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Sunday, 16 March 2008

the time is 2pm and i just woke up.
blame it all on my parents.
the adults seem not to be able to keep their promise.
 
went to my granny's place ytd. i tot i shall be good & go over.
wadsmore i dint expect my parents to stay for mahjiong to late night.
 
anyway, 15th mar 2008 is just so NOT my day!
i dunnoe wad e freaking problem.
people dat i love around me did things dat hurt me. i know they dont do it intentionally. but its just did hurt.
my mum screamed at me twice, dear said smth on e phone which got me really pissed.
yes. it may seems insignificant, and its just trivial matters. but it just SUCKS big time on such a day!
 
time seems to be passing by really slowly at my granny's place.
theres no one. there nth. (except for a bed and tv)
i did almost everything..from watching tv, sleep, eat, browsing thru phone pics & msges, squeezing blackheads, staring blankly at the ceiling, looking out of the window... EVERYTHING.
 
first they said 12.30am finish. but then changed their mind and say they will play until next morning! im like so looking forward to 12.30. and when its 12.30 they say till next morning. nice one. i have no say.
seriously, for once i regretted coming to my granny's place!
im just grateful my mp3 dint die on me. at least music is there accompanying me.
 
 
 
我在回家的路上像了很多
我有时候真的不知道要如何处里对你的感觉
不知道该不该生气
 
在我最难过,最孤独的时候你却不在
你知道我难过,
你并沒问为何。
我不得不想你是不想管还是懒的管
你真的是关心我的人?
 
知道我傷心
却沒来关心
我非常痛心
 
我好失望。



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♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D

flash me a smile my friend
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i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to.
& you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :)

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