Tuesday, 1 September 2009
you know i really wonder, am i being a hypocrite here, in front of u?
i think i really am.
the feeling is so awkward, so wrong and so pretentious.
i wish i can just push u away with all my might.
but i just dont have the heart to hurt u.
maybe when u found out e truth,
it would hurt more.
but i couldnt be bothered alr.
in e mean time, lets just maintain our distance.
alright. alot had happened in the past few days.
good and bad.
bad?
tiff with boyfriend on friday. :(
i was so furious i just stomped off.
and bf still said i was fierce!
*fold arms*
i wasnt! i was furious with him for being so FIERCE at me FIRST!
so scary. fiercer den me loh!
anw original plan ruined.
but due to his determination + soft-heartedness,
and me being soft hearted too,
we managed to salvage the day by meeting up again. :)
ur hugs and kisses have the power of melting the ice in me.
then bf left for popcorn outing and me, out to meet cy and becca.
we roamed around Clarke Quay Central and finally settled for Waraku.
the Q was seriously killing me.
super long.
but i guess its all worth it.
great seat with river view and fabulous food. :)
after dinner, the 3 of us walked ard aimlessly while waiting for serena to come.
i was in a mind of state to hit the club dat night.
but unforunately, plan was cancelled. :(:(:(
ohwells.
we went to the KTV pub instead.
cranberry vodka, poker cards, dices, 猜拳, sing K. :)
say hooray to great company! cabbed home and slept till 4pm the next day. LOL. *pictures uploaded soon* good? sunday was Cheryl’s farewell party cum amara gathering! :D came super late due to family dinner.
happy to see many many people. :)
small talk with scand, then somewhat like china man drinking game with baby,
pictures taking then home sweet home.
short and sweet.
attempted to take e last bus home, but we still failed.
took some random bus to bishan and thank god becca’s dad was nice to send me back home frm there. :)
*pictures uploaded soon* today camped at scand’s house.
hth talks to empty wads stuck in our heart
and watched “boys over flowers”!
and we were ogling at the blonde F4 guy! HAHAHAS.
the si cao was damn cute too!
her expressions were ultimate.
met bf for movie at town after that. :)
watched final destination 4 in 3D!
omgg. it was damn gruesome!
and its really more thrilling to watch it in 3D!
and i must say, CATHAY 3D glasses are better than GV ones!
we had a lil tiff again, but bf was nice enuff to give in.
its really weird how we can argue out of nth and abruptly,
and next moment, be well again!
LOL.
EVERYTHING SO SUDDEN!
idk to laugh or to cry.
we decided to walk to bugis.
food hunting at iluma, but decided nt to dine there in e end.
window shop ard bugis village b4 heading to KFC for dinner.
and before we bid goodbye, had my fav
AH CHEW DESSERT. :D met up with sec sch friends at mac back in Sembawang.
pardon me i was alr dead beat. so was kinda dead.
headed home after awhile.
we shall meet up again. a more lively one ya. :D okay, dint realise i wrote so much alr.
its really a long post. :x oopsie.
im off to bed!
boyfriend:
i know some of ur friends wouldnt agree u being so nice to me
idk whats their definition of “nice”.
but everyone’s definition of “nice” is different arent they?
If they meant material wise,
i can throw away all the things u bought for me, esp to pamper me.
if it means stop being nice to me.
for i would love u the same even thou it means no gift from u.
for all i need is just ur love, care and concern. Nt those material stuff.
as for personally nice to me,
im the only one who experienced it,
who are they to even comment on it?
its up to me to decide if u re really nice to me right?
and i know deep in my heart if u really did. :)
anw, im really grateful u will assure me like dat today.
i wont 胡思乱想。:)
thanks for giving in and trying to make things right when it doesnt.
just dont be so fierce to me le! HAHA.
loves. ♥ becca:
im really sorry to hear abt the bad news.
i know how much u wanted it.
but its just beyond ur control ya. so dont be upset alr.
maybe its nt meant to be. and think this way,
maybe things will be much better for u to stay here instead of going over.
so be strong and move on babe!
things will be fine. :)
jealousy kills.
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