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Tuesday, 6 May 2008 WAD A DAY. seriously i rather its a typical day. it seems like nth good happened when mense come. shitty. so much when im looking forward to track. oh man. shitty shitty u noe. rawr. & I DONT LIKE BEING ANGRY & I CNT. -.- met superman for lunch & acc him to open new bank account. then headed to his house to put down e documents & he's going to e gym like after 432437208 years. =x then e first drama happened.. he was packing his bag & he was transfering things frm this bag to another bag. then i SAW a pack of cigarettes among some other stuff! he denied. i dint wante check his bag. then i found a lighter in orignal bag! i was furious. YES, i tot he smoke! i confronted him. he lied saying its for his work. & he looked pissed..so i tot i was e one who misunderstood him. fine nvm. i cabbed to sch. den on e cab, he decided to spill out everything upon seeing me cold. its his friend's. & he said he dint smoke. alright. i believe him.i wasnt angry with dat. BUT im angry why dint u tell me e truth den! & e usual ans:i dun want u to misunderstand. BUT why dint guys get it dat girls hate to be lied & misunderstanding will occur when u dont explain at all. dun use dat excuse. i dont like. u scare i misunderstand. then explain to make me understand! when to water tech tut. omg. super duper uber BORING to the max ahs. its so dry. everythings WORDS & its all abt WATER WATER WATER. when for track after school. i was so enthu & stuff. & finally COACH came! ran 2 rounds for warm up. then did drills. 3 sets of 800m. with 1min rest in btw. i completed it & was quite okay. then next was 3 sets of 200m,sprinting at e end. i started to feel cramps after e 800m drills. so was thinking if i should go ahead with e 200m drills. i did. i really put in effort & did sprint. until e last set..was really feeling a bit of pain. but still bearable. so alison & some track mates were saying. last set last set. go. i went ahead. i regretted. i performed but i suffered. i shouldnt have push myself dat hard. wad was i trying to prove? :( after walking one round to cool down, i felt dizzy & i wante vomit & at e same time my cramp hurts so much. i went to e side & did spit out. then chris helped me back to e gallery area. coach saw me & asked wads wrg. he told me to lie down & elevate my legs. but my lower tummy is hurting much more than anything else. i went to the toliet instead. was practically camping inside e cubicle for like 5mins? came out & lay on the bench. its hurting terribly & im having massive coldsweat outbreak. grrr. until ms kind, qingxiu came in to rescue me.LOL. she helped me out. i was so weak i couldnt walk much. collapsed down on e bench outside gym.chris was there. then came alison. then more & more came by to ask if im fine or wad happened luhs. i just noe its so painful i couldnt stay still & i was groaning in pain. man it sucks like shit. theres nth i can do & nth my friends could do.i had never experience such pain before okay. SHITTY like hell. then we decided to cab back. alison & fang ee came with me. then we had dinner tgt opposite my blk. i was feeling much much by then. really a million thanks to qing xiu who piggyback me all e way to taxi stand. alison & fang ee.. trackmates etc. really thanks. :) superman came to find me. i said wadever is on my mind & we trashed things out. im glad. you noe i will believe u.. so no more excuses. your promise. & u noe i cnt be angry. i believe. your promise is my comfort. |
LA BAMBINA
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