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Saturday, 10 May 2008 DARN! its mothers day tml and i just had a i tot she understand..she accepted..she knows.. BUT im wrong. so wrong. she DONT. i just want more freedom & date like any teens. & she did date too when she was my age. so why cnt i?! i can understand her anxiety..her worries.. but. i believe theres a point of time whereby you have to let go to let me learn & be independent. & i definitely know wad im doing. sometimes i wonder if i should & i hate the very fact dat she took my phone TWICE without my permission..going thru all my pics & messages! WHERES my freaking privacy! WAD I WANTE SAY IS IVE GROWN UP & I NEED _______________________SPACE. in e past, i couldnt mind answering ur calls. but now, i freak out e moment 'mommy calling' appears on my hp screen. wads going on. is like 75% of the time my mood totally turns foul after answering ur call. you just SPOIL my mood my day.. no matter how well it started or how wonderful it was before...before ur call came in. im sorrie. i may have taken it for granted. but..its just the truth. aw man. feeling so bloody awful now. i still think i arent at fault okay. YOU'RE WRONG INVADING my PRIVACY!
i wante spread my wings & fly.. towards freedom. put dat aside, i skipped school today. :( boohoos. went to xiaxue's blog.(GO READ THE LATEST ENTRY!!!) omg. seriously i agree with her. shouldnt sympathize those BASTARDS OF THE BASTARDS.. in particular, rapist & murders. wth. the fritzl should go to HELL. or maybe smth worse than dat. TELL me why would you have the heart to RAPE your OWN FLESH AND BLOOD REPEATEDLY, KEEP HER IN A SECRET DUNGEON (with no sunlight!!!), & WORSE OF THE WOSRT, HER DAUGHTER BEARING HIS CHILD..not one or two, but SEVEN of them. SICK man. and the children (except for 3 of them) have to live in e dungeon with her mum! how sad. the poor Elisabeth's youth & beauty is all wasted on her BASTARD FATHER & stoopid dungeon! ponders why there are this type of people around! wads the world coming to? seriously i dint expect such a thing to happen in this era. gosh. & i certainly agree with xx dat a THIS TYPE OF BASTARDS SHOULD GO TO HELL. AGREE WITH XX, hahas. sorrie abt all dat. had hb people for dinner ytd! met fy, fion, badd & xiuzhen at student lounge after school.waited for jolene then we cabbed to raffles; thaiexpress to meet apple, rayna, dexter, nic, cy & yuan long. afterwhich we went to esplanade to chill. :) had loads of fun & laughter. really thanks to scand zhen for pulling me along.. if nt i wouldnt have enjoy camp as much & be closer to such fun peeps like the HBs! :D loves.
heh. havent been going VENOS gatherings. sorry my precious venosians. cos most of the time i dint noe abt it until like e day b4 or like on e day.. so usually i either have plans alr or dun feel like going cos i felt left out? HAHAS. i dunnoe. anyway, i promise i will try to be there the next time alright! u guys are missed & loved by JANICE HUAY luhs. *huggs* not forgetting my ZILRA! teehees. theres glam dinner tml! i cnt wait man. they are love too. :D lastly, my superman! wahahas. need i say more? :D
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