cropping myself up at home for two days doesnt do me any good. :(

seriously.

especially mentally.
i started to drift and think about negative stuff when im alone.

©2007-2009 ~phonqito

it doesnt make it any better when u re looking forward to smth and yet u couldnt make it.
u start to think of how people are having fun outside without you..
and to make things worse, u are to spend e time alone facing four walls. :(:(:(

how pathetic.
its just plain sucky luhs.

i was hoping some or miracle would happen or a lil angel would come and make my day better ..
but apparently not.

somehow i even got fired at; i deserve it. :/
somewhere inside me was feeling terrible.
but do u even know? i doubt so.

u know when u wish someone to be with u but instead, u got pulled down by his words.

its the 3rd day of my wisdom tooth extraction.
its better alr. i could talk and eat solid food.
but half of my face is still bloated up. as though i had just got into a fight and suffered a punch. :/

i missed my medication timing at 3am. woke up at 5 in the mornin.
i started to have trouble swallowing the pills. :(
i ended up drinking 1 to 2 cups of water to swallow ONE freaking pill!
i felt like giving up. i felt like crying..
(those who knows me long enuff knows i couldnt swallow pills.)
i dread it. :(
at the end of it, i was bloated with water.
torturous.

again, i faced difficulties swallowing the pills in e afternoon!
damn.
i poured the powder out and mix with water.
I COULD ACTUALLY CHOKED ON THE POWDER!!! gahhhhhh.
:(:(:( suckks.

nvm. a few more days! hang on janice!
appt on friday to remove the stitches!

you werent there when i needed u the most.
you may have ur reasons.
but sometimes all i need is a lil care.
maybe u gave it.
i couldnt feel it. :(

your words can bring me to heaven.
so can it bring me to hell.

daily peepers

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loved-bf.
♥ DUA LOVE

loved-cuzzie.
♥ shuting
♥ serene biao jie

loved-canberrians.
♥ MEIYIN
♥ GRACE laopo
♥ jialong bro
♥ Suling dear
♥ jolyn nu er
♥ syafiq
♥ dilyse

loved-TP

♥ natalie
♥ cheryl
♥ janice phua
♥ fiona
♥ terry
♥ vanessa
♥ rayan
♥ maggie
♥ bing cheng

loved zilra.
♥ scandal graciie
♥ scandal rebecca
♥ scandal zhen
♥ twin serena
♥ fung yung
♥ yuen yuen
♥ zilra
♥ weng hao
♥ luffy
♥ johan
♥ sylvia
♥ kimberly
♥ chang yong
♥ amanda

loved classmates.
♥ my utmost love winner
♥ jialing
♥ eva
♥ audrey
♥ dianna
♥ zhining
♥ shuan
♥ lulu
♥ jap cds sean

loved VENOS.
♥ venos
♥ dancing queen apple
♥ fion
♥ jolene
♥ rayna
♥ jel
♥ pam x2 dora the explorer
♥ sinyan
♥ geraldine
♥ maybelle

freshies.
♥ sinhui jellyfish
♥ crazy but fun branda
♥ fruit basket cherry
♥ pretty brandon
♥ sweetie lya
♥ pretty melissa
♥ sky
♥ gareth
♥ larry the golden hair dude

loved RINKU.
♥ RINKU
♥ brendon
♥ damian
♥ dolyce
♥ glenn
♥ jeremy
♥ morgan

loved rinku freshies.
♥ caiyan
♥ ivan
♥ junior
♥ janice
♥ vanessa

loved trackmates.
♥ tp track official blog
♥ fangee
♥ adriel
♥ alison
♥ yi ning
♥ radhiyah

others that i also love.
♥ belinda
♥ michelle
♥ yewleong
♥ BSC
♥ wensheng
♥ pearlyn

boredom drives me to:
♥ xiaxue
♥ 98.7fm
♥ imeem
♥ serene biao jie's work
♥ liebemarlene vintage
♥ online shopping!



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