Friday, 28 May 2010
life seems to be so boring now that i am working! BORING O BORING! those happening days were long gone. ): im worried soon i will stop updating.. since i ve nth interesting to blog about. life have been pathetically boringggg. imagine work, 9-6 everyday. having to wake up so early in e mornin.. looking forward to knock off at 6.. only to be too worn out to do anything after work. DANG. I REALLY MISS SCHOOL DAYS. okay, minus rushing proj deadlines and examinations which are sucha bitch. aside frm that, i can find nothing, almost nth why u can hate school!
when school days were spent with people u love after class, during lunch.. when u get to see eyecandies along the corridor. aww.. when u felt like ur day is screwed, u can easily find one to talk to and get hugs from friends everywhere which makes everything right again. when u feel so bored, like having 3hrs break while waiting for CDS to start, u can just ring someone up and meet at mushroom. when days were booked with different gathering and outings.. empire dinner at mushrooms. random outings.. THOSE were the days. I MISS SCHOOL. I MISS TP.
DONT YA GRADUATES?! ): humhps. which i could turn back time, or.. prob.. haha, take up another diploma. heehee. kidding. time to move onnnnnnnnn!
anyhow, the day is getting closer and closer. much faster than i thot. im nt feeling happy. not even anticipating..
i ve a bad feeling. a really bad feeling. Trust me. anw, its better this way, since i ve alr prepared myself for the worse.
seems like all e important people are leaving.. you, you and you too.
没有希望就不会失望。 真的是这样吗? and just when i thot i could manage singlehood well. thot i could fill my days with friends and work.. thot i could run away.. and not think about it. it dont work. it just keep catching up with me. and just, i read an blog entry that totally says how i feel. http://holly--jean.blogspot.com/2009/10/my-meet-up-with-my-ex.html it feels so familar..
i hate life like this.
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