Thursday, 5 November 2009
OFF DAY!
first day back in school since attachment started!
(aside from meeting LO on saturdays)
met Li Juan to go for FO interview.
i think i didnt do well.
suffered from mind blockage.
anw, glad its over.
hope to hear the good news! :D school feels different now..
for a moment i felt so lost. :/
until i saw mich!
(shes so cute! :) )
and few others!
nice short catch up with badd and yun loong too!
aside from that, i finally get my ass moving..
to EXERCISE!
havent been exercising for a month?!
oh god.
i feel so FAT pls. F-A-T!
(even bf also says i got tummy alr! :(
and i weighed myself ytd, i gained a whopping 2kg!)
went jogging with my junior.
ran shorter distance but at a faster pace today.
and now my abs start to ache.
GOOD JOB! :D ------------------------------- insecurity issue i have here.
wanted to blog this days ago,
but i dint have the time to do so. :/ was quite upset over this the other day..
it got me tearing..
maybe its anger that push the tears to the brim of my eyes..
but after that,
i thot i kind of over-reacted?
maybe, maybe not.
i know my flaws.
i dont need u to keep reminding me..
it dint happen once or twice..
frankly, i get pulled down easily.
told J i wondered how some people gt their confidence from..
im so envious. i know im airport..
i know i dont have nice teeth..
(but i dont agree i have short tongue, its bcos of my teeth idiot!)
I know im not hot..
yes.
whatever u say..
but come to think of it..
its this kind of people which makes us want to improve
and change for the better.
i gonna change for the better!
I AM gonna get better!
:) maybe this is called..
the ugly truth
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