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Saturday, 17 April 2010

as promised, a proper blog post. (:

oh god,wad a boring friday.
all i did today is being a BUM.

sat in front of the comp,
do the usual stuff, msn, fb, tumblr,
blog-shopped,
hooked on lookbook,
painted my nails
and think the colour sucked but was too lazy to paint it all over again,
edited pictures from camp,
and that pretty sum up my day.

boring oh boring.

i reckon this will be a long blog post cause i haven't been blogging properly..
tons need to be let out.

life seems so fulfilling, yet not really.
sometimes i thot making some decisions will make things better..
but it seem unchanged, or even worse.

why is my life repeating the same shits again and again?!

i really hate this part of me.
why am i so bad at rejection?!
why dont i get this:
acceptance for the moment only made things worse for later.
SUCKS.

its like lying to someone.
u have to come up with another lie just to cover up this lie,
and this goes on..
only to get worse when everything gt exposed at the end.

and it goes the same for not wanting to hurt someone..
but ended up hurting him more?

BAHHH.

im missing so many people.
cousintheng,winnertay,quekmeiyin,gracechan,zilraminiclique,lings+nut+nad,
andrew,kaichin,xiuzhen,fungyung,fangee and manymore!

i hope i will have time to meet u guys like seriously! (:
sometimes i wonder, do u people miss me too?

random picture frm sleepover at han's!
his house gt mini sauna! cool or wad! (:

jas so cute, she touching my leg and we looked so happy!
lol! and wad makes the picture look even wrong is
im eating and holding a hotdog.

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my fav pic with twinie! (:

and im so happy to meet up with my dear sec sch mates ytd!
super random supper date with muchmissed jo, yew kiang, jeremy and reeza!
finally we met up, jo! (:
and it have been years since i last saw jeremy!

and so jeremy drove a passenger van and brought us all the way to airport for popeyes!
just simple chilling out and catching up.

cool cool.
heart supper like this.


and jo, do wad u think is GOOD for YOU.
sometimes u just have to be selfish and think for urself. (:
think for ur happiness okays!

hmm, so i ve been bumping ard for e past few days after FO camp!
but i still managed to get some things done!

went for a 12km run right after 7 days of madness camp.
i think i was crazy luhs.
imagine alr so tired and all,
i still torture myself to a 12km marathon e next morning!

dats because i dint know the running date was right after camp and i have alr paid for it.
my first marathon thou!
so excited!

at first i was so worried i couldnt finish the race!
but im glad i did! hees.
despite nt training, never finish a 12km run non-stop before
plus a tiring 7 days camp beforehand.
so happy when i crossed the finishing line!
whee!

was quite satisfied with my timing too
esp when its my first run. (:
1hr30mins.
the fastest woman was 50plus mins?
so shall train harder next time!

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oh and i finally went to had my x-ray done for my braces!
hees. i seriously cnt wait to have my braces! (:
met up with lil god-bro for catch up after that!

hees, he ve grown up so much!
frm a short and cute lil boy to now a muscular commando!
went to town to catch a movie, dinner at Bobby’s and starbuck-ed.
coincidentally bumped into grace, issac, sabrina, jolene, fion and group at cine!

and sabrina was damn funny.
she told me one freshie thot i was angel? (smth like that)
LOL.
okay, hilarious story.
sometimes i cnt help but think freshies are so cute!

My first time at Bobby’s and i must say the ambience,
steak, service are all thumb-up! (:
the steak is just right, not to soft nor too hard.
super yummy!
and outside the restaurant is like a bar.
pretty romantic too!

theres two branches,
one just behind centrepoint
and the other at CHIJMES!

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got a blue black out of nowhere after camp and its taking forever to heal! :(

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and lasty, i went for an job interview on thurs!
at DOVER ITE.
haha, okay, nt as a teacher, but dont know wad its called either.
picking up calls and explaining to ppl what the courses are?
seems like a pretty easy job. heehee.
and the best part?
the pay!
woot, freaking $8 an hour!

the lady called, and say the training will start in May!
cannot wait!
i need MOOLAHS!

anw, its my first time i stepped into a ITE!
omg. damn scary pls.
e moment i got out of the HQ building to have lunch at the canteen,
i got stares like i came frm another planet!

even along the way to the canteen, group of guys were like staring and “li-siao-ing”, whistling and stuff?
zzz.
seriously, the difference between them and poly guys are that THEY DO IT SO OPENLY!
whereas poly guys they stare more discreetly!

so u should know what happened when i stepped into the canteen.
heads turning like dominos.
LOL.

i wonder how my days working there will be like. :/

hokays.
thats all!
time to post FO peektures! (:




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
♥Gemini
♥19
♥sports, dance, music, sleeping
♥white&turquoise
♥family&friends
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♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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