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deep within me
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Tuesday, 27 November 2007 MID SEM TEST TIMETABLE IS O-U-T! all one hr paper.damn all papers at 9am. :( was out with gracechanchan, quek yins, jialong,wincent and weihong. watched FREDCLAUS. was reallie upset to see my yins broke down. STRESS STRESS GO AWAY! my yins is a capable girl! jia you! :D i will be there to support u on fridae! hees. same goes for my laopo,gracechanchan. was reallie shock when u and wei hong made such a decision. i noe i have no say..but i jus want u to be happy. and i noe how it feels..its jus like wad u sae;难受。 i wish u guys all the best alrite. if u need any listening ear, i will be more than happie to be there. :)     --------------------------------------- recently, i heard my fren told me how she like one person's character. i noe its jus a comment.but somehow i started soul searching myself.. i wonder if anyone in this planet will sae dat he/she likes my character.. i realised different people react and behave differently in front of different people. sometimes i wonder...should i be always NICE; making everyone likes me, satisfying everyone? or should i just be MYSELF? i dunnoe. sometimes being myself just makes people hate me..i dunnoe. and im one who takes hardly how people look at me and judge me... sometimes even me,myself thinks that im splastic. gosh. i sounded like i hate myself.. maybe i do now.. i find that im too serious and uptight. im nt one who can sit there being all relaxed and having fun.. especially when things are in a rush. and sometimes people hate me for being like dat..im nt like dat FUN and HAPPY girl that everybody likes... making people around me happie. spreading the happiness. I CANNOT. in fact it takes me some time to open up, and be that HAPPY and FUN girl. and im nt one who WILL or CAN satisfy ALL at one time. im one who will target..and if im nice to you, i will be VERY NICE to u.. im not one who will be NICE to everyone. imnot. now im hating NICE. damn its in my NAME. JANICE. call me J.A now. people is the same, we get judged by wad we do. |
LA BAMBINA
♥Im just an average girl next door ♥TP is my lovely second home ♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com ♥Gemini ♥19 ♥sports, dance, music, sleeping ♥white&turquoise ♥family&friends ♥animals ♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D flash me a smile my friend and i will flash u mine! :) i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to. & you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :) dancebabydance leave a note
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