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deep within me
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Monday, 12 May 2008 gees. was late for school again. :( cabbed to school & spent $8 from tamp interchange to school. first time it was this ex. & was stuck in lil. traffic jam out & in school! zzz. then next was bus back to tamp interchange. seriously, dat got me on FIRE! DUNNOE WADS THE FREAKING PROB THE BUS DRIVER HAVE LUHS. grrr. she stood up, looked at my direction. but i dint noe she was looking at me.then she walked towards me w/o saying nth, i just pass her my ez-link card. then she put it on e card sensor. NTH HAPPENED cause obviously i gt TAP card luhs! she walked back & gave me back my card like wth. firstly, she made me so embarrassed cos EVERYONE was looking at me. secondly, she made a mistake & she dint even APOLOGISE! still gt the cheek to give me the stupid face & stare at me thru her BIG BIG mirror in front. IDIOT. lijuan saw wad happened & she called me. i was so angry & grumbled to her. LOL. stupid bus driver. met superman for movie! WHAT HAPPENED IN VEGAS was a great catch. :) nt bad. & Ashton kutcher is super ATTRACTIVE! *drools* HAHAS. and yesterday was mothers' day! nth special. went to granny's place. whee~! all my cousins were there. :D happy to see jasmine & Jackson again. been ages since i last saw them. but we dint really talk much. but i definitely miss them. & i felt a sense of achievement cos i DID my tutorials! WHOO~! went back home & bro bought a fruit cake for mummy which cheer her up. :) yeah. heh. super loads of things to complete this week. projects, tests, tutorials. ITS DRIVING me crazy! --------------------------- random thots. i dunnoe why, i just felt so out of place when i think abt it. is like.. i dont fall in any of the places. i dont seem to have someone thats close to me..or maybe a soul mate..a best friend that will understand me..& 'belong' to me. not that i dont have best friends. but rather...all of them alr have soul mate of their own. i want the special, you-r-the-only one feeling.. but no one made me felt this way. even if i found one, we couldnt be as close due to all sorts of reasons. and i feel so alone. so isolated. no matter in class, in venos, in zilra... i dunnoe. sigh. i just need one. just one. i hate loneliness & the sense of 'belongingness' isnt there. felt so unwelcome to put it bluntly. nuff said. |
LA BAMBINA
♥Im just an average girl next door ♥TP is my lovely second home ♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com ♥Gemini ♥19 ♥sports, dance, music, sleeping ♥white&turquoise ♥family&friends ♥animals ♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D flash me a smile my friend and i will flash u mine! :) i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to. & you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :) dancebabydance leave a note
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