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Tuesday, 18 May 2010 poof! janice reporting from ite hq! (: haha after working for a week, i feel like a call answering machine now! "good morning/afternoon, ite. janice here. how may i help you?" lol. and bcos all we do is wait for phone calls to come in, so when theres no calls, we can actually surf the net or do watever we want! sounds great right!? but now, im so sick and tired of surfing the net! fb until dont want to fb alr. blogshop until dont want to blogshop alr. blog hop until dont want to blog hop alr. LOL. oh, and i came across this blogshop, they are having SALES! OMG! so many gorgeous peices! i would kill to buy! :x hahaha, kidding. but seriously, its quite cheap and nice! I CANNOT WAIT FOR MY PAYYYYYY! *scream at the top of my lungs* hmm, been answering pretty much the same old questions everytime, except for a few out of the blue qns which can be quite a headache. *pull hair* i must say, some callers are plain stupid. oops. i mean ignorant. some are WEIRD. some called to nag..or rather to complain abt ite. (and i feel like a counselor!) some are really nasty and fierce to us. ): boohoo. for example, yesterday, i answered two pretty nasty calls. ): not to mention, EARLY MORNING. like monday blues havent done enuff harm to me. oh wells. janice, understand this, not everyone in this world is kind and all-nice. the world out there is cruel and competitive. get this into your pea brain. anw, was feeling really down and emo mo mo.. so met x for a talk the other day. sigh, sometimes i feel so meaningless in life. i mean, at this stage. all i do is work for the sake of money.. live for the sake of earning money.. goal: earn money just to satisfy my wants. blahblahblah.  picture credit to fuckyeahamazing seriously, i dont feel happy. AT ALL. ):):): anw, so i told x about my work attitude and all. i feel like im too nice. probably cos im soft spoken, it naturally gives ppl the impression that im a push-over, someone they can take advantage of or even, someone who cnt take charge. besides, i always ask things too nicely.. in addition, my tone and all? so it makes making things done harder usually not as efficient as someone who have gt a firm tone and voice. pretty upset to be born with such voice uh. ohoh! talking about this, got customers say my voice is sweet! heehee. okay. yah. thats the only good side. the bad side? like i have mentioned. or even worst, TEASED abt. ): i wish i wasnt born with a kidish voice. so x told me he rather i be the bad girl. i wish i could. i wish i have the heart. quote frm val's fb status: 别等不该等的人，别伤不该伤的心。 有时，爱也是一种伤害。 残忍的人，选择伤害别人。 善良的人，选择伤害自己。 哭，不代表我屈服。 退一步，不代表我认输。 放手，不代表我放弃。 anyhow, thats not e main thing im upset about. not convenient to share here. but just wish that i have better goals in life and probably.. get my smile back. |
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