deep within me
maybe its love
Tuesday, 17 June 2008

after clifton's incident i guess most of us somewhat learnt something from it. was chatting online wif scand zhen ytd and we told each other we love each other. i really wante tell everyone i know I LOVE YOU ! :) we will never know when god might just take away someone so dear to us just like dat. we never will. maybe tard & nel were right. maybe god had everything planned alr. & we know we arent in control. treasure every moment & everyone. for we know we cnt afford to lose anyone we love.

heh. am so rotting at home today. sigh. i actually slpt till 2 plus in the afternoon! such a pig right! hahas. i noe. =x supposed to meet tard. but he gt to go for his event meeting, and so our date was cancelled. then texted bff grace laopo & yins. but grace aint free. yins, dint reply again. :( so apparently, im stuck at home alone, left to rot. had project meeting ytd and it was freaking early! i overslept but thank god dad fetched me to sch. seriously nt in e mood to do project luhs. was tired and all. :( but still we managed to finish wad we are supposed to. and again...2 members were alr missing in e first project meeting. speechless. :(

& as mentioned earlier, tard have a event on this coming friday. im so looking forward to it. but after my virgin night in club, my mum actually locked me out & said no more another time! ah, shit. im worried i really couldnt make it. grr. *finger crossed*

anyway, yeah, talking abt my virgin night! okay, i dunnoe wads wrong. but its definitely a cursed night i felt. a bad bad day after all.

first i felt i was in a 'dressing disaster' (even thou friends assured i wasnt, but i just felt weird). was freaking late meeting alan to pass me my bday gift which was a fish&co meal. just bcos i merely say i gt craving for dat. not forgetting the super nice donuts. thanks alan. :D slacked awhile at starbucks & he told me his colleague passed away and the cremation was that afternoon 3pm! he said he dint wante go cos he just want all e good & happy memorises to stay wif him. i understand. i thot dat was bad enough cos it kinda affected me too to know my friend was upset over his friend's death. not until...(*)

after meeting alan, went to utmost love's place to change into another pair of shoe. then we headed dwn to zouk. cher came too. :) alright. it was damn crowded. mainly cos its ladies night & its holis.

i dunnoe, but felt weird. loads of emotions was going on inside me. saw alot of TP peeps. saw fung yung and that cheered me up a bit. :) queued to get into phuture. but after waiting for some time, the bouncer came around and told us its full. sigh.

no choice but went to zouk for mambo night. after putting our bags at the baggage counter, we cabbed down to Clarke quay Arena for free drinks. =x get to know a few babes, Christine, jade, Amelia and jasmine.

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jade, christine, winner, jan, cher, jasmine and amelia.

Photobucketsexyaye babes. (omg, im freaking red!)

Photobucketmy utmost love. :)

Photobucket with christine.

Photobucketthe babes.

Photobucketwith love in e toliet. =x

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had lychee martini and i swear its much more diluted than the one i had on my bday! roar! oh, & met babe geraldine too! :D after that went back to zouk.

met utmost love colleagues and friends. then tard came. which another disaster struck.. while talking to darling someone behind him just threw up! damn gross luhs. she actually puked on darling's back which his shirt, his hoodie, and my hand kana luhs! wth. we went to wash up, putting freaking lots of soap. but the smell just wouldnt go away! *curse & swear e girl* tard decided to go back home changed before coming back again.

(*)then, i recieved a msg from fung yung saying "clfiton passed away. come outside." i stunt. that moment my world stopped. i tried to keep my cool. thinking it wasnt true, it was a prank i hoped. rushed out. met fung yung and other TP people. fung yung told me he died of exhaustion..in Brunei while serving his NS. i managed to hold it inside until i couldnt anymore. its whirling round and round in my mind.. all of us just weeped outside zouk. everyones mood went low..

until then, we decided we should drink & dance to put dat sad news aside for e moment. i went back zouk with love and co. danced with them. it was great fun. first time see love dancing yo. she can shake! :D and i love the apple shot her boss treat. hahas. then i went back to tard darling. we went to phuture to dance! super crowded luhs. but it was the best thing that happened dat night. thanks tard. :) then we cabbed home tgt straight after nights on.

oh, and a week before went on a newater excursion cos of my elective cds. zzz. totally waste my time. 3 hrs can. and it was super boring.. lalala. expect to see some "sewage" and something..but all i saw was PIPES and animated processes of the whole treatment! roar! but i have good company thanks to alice and nazreen! :D

Photobucket the entrance.

Photobucketnewater fountain. -.-

Photobucketnth but pipes.

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Photobucketgames exhibition.

Photobucketour tourguide.

Photobucket with alice. :)

Photobucket love this place e most. beautiful coloured lights and what underneath are water..to be specific, newater. ha!

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heh. and theres this acne pimple-like stuff on my chest. ahhh. hate it and it just wont go away no matter how much aloe vera gel i applied on it! yucks. looks so awful can! ROAR! hope u guys are having a great holiday and not a crappy holis like mine.




LA BAMBINA

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JANICE HUAY
♥Im just an average girl next door
♥TP is my lovely second home
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♥sports, dance, music, sleeping
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♥family&friends
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♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
and i will flash u mine! :)

i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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