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Tuesday, 31 July 2007 sigh. suddenly, i jus feel that i have lost alot of things in my life. in specific, frens. i dunnoe why..jus feel kinda sad. and somehow i wiish things were like before. seriously, i miss those days. :( down is e word. i reallie miss some people.. some were attached, jus like me..doesnt have time to meet up anymore. some were busy with school. and worse still..we're in diff schs, which make it even harder to meet. if singapore is so small, but why is it so hard to meet someone u wante to see so much? sometimes i even feel dat im being forgotten. we dun even msg or chat on msn anymore.. i dun like it. WHERE ARE U PEOPLE?! COME BACK TO MY LIFE PLS! :( blank-ness in my life. EMPTY. i wanted so much to complain. so much to grumble. but who would wante listen? deardear is in camp..nt much time fer me to complain either. sometimes, i dun feel like complaining to anyone..i was afraid ppl would think dat im a hypocrite. BUT i cnt bear it inside everytime ryte?! i think im becoming more n more less vocal. i dun reallie wante tok in my family. no one would listen. frens? i dint wante trouble them or affect them..so i rather nt say anything. im weird. i always ask my frens who were upset to speak out whenever they are upset. but..i cnt do it fer myself. besides, im reallie sensitive. ( i did mentioned tis to grace, johan and deardear) i feel so weird. im starting to be scare of ppl. i feel like ppl always look at me weirdly or staring at me.. in sch, busstop, everywhere! and i noe those stares werent good ones. they seems to be critising.. did i dressed v.weirdly? NO. my dressing was common. den why is it so? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ anyway. thanks grace fer accompanying me todae. went to metro. theres closing dwn sales. hees. bought bra! LOL. damn cheap! 10 bucks onlie! calling all AUNTIES! pls come dwn to tamp metro! got closing dwn sales! =x hahas..saw two lil kids at e undergarment area. if im nt wrg they are bro and sis. they were messing ard and playing wif the undergarments! e lil bro damn funnie! he sae smth like, " kan na ke NEH NEH POK." LOL. me n grace heard it and we were like brusting into laughter. cute and innocent luhs. hahas..he even wore a sports bra over his head! =.= hahas. bought bento home. :) my dinner. tml got CSA excel test. wiish me luck. gt to go n practice. ZOOM~! hate life like tis. |
LA BAMBINA
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