Saturday, 26 December 2009
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been busy like a bumble beeee..
was away from e cyber world for days!
(as u can see from the lack of updates luhs)
just did my usual online routine; checking fb updates, read my emails, checking out my few top fav blogshops and nonetheless, my lil small space to let out. :)
but things getting a lil dull in here uh.. :(
oh wells. afterall im nt some famous blogger nor can i write like J.K. Rowling; to keep ppl coming back to this space. :/
heh, Christmas just past us by.
wonder how u spent your Christmas this year..
hopefully its great! :) 
xmas eve at my aunt's place. :)
hmm, my xmas wasnt that awesome thou. cos i've been grumpy lately. i get angry over the slightest matters. :( i dont know why.
i feel so moodless and all.. and i feel that no matter wad i do, i just dont feel satisfied.
seriously, i dont even know wad i want.
and u know when u re feeling down, u feel that u look awful, ur confidence level just dropped to point zero.
i dont even feel like going down to town on this special season.. cos i feel so ugly. and everyone around me look so gorgeous.
BLAHHHHH!
just want to say, im sorry if i “shouted” at you or attitude you. I dont really mean it..but sometimes i feel so pissed off by what u said. u may nt mean it nor serious abt it. but im serious when im talking to u and can u be serious and not say smth so insulting to make me upset and scream at u? :( i know u are trying hard to pacify me.. okay, maybe its my bad for feeling so moodless today. i apologise.
my eyes still hurt. so does my heart too. its as if a love-hate affair going on here.
i feel that i cnt excite u anymore.. :( the doubts are invading.. the trust is disappearing..
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alright enough of being emo.
theres actually a few pleasant things that made me smile frm ear to ear. :)
first of all, still thank u bf for bringing me to Equinox at Swissotel THE STAMFORD for lunch buffet! total luxury to dine in there. :)
awww.. the fresh oysters are teh bomb! :D
my first time having goose liver! not bad, very "fei mei" and its on the house! :)
the super breath taking view from where we were seated! i forgotten how many level up we were then. :/
drama mama.
tiger prawn and duck thigh with pasta. supposed to have the duck thigh, but it wasnt to my liking. :( so b.ethan swapped with me. :)
our mocktail.
not forgetting to pamper me to a manicure!:D THANK YOU BF!
next was super great meet ups with my favourites! Scandal Zhen for shopping and dinner! :) i cnt get enough of her! shes mega love.
and Lan freshie Lijuan to the crappiest catch up. Thank you babe for the pressie! lovelove! i know i took a long time to make a decision. :x and bumped into Apple who joined us too! thanks for the cookies! im so missing venos; esp fy!!!
not forgetting clashing coscas’ outings! Zadaz and Novir!!! :D met so many new people and everyones so niceeee! I lioke. pictures up soon too! :)
Somehow im happy im a progger. cos i can clash all the coscas’ outings and be with ALL my close friends who are GLs! heehee.
ZADAZ!
i cnt stop doing their ring ring cheer! zadaz zadaz zadaz rocks. zadaz zadaz zadaz rocks. zadaz zadaz zadaz rocks. *right left right with head tilt at ROCKS* zadaz zadaz zadaz rocks socks.*with chest pop* :D
caught princess and the frog.
fion love. :)
rinku freshie yun loong!
i love fisheye just like how i love u guys! :D
my favourite lan freshie! :) lijuan.
hahas.. scand unglam but still love! :)
johnnyboy!
THANK YOU SHAWN FOR THE AWESOME PRETTY PICTURES! :D
up next is Chang yong’s and Scand Zhen’s birthdayyyys next week and then bf’s on Jan! :D i cnt waittt.. but i need loads of moolahhs! :(
LAODA, IF YOU RE READING THIS, START TO PREPARE A SLOT FOR ME! :p p.s.: im missing alot of people.. so so much..
u could be my happy pill you know.
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