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Tuesday, 3 March 2009 its so painful to view my blog now. having to see those tags just turn me off. 快乐的心情都被赶走了。 i really hate this sight. seeing my friends and his friends (i suppose) having this "tag fight" going on. please stop all this alright. my blog is nt a place for u to fight about who is right and who is wrong. i just want to say, in my previous blog posts, i was really furious and upset abt wads going on, and as mentioned, its my blog, i will blog abt how I feel. MY say. i dint say he is leading a better life than me. (okay, maybe i did feel so when i knew he had a new gf.) but i know both of us are suffering now and he regretted it. however, he has to bear the consequences right? :/ i really feel like saying MY side of story here to clear all e misunderstandings dat im appearing like im blaming him for everything (which i cnt help but think so) and dat im nt trying to create attention and sympathy. but i dint..u should know how ugly it will be for him. i shall just ignore those tags. you guys can just tag wadever you like, i cnt stop u anyway. but you are just not getting ur facts right. and thanks my lil angels for speaking up for me. :)
anyway, have been cheering myself up for e past few days. :) went "rain tanning" with utmost love at cafe del mar.
love, am happy to hear dat u are attached! :D treasure it alright! freed balloons after work! and finally clubbing! (i havent lose count yet! my forth time only! HAHAS.) plus pulau ubin trip with my long-time-no-see trackmates! :D was really jumping ard like a small kid when i saw so many abandoned helium-filled balloons floating ard at e lobby dat day! took it, scribbled some words and my wishes on it and let it fly into the sky! i saw it getting smaller and smaller till it became a dot and finally disappear into the sky. i prayed really hard.. went clubbing with amara peeps at zirca on saturday night! am so happy mummy let me out and have fun dat night! mummy rocks! :D hopefully i can get my passport soon! HOHOHO. okayy, was a lil boring at first. no one was dancing.. bahh. den came some super duper hot dancers in sexyaye nurse suits. dance floor was open after dat. whee~! shake ur booty! :D went off to some thai disco after dat. hmm, thai disco seems more entertaining than local clubs. their bands were more "international" HAHAS. they sang eng, chinese, canto and thai songs! ohoh, and VERY VERY HOT thai girls! not to mention
woke up at 10 plus and went to pulau ubin with fang ee! both of us were late! supposed to meet at 9am. HAHAS. rehen's mother owns a shop there. :) how cool. so he knew e way really well. went cycling after lunch at his shop. omg. i swear i was going to die just after cycling like 5km? my thighs were aching! i dread uphills! KILLER. grr. and ive gotten a terrible bike. cnt change gear! sucks totally! it was really tiring and i was grumbling the whole journey. LOL. :x but e places we been to are really AWESOME! places i never been to. :) love the rural and natural feel there. minus the mosquito bites. HAHAS. heh. i think im falling sick. :/ my nose is like a running tap now. heading down to rinku chalet later!
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LA BAMBINA
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