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deep within me
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Wednesday, 4 July 2007 supposed to blog last nite. but i was too tired and my mums hogging on to the comp. i was moody ytd. sighs. anyone understand the feeling when u're upset and disappointed wif someone..but u're jus unable to show it.. dats how i was feeling.. i feel dat its kinda childish if i were to gt angry tis type of trival matter..but im bothered by it.. i kept thinking..is it a misunderstanding..or m i insignificant to u guys.. im nt angry... anyway, im REALLY disappointed.. TOTALLY. i tot it was set. jus when i tot everything was fine and sweet btw us.. but i realised it wasnt. johan told me it was a last min thing. okies. fine. understandable. but why dint even bother to tell me after dat! i felt as thou i was being cheated. (bei fang ge zi de gan jue) i felt so SILLY..imagine me walking out of e lift..saw liyi at her 'booth'. she asked me, " janice, come and join BSC lehs." i was smiling to her..and replied," oh..okok. i need to ask grace and becca. we joining tgt." my smile faded when i heard," ah..grace and becca ytd alr went fer interview." my heart felt kinda sour.. and dat totally 'make' my dae.. however my heart hurts..e feeling of betrayal..how disappointed i was..i had to keep it in my heart. i did it. i put on a smiley face and meet grace. johan knew abt everything..but i dint want him to sae.. jus let tis sucky dae goes by jus like dat.. dun wante spoil their dae. i jus wante thank dear dear and johan fer listening to me.. :) gurls, im nt angry wif u guys..jus purely disappointed. anyway, its over. dun worry. im fine nw. dun be gulity for i dun have the right to control wat u wante do. |
LA BAMBINA
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