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Sunday, 11 November 2007 WARNING. LONG BLOG ENTRY. LEAVE THIS BLOG IF U HAVE NO TIME FOR IT. THANKS. was feeling upset this morning. sigh. i guessed everyone feel the same way as i did.. feeling all alone and dat no one is there for you.. not even e ones u tot who will.. i think dianna was right. maybe no one in this world will be there for you like they always sae they will. and dat we always break promises we made earlier on which most of the time, on impulse..thinking this doesnt make much impact to the person.. i dunnoe.. i think its because i dint say it out.. thus no one knows.. and thus couldnt be there.. time jus drift people apart.. maybe im less important now.. maybe im forgotten.. dun wanne probe much into it anymore.. ------------------------------------------------------------------- met some idiotic people. dun meet me out saying u have smth to sae to me and then giving me excuses dat ur fren is there, u dun wante sae it.. wth. and dun meet me out and saying you have to leave earlier thus u're meeting ur frens.. hello! u asked me out! not e other way round! i sae fine. leave. i sae i can manage alone. and wad issit dat u sae i got character? then? wad do u expect me to do? cry like a 3 year old kid, whining and whining.. or go under my knees and beg u not to leave me.. or u just want me to hold u back?! im not like before. i have grown up. u may not like me like dat.. but i jus dont wante be dat childish girl i used to be! i've changed! and u're e cause of it! -------------------------------------------------------- took cab to FURAMA Hotel. and damn. got to the wrong FURAMA HOTEL! took another cab to the one at chinatown. i went into the room. omg. balloons. and loads of people. saw a few familar faces. :) but we jus smiled and i jus stood awkwardly in the middle of the room;totally unsure of wad to do. called my artist and went dwn to find her. she's dolling herself up with 2 of her other frens who were also taking part in e contest. went up soonafter. saw pei en. another girl whos taking part in such a contest as model for e 1st time. :) we chatted while waiting for our artist to come up. next. learnt catwalk. OMG. e pro model so FIERCE. >< and one by one we had to do trial with our male model. theres 6 male models. OMG! got 2 damn shuai! one is my model! hes mixed blood and guess how old is he?! only 13 years old!  hahas. i cropped away my picture bcos i look sucky. OMG! e other one is 20 plus i think. he veri veri shuai. like those japanese star! and he got e model bod and look! we tot hes a pro model..in fact its his first time too! HOT HOT. xp after practising abt 2 or 3 times, the models went to changed. around 7, we had to do e real thing! people were seated down and the MCs invited us out. :) damn nervous and we werent suppose to SMILE! then we went back to our seats and the contest started. 1hr 30mins. and i saw REBECCA! hahas. :D time past by real fast. times up. alot of people we shocked. cos my HAIR STYLE! its actually standing up. my artist used wired and twist my hair around e wire and spray loads of hair spray to make it stay! cool. and sprayed red and yellow hair spray. i represent the SUN. woohoos. :D  my outSTANDING hair. xD
had another round of catwalk. the after. :) was taking pics with rebecca! until..i heard ppl repeating my name! OMG! my first time winning lucky draw! (its a pair of cups anyway) hahas.   becca and i with e rose. :D   thanks alot gurl.anyway, had fun. loads of photo taking sessions.
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LA BAMBINA
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