chang yong! :D they even bought me a cake. mango mousse cake! and they even played bday song for me! hahas. thanks alot loves!

mango mousse cake!

my zilra lovies.

picking out the candle from the cake

ha, feeding scand becca.

oops. scand licious.=x

perfume, card and cute soft toy from them!

after k, met liyi at the national library. then we went to minds cafe! had loads of fun playing luhs! tried taboo for the first time! :D weng came later on too. i guessed the "janga- true or dare" is the funniest part. cos all of us had our share of DARE. whereas the truth is no kick. hahas. the most memorable one for me would be going up to one of the tables and tell them to sing me a song. but i cnt say the word, "birthday". i say im turning 18, so could u guys sing me a song.. and they did sing me a birthday song! hees. :D damn cool.

minds cafe!

the ladies.

becca, jan and serena

wit cy.

wit weng.

grp pic. :D

my twin.

explanation of game.

"blow a potato chip off someone's stomach."

okay. it does look wrong. =x

WEE. temasek POLY! while playing "taboo"

"directing traffic"

HAHAS. indeed VERI DUmB!

oops. another dumb one. =x

forfeits.

window models.=p HAHAS.

after minds cafe we went to haji lane in search of somewhere to chill and drink. but we decided not to. ended up taking pics there!

hahas. weng left us after dat. then we cabbed to douby ghuat; the club room to drink. grace left. we played dice something like cheat. quite fun. after dat becca left. then we played china man. woa. dat was really fun. they got me lychee martini! :D hees.

okay, then i got really dizzy and heavy headed. i rested for awhile, then i couldnt take it anymore, went to vomit. :( oh man. then cabbed home with serena. just before i reached my place, i vomited AGAIN in the cab. thank god cy got me plastic bag just in case. phew.

i was so tired dat i dint even took off my make up nor my contact lenses and i fell deep into sleep! HAHAS.

anyway,it was a great day spent with my zilra loves. :D i sure did enjoy myself and they make it felt like its JANICE'S DAY! aw.. (:

not forgetting utmost love! she bought cookies for me and wads funny is e person actually thot its for a guy and its BLUE in colour! HAHAS. and really really sweet scrapebook done by her. its super thick and full of memories. thanks babe. :D

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loved-bf.
♥ DUA LOVE

loved-cuzzie.
♥ shuting
♥ serene biao jie

loved-canberrians.
♥ MEIYIN
♥ GRACE laopo
♥ jialong bro
♥ Suling dear
♥ jolyn nu er
♥ syafiq
♥ dilyse

loved-TP

♥ natalie
♥ cheryl
♥ janice phua
♥ fiona
♥ terry
♥ vanessa
♥ rayan
♥ maggie
♥ bing cheng

loved zilra.
♥ scandal graciie
♥ scandal rebecca
♥ scandal zhen
♥ twin serena
♥ fung yung
♥ yuen yuen
♥ zilra
♥ weng hao
♥ luffy
♥ johan
♥ sylvia
♥ kimberly
♥ chang yong
♥ amanda

loved classmates.
♥ my utmost love winner
♥ jialing
♥ eva
♥ audrey
♥ dianna
♥ zhining
♥ shuan
♥ lulu
♥ jap cds sean

loved VENOS.
♥ venos
♥ dancing queen apple
♥ fion
♥ jolene
♥ rayna
♥ jel
♥ pam x2 dora the explorer
♥ sinyan
♥ geraldine
♥ maybelle

freshies.
♥ sinhui jellyfish
♥ crazy but fun branda
♥ fruit basket cherry
♥ pretty brandon
♥ sweetie lya
♥ pretty melissa
♥ sky
♥ gareth
♥ larry the golden hair dude

loved RINKU.
♥ RINKU
♥ brendon
♥ damian
♥ dolyce
♥ glenn
♥ jeremy
♥ morgan

loved rinku freshies.
♥ caiyan
♥ ivan
♥ junior
♥ janice
♥ vanessa

loved trackmates.
♥ tp track official blog
♥ fangee
♥ adriel
♥ alison
♥ yi ning
♥ radhiyah

others that i also love.
♥ belinda
♥ michelle
♥ yewleong
♥ BSC
♥ wensheng
♥ pearlyn

boredom drives me to:
♥ xiaxue
♥ 98.7fm
♥ imeem
♥ serene biao jie's work
♥ liebemarlene vintage
♥ online shopping!



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