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deep within me
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Tuesday, 17 July 2007 SIGH. IM TROUBLED! :( why!? why is it dat everything happened to be in such a coincidence!? dear is coming back on e 28th. i cldnt see him fer 2weeks. but i have BSC camp on 28th and 29th.. i had to make a choice btw him and BSC camp. i really WANT to meet my dear..come on 2 weeks! (u think i dun wante meet u?! u think u're e onlie one who miss me?!) BUT i reallie DONT want to miss BSC camp either! both is IMPORTANT to me! sigh. i dint want him to feel that BSC camp is more important if i go fer e camp. i dont wan to miss out all the fun and stuff. i was thinking going fer BSC camp on e 28th and leaving early on e 29th. but he gt to attend his grandfather's b'dae dinner. now i gt to THINK IT THRU ALL AGAIN! im reallie frustrated and i simply dunnoe wad to do! ITS TEARING ME APART! :( *SCREAMS* i shouldnt sound sad cos im nt e onlie person who's sad. YEAHS! dats it. i noe u're sad too. but can u understand.. im stuck in btw u and camp. u sae u will let me decide.. but how am i suppose to tell u my ans if e ans isnt wad u wanted.. ur disappointed face.. ur grumbles.. i dunnoe.. maybe sometimes wad i want u to sae isnt LET ME DECIDE.. frm ur tone i noe u dun mean it! nt onlie am i sad..im devastated..having to crack my brain and make sure i make e right choice. RRRRRRRRAAAAAAWWWWWWRRRRR!!!!!! I HATE LIFE LIKE TIS! DECISIONS! WATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sometimes maybe enjoying yourself may be difficult. RESTRICTIONS! hate it. maybe human jus cnt have e best of the both world at times. |
LA BAMBINA
♥Im just an average girl next door ♥TP is my lovely second home ♥bluesuki2003@hotmail.com ♥Gemini ♥19 ♥sports, dance, music, sleeping ♥white&turquoise ♥family&friends ♥animals ♥im NICE & its so in my name! :D flash me a smile my friend and i will flash u mine! :) i wanne be the only hand you need to hold on to. & you know u're the one who keeps me smiling with those dimples. :) dancebabydance leave a note
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