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Monday, 1 December 2008 (bad languages used here.) AND I DONT LIKE..being in sucha foul mood. all thanks to my mum. first she came home shouting at me just because my passport photo got rejected bcos my fringe was covering one of my eyebrows. then she started grumbling non stop.. blahblahblah. den slamming wadever things she had on hand. i mean its not a big deal right. just get me to take another photo luhhs. she just keep blaming me on and on.. im so irritated. then she keep insisting to retake the photo by TODAY. but due to some unforeseen circumstances, and went to my lil baby niece full month celebration, we only had time to do so at ard 8 plus 9pm. we went "photo-shop" hunting. obviously, many were closed. then travelled all the way back sembawang to take it. i really am so PISSED. she keep criticising this and that. zzz. -.- then keep on blaming me i dint pull up my fringe when she asked me.. den now got to retake, run here run there.. yadayada. GRRRR. okayy. then i had no choice but to pin up my bloody fringe. nd i swear i look bloody ugly. and im bloody disgusted. and im in a bloody bad mood. and my mum bloody keep grumbling and i bloody cnt take it. whhhhooooo! the thot of this freaking ugly photo gonna stick with me for years..YEARS!!! just turn me off. ohman. kill me. it just seems like i never look good in passport photos. my i/c photo sucks hell loads, so is my ezlink card, my old passport photos and wadever passport photo i took.. they just simply...SUCKS. :x OKAYY. am just gonna cover it wit my finger every time i open my passport. as if its not enuff, i just found out i have papers on e 11 and 12 dec! and my mum had alr booked a tour to chiang mai (thailand) on the 12th and its a morning flight! gotten another scolding from her. -.- but i mean, i dint noe abt the test dates before she booked e tour. and its she herself who wante take the risk cos she noes my holiday only starts on e 13th! TSK! oh yes, i do noe abt the thailand protest incident and shut down of the airports. but the travel agent says its impossible to cancel off the flight and stuff. so its like still unconfirmed. sigh. and... i havent vent out ALL my anger.. I NEED TO CONTINUE GRUMBLING! yesterday i met the most outrageous taxi driver in my whole 18 years! if there is a MOST OUTRAGEOUS RUDE TAXI DRIVER OF THE YEAR award, HE GOT IT! for the first time, i got scolded by a taxi driver! wad rights does he have to scold me man! i pay you to get scolded uh? it makes no sense right?! u cnt even be polite to your customers? DONT WORK! why should we, customers get into your cab, pay you money and get such a BAD LOUSY SHITTY service from YOU?! met jian bao and chee seng and took cab to work. den cos they helped me take away McDonalds. then he said in chinese,"dont eat in the car" in a rather not very nice tone. but okayy, i understand. and replied NICELY, "yes okay." then when we reached the gantry, chee seng asked him to go to the "bus" lane. there were like 3 or 4 cars in front. then me & jian bao were saying its okayy to go to the guest lanes. and the lane beside ours is EMPTY. so we tot he heard our convo and usually anybody with a brain will naturally change lane and move on right? but he just remind at e lane. -.- nvm, den chee seng told him to go to the empty lane. you know wad he did!? HE PRETENDED HE DINT HEAR ANYTHING! and then talked to someone else on his earpiece. like WTH. then me and jian bao were like.. LOL. we just laughed. den i told jian bao in eng: "wa.. that person damn idiotic. cnt make it uh." (referring to the driver). then he replied:" later he know how to listen to eng loh. " den im like: "shh. dont say luh. i mean "THE OTHER PERSON" who say must be him. " jian bao: "yea, THAT PERSON" finally we are in. then there is this roundabout. and to go to amara, we supposed to turn right. the uncle just drove on and turn LEFT! he dint slow down nor ask us where to go, how to go or turn left or right!!! then we just say oh shit supposed to turn right.. AND we were just SAYING.. like normal reaction. NOT EVEN BLAMING THE TAXI UNCLE OR WAD. then here comes the UNEXPECTED REACTION I EVER GOT FROM A DRIVER! he got his both hands off the wheel and roared at us: WHAT DO YOU GUYS WANT?! you guys also never say where you wante go!" i cnt rmb wad else he said. but he just continue scolding us! i was taken aback. finally he stopped.. then i was like thinking.. i couldnt understand why we are treated like dat and i feel like im being scolded when im nt in e wrong! i couldnt take it down. so i said:" you also dint slow down or ask us how to go! you just drove on!" then he talked back again luhhs. say wad: i noe sentosa much more familiar den you guys do! you guys havent born i alr know sentosa! i was like, if you are so familiar with sentosa, why amara u also dont know how to go! i took down his no and i wante complain! but anyone knows how to go about it? until now i still feel so mad! chee seng nd jian bao see me so fierce for e first time. HAHAS. COS I REALLY COULDNT TAKE IT DOWN! :x then they were like, okok, janice you go down first, and they paid for e cab fare. LOL. i really isnt someone who is so hot temper or will do anything so impulsive. so you can imagine how bad this ride is. alright. im too tired to continue. used up too much energy venting out my anger. hahas. shall head off to bed and start afresh tml. :) sometimes i feel like being a devil. sometimes i feel like being an angel. so beware. |
LA BAMBINA
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