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Tuesday, 30 March 2010 just a short note before turning in for the day! heh. im totally exhausted from the freaking gross training today! ah my god. seriously, i dont even know what im doing there! firstly, i find what i ve learnt is totally irrelevant to what im pursuing. its more of personal development. hence, it just sound oh-so-ridiculous! secondly, most of us arent informed of the timing of the training. and guess wad?! POP! from 9am to 11pm! YES! 11PM! oh god! at first i thot they were kidding me! probably, 11AM. but hell no! its freaking PM. and poor us, those living freaking far away got to rush for last train! eff-ing too much. and thats 14HOURS of TRAINING! dont ask me how i managed to get pass the day! i cnt even believed i actually sat thru it.. and trust me, i dreaded it (not the program, the process, prob due to the rules and long duration)! it felt almost like the secondary school days! okays, prob worse than that. cos we have to follow RULES. ohgod. 14hrs, minus breaks, prob 11hrs..
okay, e thot of me going thru it over again tml just turn me off. im really questioning myself why am i even there?! cause its compulsory? cause my friends encourages me to go since i ve nth to lose except for my precious time? sigh. but its just gonna be my last string. i dont wanne waste time anymore dont wanne do things just for the sake of "just go try luhs". and im so pissed off why cnt they just tell us the result!? WHY THE NEED TO DRAG? like seriously. PISSED OFF. prob the next time i should listen to my heart before trying out smth i aint very keen on. stay tune for more updates! (: and ethan goh pei chang, please take good care of urself! Jia you okays! work and strive hard! u can do it! imy. |
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