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Thursday, 20 November 2008

heh. have been neglecting this space for a long time.

sometimes i feel that i cannot really express wad i really want to express over here. its more like an update of wad i did and not how i feel.. its no longer safe. most prob, i will open another which im able to lock my posts for sensitive issues.

sigh.

things started off really badly this week. all i hope is to end it off well.

the past few days may have been a lil unbearable for me.. it left me dumbfound.. it left me hanging.. it left me wondering.. it left my tears rollings.. it left my heart sank.. it makes my heart whirl round and round like how a tornado struck me.

anyway, school's workload has started to increase. tests are coming up. projects deadlines are approaching. and before anything else, mid sem is coming.. (so are the holidays! :D trying to be optimistic.) pressure starting to build up. and here i am trying to take it slow. :( i gonna buck up. i gonna do well. i know i cnt afford to lose it anymore.

hmm, gonna be working during the weekends. i really hope my studies wont be affected. and i just got to know dat LAODA reads my blog! :x dont get me wrong okayy. dont mean dat i dont wante work. i want. just dat i hope i will be able to cope it well. :) oh, and i really am confused sometimes. cos he seems to be so serious at one moment, then so smiley the next! LOL. dont care, am still gonna run after u when u say the wrong stuff. HAHAS.

hmm..watched the news today and realised how bad times are now. retrenchment seems to be in the biggest trend now. mum is so worried..then i started to think.. wad if my parents happened to be retrenched as well..*touchwood* how greatly affected would our lives be. & how great the impact will affect all of us in the family..
ohman. i dared not think a bit more. godblessus.

went on a fieldtrip to kampong glam and malay heritage centre with hazel, jialing and xinglun for our travel leisure report. dint noe its near HAJI LANE. anyway, it have been a rather different experience and i never knew such place exist. furthermore, i get to know more abt singapore. :) hmm, the museum is a lil boring nd small.. :x and we have to pay a sum of $4 for entrance fee. theres nth much, or excitement going on. but i find it a rather relaxing place to be. seesha with friends, chilling out at blujaz, and dining at some Arab theme restaurants. a kind of exotic experience. shall head there again. :)

oh, andand a good place to take photographs! i wanne buy a CAMERA lehhhhhhh.. but dad gonna buy me a new PHONE this weekkkkk. WEEE.. :D

some nice pictures i took on the fieldtrip!

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HAHAS. i find this damn funny. zubir is the guy who created our national anthem. and look at his name translated, zhu bi sai. meaning pig's nose shit. :x

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the end.

you struck me like a tornado.




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com
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♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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