lousiest day ever

its just the beginning of Aug..
& im already drowning.

firstly, my nose is acting like a bitch.
it just keep running non stop & i had to blow my freaking nose
like every 1 min. ):

then it got so bad
i actually had blood in my mucus & it totally freaked me out.
(cos i never had it before.)

then came my darkest fear..

guess i should have saw it coming..
but i cannot cope with all that is happening.
oh god.

yes, i agree,
im the one who chose this path & i should just suck it up.
im the one who gave us up..& therefore i shouldnt even look back right.
whats the point of us holding on when i dont even want to give us a chance anymore right?

i contradict, i know.
im confused, i know.
i suck, i know.

u told me u need your life back,
u need to move on.
i thot it was only right you do that.

cos i know at the end of the day,
i cannot give u wad u want from me..
and i cannot be so selfish & keep u by my side
when i cannot give u wad you want.

im sorry.

it really pains me to see wads going on..
and all that changes..
no matter wad, it still affects me &
i know wads going on in my life pains u too..

i know u deserve someone better.
you do.
and i ve no doubt there are tons of girls who wanne be love by you..
cos u re just such a great guy..
its my loss.

i ve such a screwed up heart.

maybe its a wrong move from the start.

daily peepers

the best damn thing


loved-bf.
♥ DUA LOVE

loved-cuzzie.
♥ shuting
♥ serene biao jie

loved-canberrians.
♥ MEIYIN
♥ GRACE laopo
♥ jialong bro
♥ Suling dear
♥ jolyn nu er
♥ syafiq
♥ dilyse

loved-TP

♥ natalie
♥ cheryl
♥ janice phua
♥ fiona
♥ terry
♥ vanessa
♥ rayan
♥ maggie
♥ bing cheng

loved zilra.
♥ scandal graciie
♥ scandal rebecca
♥ scandal zhen
♥ twin serena
♥ fung yung
♥ yuen yuen
♥ zilra
♥ weng hao
♥ luffy
♥ johan
♥ sylvia
♥ kimberly
♥ chang yong
♥ amanda

loved classmates.
♥ my utmost love winner
♥ jialing
♥ eva
♥ audrey
♥ dianna
♥ zhining
♥ shuan
♥ lulu
♥ jap cds sean

loved VENOS.
♥ venos
♥ dancing queen apple
♥ fion
♥ jolene
♥ rayna
♥ jel
♥ pam x2 dora the explorer
♥ sinyan
♥ geraldine
♥ maybelle

freshies.
♥ sinhui jellyfish
♥ crazy but fun branda
♥ fruit basket cherry
♥ pretty brandon
♥ sweetie lya
♥ pretty melissa
♥ sky
♥ gareth
♥ larry the golden hair dude

loved RINKU.
♥ RINKU
♥ brendon
♥ damian
♥ dolyce
♥ glenn
♥ jeremy
♥ morgan

loved rinku freshies.
♥ caiyan
♥ ivan
♥ junior
♥ janice
♥ vanessa

loved trackmates.
♥ tp track official blog
♥ fangee
♥ adriel
♥ alison
♥ yi ning
♥ radhiyah

others that i also love.
♥ belinda
♥ michelle
♥ yewleong
♥ BSC
♥ wensheng
♥ pearlyn

boredom drives me to:
♥ xiaxue
♥ 98.7fm
♥ imeem
♥ serene biao jie's work
♥ liebemarlene vintage
♥ online shopping!



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