deep within me
maybe its love
Friday, 28 December 2007

somehow i just wish to live in my own world.


where everything is just so quiet & beautiful.

somehow i just want to be low profile.. i just feel uncomfortable & i just feel like QUITTING.



only you.
you know im in love with u.


Tuesday, 25 December 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D
this the season to be jolly;
fa la la la la~ lalalala~ :D
grace bought me to her chruch on sunday! THE HEART OF GOD chruch is COOL!
oh my gosh. its my first time i actually enjoy service! the atmosphere was high. the band was cool. the people were friendly & nice. not to mention most of them are youths ard my age! :) i like the pastor too!
though im nt a christian,but i reallie like it in heart of god Church. :) somehow i believe in both Buddha and god. at least u noe they want you good and bless u. my dad is a strong believer of Buddha..so i dun think i will be able to a christian due to my family religion background.
anyway, i met new frens like chi wen who was a sweet and nice girl. :) after service we went to marina square for dinner & games. reallie had a great day...
EXCEPT THAT I DROPPED MY PHONE INTO THE TOILET BOWL! (yes! the smelly-o-disgusting-terrible-dirty-wadever TOLIET BOWL! damn.) OH MAN! i hate myself to core! there goes all my contacts! so people,pls msg me and indicate ur names and no okies. THANKS ALOT. :) ohya, pls pardon me for not messaging you merry x'mas..but rather i CNT cos i dun have ur no, so i could only wait for UR msg. anyway, MERRY X'MAS MY FRENS! love.
the pastor says:
LOVE is GIVING. if u're a giver, u're a LOVER. :D
love sacrificially, love unconditionally and love expressively & verbally. :)
Matthew 5:43-48:
LOVE your enemies, BLESS those who curse you, PRAY those who use you and DO GOOD to those who hate u.
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eve of chirstmas!
went to town with him. :)
wee. finally bought a new pair of flats!
went to watch Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium (2007). it was good. kinda hilarious too.
after movie went to my relatives house! the dinner was great! so many dishes! hees.:)
(and i know my cousin will be reading my blog.. to yoke meng: YEA, thanks for preparing the superb dinner okies! hahas)
heh. we missed the countdown! the special timing just flew by like dat. :(boos.
after dinner,we (my cousin,his gf and his other 3 frens) rushed down to plaza sing for MIDNIGHT MOVIE! I AM LEGEND!
i like the movie. :) but the ending wasnt good.. i expected more. heh.
and i hate the part where SAMATHA DIED! oh man. :(
after movie its alr 3 plus. we went to changi airport to SLACK yo.
had starbucks, took pics with x'mas trees, taking e 1st SKYTRAIN to T1, had 'breakfast' at deli and we even went to the viewing gallery. :)
reached home ard 7 plus. its like so cool..cause its my first time i stayed out all e way until morning.. my mum couldnt allow me to do dat..
ohya, i have a new NAI PA! (yoke meng) :D
hahas. u did a great job as my NANNY! love u man. cos U PAID FOR EVRYTHING! so next time i noe who to call when im BROKE. =x hees.
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replies to tags:
gracephua- hees. u noe me right..im never satisfied. xp dat explain my long wishlist. HAHAS. see u on 27th! :D loves.
becca: oh. projects..*hates* alright! we shall meet in e evening then. do tell me around what time okies. :) and PHUA IS COMING! hees.
ner: reallie?! WHERE!? i want! woo! cool, so call me if u noe theres any flea market okies, then we can go SHOPPING TGT! :D oh man. NEVERMIND, 6 more MONTHS and i CAN go CLUB! :( see you tml!
nana: no worries. hope u enjoy urself! :) oh ya, whens marketing project meeting?
Yins: OHS! u gt d&d?! when? aiya, dun worry, lets go shop for dress. :D i dun mind accompanying u u noe. :) im reallie sorrie too, couldnt accompany u on sunday cos im going to grace's chruch. date me again okies. :)
fangee: HAHAS. bo jio wad? shopping? btw, hows track's x'mas celebration?
yew leong: LOL. which HARDY? our sg idol? hahas.
val: MY GOD! can u like dun SWEAR!? man. hahas. I MISS YOU LOADS TOO! so surpised u wld tag too! imTOUCHED yo. hees. :D ohya, send me ur no too! hahas..erm, i think so. shes ur classmate?!
xiuzhen: hees! my OTC scandal! :D shhh..cnt let gracephua and becca noe abt our secret affair. :x
yeeping: hie! wow. kinda surpised u wld tag. yup. thanks alot. i noe i have gt great FAs. :D u did a great job. see u. :)
Dilyse: hey! thanks alot! wow, we like lost contact alr. see u soon! MERRY X'MAS too! misses. :)
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Thursday, 20 December 2007

im BACK frm OTC! :D
slept till 1pm today luhs. =x
hmms..i dunnoe, but i think this camp doesnt make an impact on me. it just seems like another typical camp. im nt surpise if im nt in for FO. cos i seriously am disappointed with myself.. :(
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becca and i on e way to school.
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first day:
met becca and went to sch tgt. she wasnt in e same grp as me. i was quite happy cos there are zilra peeps in e same grp as me. like elaine, chang yong, fung yung, pamela,xiuzhen.
as usual, ice breaking games. briefing of wads e camp abt.this year e theme is MOVIE. tepolywood. im in VENOS; which represents ROMANCE.
then theres more ice breaking games. then theres flag making as well as cheers. i was helping out with e flag. ours turn out quite well. (gracephua's grp flag is damn nice! ACCION!) dinner was nice but e quantity is damn SMALL. then theres station games too.first day was quite short.
oh man. dint bring my sleeping bag. shared with becca. THANK YOU BECCA!
we slept in e sports complex.first it was so hot..but in e middle of e night, my legs are FREEZING COLD! :(
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2nd day:
had station games outside school. opposite school dat area.
at night we had nightwalk. oh man. it was TERRIBLE. totally sucks.
i was looking forward to it..but it came to a disappointment.
it started ard 7plus and ended around 12 plus! wth. we are divided into groups of four and had to take turns to go to a scene,investigate and gather wadever info we can get and den combine with e rest of e grps in our empire to solve a mystery.
firstly, my grp was asked to go to e wrg scene! e grp b4 us alr went..so we couldnt get extra clues. -.- 2nd, e scene wasnt SCARY at all.. theres NTH. sian.*zzzz* 3rd, we had to wait so long! guess wad 4 hrs in e hall waiting and waiting to go to just ONE stoopid scene. -.- we jus keep talking abt ghost story and lame jokes while waiting. lol.
after debrief i stayed up with some of e grp member and try to think of new cheer. it was fun. slept ard 3 plus. i actually squeezed with becca and grace on 1 sleeping bag. Hees. :)
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last day:
had water station games! den 'hungry' where creativity flows and doing it as a whole empire! it rained heavily and FINAL CLASH WAS CANCELLED! *woohoos* lastly, we had mass dance! :)
i had to say the programmers did a great job. the games are damn fun & original! i wante join program next year! :p
i supposed to leave at 6pm..but i dint wante leave and i tot my parents would wait for me.. sadly,i left ard 7 plus and they were gone.. :( worst thing is i left early and my phone batt is FLAT. everyone else dat i know is in e hall! theres no way i cld borrow a phone.
dat very moment, i felt hopeless and my mind is in a whirl. my parents are flying off to china and i want to send them off VERY MUCH. i dint see them for 3 DAYS alr..dint want to make it 10 days. :(
i dint noe if i shld cab back,take 168 den cab, or wad. i kept thinking of all e possible ways to get home in e fastest time.. but im just indecisive.. i ended up walking all e way to 168 busstop and took 168 all e way back to wdl and cab home..
while walking to e busstop..
i was feeling so MESSED UP. e feeling sucks.i nearly cried while walking on e street..
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anyway, when i saw my door was brightly lit..you dun noe how HAPPIE i was!
they havent leave! :D oh man.
i even managed to have a bath before going off to e airport.
my mum even called my grandparents over. *heh. there goes my plan for staying out late*
we had BREEKS at e airport! :)
then ard 11 plus my parents checked in and went off ard12 plus.
my cousin sent me home. :)
bon voyage mum & dad. hope u guys had a great HONEYMOON after so long. :D
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on saturday, had bizguides workshop.i went off early. borrowed bag frm desheng for my camp and went to khatib to meet syafiq. going ang mo kio to buy present for JOLYN! its her BIRTHDAY! :D
bought her a cute cuddly pillow. went back home after dat. bathed and met syafiq to go to bugis. we're late! =x
had soeul garden! *oh man, splurge again*
theres me, grace, jolyn and syfiq! my loves. :D
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Photobucketsyafiq!
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oh man. im SQUEEZED.
we eat until 9plus! after dinner we took train to marina bay. cam whore e whole time and we had loads of fun! crazy bunch of people we are! we dint have enough of it dat, we went back to marina bay again when we are at city hall! LOL. so frm bugis, down to marina bay.. den back to city hall..den back to marina bay.. and finally back home! LOL. reached home real late.but had loads of fun. hees.
PhotobucketBIRTHDAY GIRL.
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PhotobucketBUTTS.
Photobucketsexybacks.
Photobucketoops!
Photobucketmy laopo & nu er.
Photobucketmy loves.
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Photobucketgrace, fiq and jan. presents for jojo.
Photobucketcandid by fiq.
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Photobucketfaceless!
Photobucketwe love fiq's BIG TITS.
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and on sunday, its my cousins BIG DAY!
still rmb e post abt me going for food testing for his wedding? its finally HERE! :)
woke up damn early and went to my grandma house for tea ceremony.
unexpectedly, my bro and i were asked to serve them tea too! WOOHOOS! first time ehs! and e best part..THERES RED PACKET! :D
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had buffet lunch & my fav TANG YUAN to eat!
went to my aunt's house. all i did there was..SLEEP.=x
went home after dat.. and SLEEP again!
woke up around 4 plus,dressed up and went to the restuarant.
hees! i was doing the receptionist! FIRST TIME ehs! :D and theres this cute flower hand band!
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took loads of pictures! :)
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saw many of relatives and it feels like NEWYEAR! LOL.
i dint see some of them for some time and they changed SO MUCH dat i couldnt recognise them! GOSH.
anyway was reallie happy dat night cos..... :D
oh..and one part, my cousin kneel down and sang to his bride! SO SWEET! forever love somemore! :) awww.. *melt*
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my family stayed on with him through out. and i only managed to reach home around 12 plus.
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best wishes to the lovely newly wedded.:)
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Saturday, 15 December 2007

WOOHOOS! VOILA!
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birthday girl!
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birthday cake!
its DIANA's BIRTHDAY! went to bizpark to sing her bdae song & cake.. then went off to TM for Pizzahut! oh man.it sucks. =x pls dun risk it..order the PIZZA frm PIZZAhut, not PASTA.
i went off early. met gracephuaphua and went dwn to queenstown! :)
on e way there we were busy RATING GUYS we know frm e scale of 1-10! LOL.
i kept deducting marks due to 'single-eye lid' or 'too short' and both of us kept luffing dat e auntie siting next to me was staring at me with a BIG BIG FROWN. xp WAHAHAS.
bought 2 fbt shorts for OTC camp! :D grace bought 3!
then we went off to orchard road! walked past MANGO at shaw plaza. OMG. gt SALES! woohoos! START OF OUR SHOPPING SPREE! kekex. we actually had to put our bags into big plastic bag which looks orbid and uncomfortable..but just for e sake of SALES! :D *eyes brighten; tingtingting*
in e end, grace bought a tee and i bought a tube top.:) happie.
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2nd round, far east plaza!
dint reallie comb the whole plaza! damn sad.
after much consideration, i bought a bag. :) thou nt e IDEAL bag dat i wanted.. but.. nvm. i still like it.
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was reallie sian diao when grace had to go off to work. :( no ones free. rang up so many of my bff..none had time for me. sad.
in e end...
im glad you accompanied me. :) watched chipmunks!
OMG. DAMN CUTE LUHS. 9/10 CUTE-ness! i like e chubby chipmunk! SO ADORABLE LUHS! hees. they SING and DANCE! hees. *awwwww*
recover soon okies. :)
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last but not least..
HOLIDAY IS HERE YO! :D
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
i got a long....WISHLIST.
1. itouch
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2. sony DSC-T2
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3.Leather vintage sling bag
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4. white butterfly vintage waist belt
5.high heels
6.flats
7.babydoll casual dress
i wante go FLEA MARKET
& CLUBBING!
anyone?
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LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
♥Gemini
♥19
♥sports, dance, music, sleeping
♥white&turquoise
♥family&friends
♥animals
♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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